"living dead girl"

Name? Nah. Location? None. 6th year on Tumblr and I'm still not sure what the actual point of my blog is. I do know one thing, though, if you aren't a fan of heavy drugs you probably aren't going to stick around much longer.

[ireallyfuckedupthistime]

oops

lol sorry guys, i've been in jail

[ireallyfuckedupthistime]

negative or very early positive?

[ireallyfuckedupthistime]

i'm back...

and high… what’s new.. someone talk to me.. eh

[ireallyfuckedupthistime]

ya

[wellbutrinboy]

someone: *tries to explain something to me*

me: i’ve never understood anything in my life next

[f-u-g-i-t-i-v-o]

[ireallyfuckedupthistime]

I'm gonna go and uh.......take a nap. ;)

[hallucination]

somewhere..

[ireallyfuckedupthistime]

actually...

I don't have to go.

Talk to me today. I'm back for a little bit. Im still going through my inbox.

How you all be ?

[ireallyfuckedupthistime]

The more you know.

I realize I have been offline for a good minute. Life 'n shit, ya know. I just thought I'd share with everyone, that during my time away I learned one thing that may concern my lovely followers. Meth will always win around here. I thought it could lose, just maybe. But I have yet to see such, and my recent chain of events backs that up 100%. You can run all you want. I'm sorry it's true. I was hoping it wasn't but, you know how these things go. It may take time, it may sneak up and tear you apart all at once, it might even decide to visit whenever the fuck it feels like, long after you left it behind.

No matter how long it has been, don't you ever think Ms. Crystal won't return to throw you off track.

Everyone loves Ms. Crystal around here, but she ain't love no one back .

I gotta go. Hope you all are doing good. Later.

[ireallyfuckedupthistime]

Hey, concerning your "drugs for newbies" kind of post I wanted to ask whether you know any rather save to use drugs/pills that you can easily get at home or prescription free?

No drugs are really safe or easy to get prescription.. Are you meaning like over the counter meds? Because if so wasting your time. Ummm.... I use to get prescribed some narcotics for 'severe migraines'. And I have scoliosis so it's easier for me lol. Um, my honest maybe disagreeable answer is don't try to jupe a doctor. But if you must, try passing for having a severe anxiety disorder and get some kpins or some shit. If you want to get high, first think what's the high you're seeking? Up ? Down? Go from there... Pills in my opinion are a waste of time and tolerance builds quick! Message me more off anon if interested in anything else. Sorry for vague answer I'm just not sure what you're asking for!

[ireallyfuckedupthistime]

Ayyyy Tumblr is on and off :& but are you back to stay

I'm back until I'm not anymore. So talk to me while you can lol

[ireallyfuckedupthistime]

hello, earth to my fellow tweakers...?

i think all my fans and friends on here kinda poofed since i've been gone so long...i ain't getting shit worth for notes or new messages ... am i wasting my time or is anyone even seeing my shit?

[waterfallsandmeth]

Imagine how much money I could save if I wasn't a fucking drug addict

[lady-dragonette]

happy funday!

[ireallyfuckedupthistime]

I'm fucking back motherfuckers wassup

shit has changed my homes!!!

EDIT; MESSAGE ME AGAIN GUYS IF YOU WANNA CHAT my inbox is full af and is gonna take awhile because you know what they say…. what’s the slowest thing in the world? a tweaker whose in a hurry :)

[ireallyfuckedupthistime]

Hi guys ♤

yea i'm back blah blah blah wassup w it

[ireallyfuckedupthistime]

tfw when ur one genuinely trusted dope plug makes a deal with u and it's cut bullshit