SUBJECTED TO INFECTION.

and if you want a doctor, i’ll examine every inch of you ..

[iryoukawa]

可爱 — they tell me gluttony’s a sin . . .

disclaimer ;; this blog belongs to a hikikomori jirai danshi, posts will contain vents, obsessive thoughts, violent urges, and other sensitive topics. block me / filter tags if uncomfortable.

milo he/hymn/zom/byte 16岁 gmt-8:00 masc only asian american intersex + finsexual #HIKKINEET

byi ; i have the humor of a 5 year old and i make explicit jokes; pls let me know if this makes u uncomfortable, i cant read ur mind. low social battery, i suffer from audhd and suspected szpd— dont take it personal if i act dry or take a while to respond. i tend to stay away from dms and rarely ever text first anyways. not free to pursue, i have a partner. be straight forward if you have a problem with me, i struggle reading between the lines.

dni ; romantic doubles of kuchiba/vil schoenheit/frederick kreiburg, boundary breakers, anti/neu palestine, pro gen ai, radqueers, harmful transids (trans race, trans disabled, etc), tccblr, pro contact, anti good faith, anti yumeshipping, mdni, and lxlicons/shxtacons. im neutral on shipping discourse, tho darkshippers r on thin ice unless i follow first.

ENTP • Ne-Ti • 7w8 • sp/sx • 784 • /R/cUE[I] • FLVE³¹¹³ • sanguine-chloeric • a/O/HwV|E|G • chaotic neutral

miscellaneous list of my interests ; idv, twst, hsr, kasurich, touqi guaitan, dol, touchstarved, virche evermore, burn the midnight oil, zeno remake, itigokuruiza, no salvation, shtdn, ghost six, yttd, alnst, irabus office, hookah haze, r1999, delicos nursery, vnc, typology, oshikatsu, southern gothic horror, sociological horror, any sort of medical theme, gurokawa fashion, subcul, visual kei (esp iryou kei), +isolation, toxic lipstick, devi mccallion, ikigusare idols, nastyona, goreshit, kmfdm, darling violetta, genitortures, lots more

kinlist ; idia shroud (fictkin), nakahara rihito/zurich, futaba sakura, the dahlia/constance, medicine pocket, aventurine, silver wolf, maya higuchi

dont be afraid to interact/moot/spam me ♡

oh your heart aortic work of art : regular posts

perfectly portioned by a dagger : mutual interactions

i’m still preying on a butchers vein : ask games

anons ; 🐇, 🪲, 🐯🍀, 🖤, 🩸🖤

my fan userboxes found here!!!

art creds ; veilzzliverring & 27yen_

[iryoukawa]

sorry that i Keep disappearing ive been playing lots of minecraft recently. also my social battery is really low

[iryoukawa]

i hate the world we live in. its so scary . its Not for me at all. i think i’d rather sit in bed all day than deal with the complications of adulthood

[iryoukawa]

is anyone else’s appetite and metabolism rlly fucked up. i eat and then i feel like shit for hours. like super disgusting and bloated. until i dont but then its quickly replaced with low blood sugar 😢 this is what i get for having such a shitty diet

[iryoukawa]

i dont like letting people know that theyve affected me, its scary to think that people can just use the fact that they have control over my emotions like omfg bitches be evil

[iryoukawa]

SPOKE LAYOUT??? DROOLSDROOLS DROLLS holy PEAK!!!!

drags my Hand down the glass separating us. Diluc. Layout. and mcyt fan . so pReety. Hi be my oomf

[iryoukawa]

“Etymologically, ‘irony’ has to do with dissimulating and playing dumb; ‘cynicism,’ with behaving like a dog; ‘sarcasm,’ with cutting or biting a piece of meat.”

[iryoukawa]

i physically feel like shit oh my god i wish i could throw up and reset my metabolism. why the hell did i eat all of that greasy junkfood. OUGFGHH my body feels dirty and gross i need an everything shower Now

[piendia]

[iryoukawa]

he told me he wanted me to suck the blood out of his heart until it turns white and my little milo went up /j

[iryoukawa]

I like your new theme...

thanks You oomf. licks Ur cheek…….

[iryoukawa]

i never want to be subjected to control ever again. id rather die than live a life where my autonomy is denied tbh. its so bad i just start seething when i see people who submit so easily to authority whether its out of fear or genuine compliance

[iryoukawa]

my emotions are just constantly at a neutral level. no wonder im always searching for entertainment bru i feel barely anything without it atp

[iryoukawa]

𝐼’𝓂

Hello

[iryoukawa]

i love saying like 5 sentences daily to all of my friends. itrs great when i dont need to talk to people

[iryoukawa]

kinda wanna make an ask game again but every time i do i lowkey just end up recycling typology questions cus qhats the point of speaking if im not gonna spill to you my entire backstory and current thought process

[iryoukawa]

doc? this ones more of a real one-

i have a bone condition that causes my body to calcify over time (extra bone growth). im the only one in my family who has it and its like, EXTREMELY RARE.

anyways- i think i might actually have to get my left amputated bc ive broken it so much that its basically one solid piece at the wrist.

how do you think i should go about asking to keep my hand? it doesnt help with anything, obvi, but my condition is part of me. would it be bad if i want to keep it?

-🩸🖤

of course not. our Body is our body, we only get one of it, it’d be in a dilemma if i were you too.

as long as it doesnt pose as a serious threat to your Health or mobility, i don’t see why they wouldn’t let you Keep it. you deserve bodily autonomy!