Even Though You're Gone
Β Β Lyrics from ECHOS' 2018 album
Euphoria β You talk a lot of shit for somebody who's sorry now. β β If I'm a habit that you miss take a hit - I'm euphoria. β β This is everything I wanna say, but can't say yet. β β Everything I wanna change, but can't change. β β You're looking for someone to blame. β β I won't take it. β β I gave you all my blood at the start of this war. β β And even though you're gone, I'm still waiting for your love. β β Thanks for calling me on my birthday to say I was wrong. β β I hope you swallow me. β
Graves β Everytime I see you, I light up inside. β β Truth is casting shadows all over me. β β I see the way you walk through your house like a ghost. β β You're fucking empty. β β I could see the grave you built in your sheets. β β I hope you lie in your bed thinking of me. β β There's a hole inside my chest you can't see. β β You're the air inside my lungs I can't keep. β β And I try to tell myself you want me, but I can't keep holding on. β β My head's a burial ground of your memory. β β Exit through my chest with your silhouette, love. β β You can take what's left with your fucking problems. β
Guest Room β I know that I'm better off on my own. β β I wish I'd never let you sleep in my room. β β Been thinking about a way that I could take back the night I lost myself in you. β β You know that every time I hear your name I replay your fingertips against my frame. β β Been praying for a way that I could feel saved, I'll never get over you. β β Wish that I had never let you love me. β β I wish you would have slept in the guest room, 'cause maybe I'd still feel alive without you. β β I'm pretty sure that all of this was my fault. β β I'm the one who kissed you first and took my clothes off. β β You know how to make me feel all alone. β β But when I'm underneath your teeth, it feels just like home. β β You said we shouldn't make love. β β You said we shouldn't make love and just fucking found another way to heal. β β You know you drain me of myself till I can't see straight. β β Been thinking 'bout your body in the worst way. β β Wish that I could remove you from my veins, 'cause I'm sick of feeling so betrayed. β β Wish that I had never let you love me, although you said you never did. β β And I thought I'd mean something to you, more than skin to put your skin on. β β I thought I'd mean something to you. β
Saints β I'm sorry but your story isn't adding up. β β Think your religion is a lie to keep my mouth shut. β β So I won't testify to crime you're keeping score of. β β Why don't you throw me to the wolves? I though you were one. β β You were standing there like an angry god, counting out my sins just to cross them off. β β Saying that my tongue was too loud to trust, and that my blood couldn't keep you. β β My dear, you're not so innocent. β β You're fooling heaven's gates. β β You won't have to change. β β You're no saint. You're no savior. β β Your revelations don't look nothing like the pictures. β β You read between the lines and don't stick to the scriptures. β β You only follow rules if others follow with you. β β That doesn't sound too holy, only playing the victim. β β You were standing there like an angry god. β β You're fooling heaven's gates so you won't have to change. β β So keep your judgment for someone else, I've had enough. β
Shrines β I hope the next one is quick. β β I hope the next one forgives you for yourself. β β I hope the next one forgives you for yourself like I never did. β β I hope the next one you love fills up your eyes to the brim with her lust. β
1216 β Welcome to the room I hide in. β β I'd invite you in to stay, but I'm tryna get out of here. β β Get out of here. β β I don't know why I can never leave. β β All that I'm left with are memories. β β I guess I want your ghost as my company. β β This house is full of the things we did. β β I can't let go of the way we left. β β I can't let go of you. β β And now I'm hanging on by a thread. β β To the left and down the hallway. β β This house is full of the things that we did and my bed has known every inch of your skin. β
My Blood β I don't know what you want from me. β β You are the shiver in my blood and my bones. β β I'm growing cold. β β You know just how to make me feel alone. β β Will you taste me in all of the emptiness? β β You stole me from myself and I can't breathe. β β You stole me from myself. β
Vacant β I've been waiting for you to get your mind right. β β Pour yourself into my skin until I can't seen. β β You've been running from yourself for a while, waiting for the whole thing to catch fire. β β You think that if you burn down, you'll be fine. β β Maybe I'd forget all the times you lied. β β I'm sick of awaiting your vacancy. β β No space in your broken veins left for me. β β I know that you're empty. β β You don't even look the same. β β You drained the light out of yourself. β β You've been running from yourself for a while. β
Running β Everything's nice on the outside. β β You run from the feeling. β β It tears you apart. β
Revival β I'm afraid that I've grown vacant. β β I don't have time for your equations. β β The way we speak is far from sacred. β β I swear I'll try to save this. β β When you push me like hell, that's when I start to despise myself. β β I think maybe we should find ourselves. β β You never knew if you could feel the way that I do. β β I'm afraid that we won't make it. β β We always run from all our conversations. β β We've both been changing, but now our lives are so damn parallel. β














