IRUMI

I want to die old

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Do you also have dreams every night that you remember? Or does this only happen to some people?

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I haven't posted anything here for a long time. I'm fine :) It's a good friend's birthday today. I've already congratulated her (it's 12:10 AM here). How are you?

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(the drawing with which I congratulated her)

To be honest, I'm ashamed that I congratulated her with a drawing, but as far as I know, we're in different countries now, so we can't meet. and yes, in the picture there is my OC congratulating her Because I consider this OС to be a joy for myself, although in life I look like a loser (and it's fine for me )

Maybe tomorrow I'll post here my night drawings, which have already accumulated (but I'm not sure yet )

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Did you know that everything is made of stardust? I just found out recently.

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Why is it so hot at night? (ToT)

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I would like to have wings, they are beautiful. In general, the shoulder blades on the back look like wings, which means we are birds.

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Russian!

Была же ночь Ивана Купала.Так вот я решила погадать по подорожнику и по расческе.Мне приснился парень которого я видела во сне еще в ноябре, и хотела увидеть снова.Я была рада его увидеть.Хочу найти его в жизни

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I SLEPT GOOD TODAY!!

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I slept normally today. But my dreams were strange. At least something...

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Yesterday I picked up the mittens, they're cool. And no, I don't cut myself.

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I arrived in the village and wanted to sleep. Last night I almost started feeling anxious again, but I was able to suppress it. That makes me happy.

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Today I started studying journalism. I don't know why, but anyway. If I join a club, will it help with my fear of public speaking? To be honest, I don't know.

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I think I need to see a psychologist. But how can I convince my parents?

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I had an anxiety attack last night. It kept me up until 3 a.m. I have nothing more to say.

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Hi! Yesterday I went to visit a friend. She taught me some guitar tricks (like the barre). She even let me try playing the electric guitar! What an amazing feeling. I haven't written about it here, but I sometimes compose short songs that can be easily played on the guitar. Just so you know, if I ever perform on stage, I won't show my face, but my stage name will be like my nickname. Cheers to everyone, hugs)

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Is it obvious from my blog that I'm a huge introvert? Probably so.

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Hi! I don't know what to tell you. I noticed that my vlog gives off some creepy vibes. It's weird. Well, I'll say I want Sprite and blueberries right now. Oh, and caramel or raspberry tea. :Р Good night everyone and bye bye :D

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My losercore/older brother core playlist---------

-----song title-song author -----------------------

Creep-Radiohead

To the End-My Chemical Romance

Tornado-Mindless Self Indulgence

Rhinestone Eyes-Gorillaz

I Only Lie When I Love You-Royal Blood

Fairytale Gone Bad-Sunrise Avenue

Buddy Holly-Weezer