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19 | any pronouns

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self-portrait in a backseat

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come back and i'll forgive you

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pyromaniac children are a distress to the family

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as an ash grey horse

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no one knows about it and the cat can't talk

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i dreamed i was a kind of alchemist whose life after several centuries had ended and then renewed by someone else's will for some purpose unknown to me. after my resurrection i had golden skin golden hair and golden eyes. an old woman came to me to draw my blood and I immediately recognized her as my former lover whose name i couldn't remember. he lived centuries after my death and was involved in my resurrection. he said nothing but i knew he remembered me and his face was sometimes piecing together the features i remembered and then reverting to the one of old woman.

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amphibious androgynous ninety-eight percent water

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i dreamed that i was Niko on the shore of a lake and there were many cats around me and they were watching me dive into the water and i was terribly worried that they would run away and get lost somewhere so i tried to hold them all in my arms but they were scared of water so I had to let them go and later when i went out i was catching them and counting them over and over again and i haven't ever found one or two.

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dead boy stares strange to meet you dead boy cares so great to see you

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the hall you won't step into as long as Niko remembers your face

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"the trip"

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calliope's childhood