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i know i’m probably better off on my own
i see the permamnent damage you did to me
i just wish i could forget when it was magic
i wish it wasn’t four a.m.
you know you had to do it.
the bravest thing i ever did was run
sometimes in the middle of the night i can feel you again
i just miss you and wish you were a better man
i know why we had to say goodbye
i know i’m probably better off all alone than needing a man who could change his mind at any given minute
and it was always on your terms
i waited on every careless word hoping they might turn sweet again
oh but your jealousy, I can hear it now
you pushed my love away like it was some kind of gun
you never thought i’d run
i hold onto this pride because these days its all i have
i gave to you my best and we both know you cant say that
i wish you were a better man
i wonder what we would have become if you were a better man
we might still be in love if you were a better man
you would have been the one if you were a better man
they tell you while you’re young “girls go out and have your fun”
then they hunt and slay actually do it
(they) criticize the way you fly when youre soaring through the sky
(they) shoot you down and then they sigh and say “she looks like she’s been through it”
lord, what will become of me once ive lost my novelty
i’ve had too much to drink tonight
i know it’s sad but this is what I think about
i wake up in the middle of the night
its like i can feel time moving
how can a person know everything at 18 and nothing at 22
will you still want me when i’m nothing new?
how long will it be cute?
you can blame it on my youth and roll your eyes with affection
my cheeks are growing tired from turning red and faking smiles
are we only biding time until i lose your attention
are we only biding time until i lose your attention and someone else gets your intention
how did i go from growing up to breaking down?
i know someday i’m gonna meet her
she’ll know the way and then she’ll say she got the map from me
i’ll say i’m happy for her and then i’ll cry myself to sleep
i wonder if they’ll miss me once they drive me out
what about your promises?
didn’t want to be the one who got away
you broke the sweetest promise that you should never have made
you call, but I wont hear it
how could you do this babe?
you really blew this babe
we aint getting through this one babe
this is the last time i’ll ever call you babe
taking down the pictures and the plans we made
I keep picturing her lips on your neck, I can't unsee it
꧁༒☬𝓜𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓰𝓮 𝓘𝓷 𝓐 𝓑𝓸𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮☬༒꧂
I know that you like me and it’s kind of frightening.
i became hypnotized by freckles and bright eyes
you’re so far away and i’m down
feeling like a face in the crowd
i’m reaching for you, terrified
you could be the one that i love
i could be the one that you dream of
message in a bottle is all that I can do
standing here hoping it gets to you
you could be the one that I keep
I could be the reason you cant sleep
time moves faster replaying your laughter
Where were you while I'm wondering If I'll ever see you again?
꧁༒☬𝓘 𝓑𝓮𝓽 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓐𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓜𝓮☬༒꧂
three am and I’m still awake
i’ll bet youre just fine, fast asleep
the girl in your bed has a fine pedigree
i’ll bet your friends tell you she’s better than me
i tried to fit in with your upper crust circles
they let me sit in back when we were in love
yeah they sit around talking about the meaning of life
I'm harder to forget than I was to leave
You grew up in a silver-spoon gated community
I was raised on a farm, no, it wasn't a mansion
you know what they say, you can't help who you fall for
you and I fell like an early spring snow
you said we're too different
You laughed at my dreams (and) rolled your eyes at my jokes
Do you have all the space that you need?
i don't have to be your shrink to know that you'll never be happy
Does it make you feel sad that the love that you're lookin' for is the love that you had?
last time you felt free was when none of that shit mattered 'cause you were with me
I bet you think about me when you're out at your cool indie music concerts
I bet you think about me in your house
He says he doesn't believe anything much he hears these days
Why fall in love, just so you can watch it go away?
He spends most of his nights wishing it was how it used to be
He spends most of his flights getting pulled down by gravity
It's not just a phase I'm in
All this time I didn't know you were breaking down
I'd fall to pieces on the floor if you weren't around
Too young to know it gets better
He seems fine most of the time
When the lights go out, it's hard to breathe
I pull at every thread trying to solve the puzzles in his head
Live my life scared to death he'll decide to leave instead
My voice comes out screaming
If I was standing there in your apartment I'd take that bomb in your head and disarm it
I love you even at your darkest
believe in one thing. I wont go away.
Give me the keys, I'll bring the car back around
We shouldn't be in this town
I'd drive away before I let you go
So give me a reason and don't say no
run, like you'd run from the law
We can go where our eyes can take us
you laugh like a child I'll sing like no one cares
I could see this view a hundred times
there's been this hole in my heart
this thing was a shot in the dark
(you) say you'll never let 'em tear us apart
꧁༒☬𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓥𝓮𝓻𝔂 𝓕𝓲𝓻𝓼𝓽 𝓝𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽☬༒꧂
i miss you like it was the very first night
i never go alone and i don't seem brokenhearted
my friends all say they know everything I'm going through
i drive down different roads but they all lead back to you
they don't know about the night in the hotel
they don't know how much I miss you
not trying to fall in love
back then we didn't know we were built to fall apart
we broke the status quo, then we broke each other's hearts
no one knows about the words that we whispered
no one knows how much i miss you
do you know how much i miss you?
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