Mental Issues
I really hope that if I have a mental disorder, someone would find the courage to help me through. I’ve had a lot of pain in my life. I was brought into this world by a child. She was so very young. I don’t think she realized the pain and hurt that she caused her children. Stability wasn’t something that was part of my past. I can look back now and know that the issues she has isn’t me. Her issues are not my issues. It took me a long time to come to terms with being able to shut that door. I needed that door to shut. I was only getting hurt more and more at every interaction. For a long time I was focused on forgiveness. That was what I needed to set me free. But I’ve learned that forgiveness isn’t what I need. Closure was more needed in my heart.