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#pnnd

iridescent-beings

no more writing porn on the internet i got a gf

iridescent-beings

jk

no more writing porn on the internet i got a gf

felt bad yesterday. felt bad again today. will probably feel bad again tomorrow

hello. logging in to say my life is hell and also i am literally no longer giving a fuck about people who don't treat me like they care about me you all suck

in my self destruction era see u all when i am at rock bottom

ok anyways back to my hiatus lolz

i have to have stupid and blind on my forehead

tonysopranobignaturals-deactiva

ptsd

i gave up talking to someone who matters to me to keep the peace in my family only for it already to be fucked

#i must be insane for trying so many times to keep the peace

i don’t know why i lie to me or anyone around me i am not a good person i am not capable of being a good person i am so fucking sick of pretending i even have an ounce of good in me i am sick of being told i have good in me when i was formed and created to never be good or get good things in return

eheheh feeling gross it’s isolation time

#see u all in 6000 years #the fact that being Too Sober is doing this to me lolz

#don’t want to be known or seen #can everyone forget all details about me ever

bashes head against wall and draws in my own blood

#anyways #no more being social i’m at my limit for a good few years #when u hear from me next i will be amidst a binge drinking episode again #aka like next week probably idk i’m on like 6 or 7 days drinking every night already lolz #comma however i can feel my issues building back up and my anger not being controllable #so likeeeee i need to Not give myself a place to find issues where they don’t exist #don’t need another public breakdown

i do not have it in me to be a person anymore so please excuse me as i become an eldritch terror

giggling and kicking my feet as i watch myself spiral and deteriorate once again

#im a fraction of what i am but im having a silly little time

cannibalchicken

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