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genuinely scared people are secretly shit talking me or somethimg on here
I said I would be gone but I'm back. Anyways no more internet persona at all I'm done trying with this shit. Anyways I think that jiraiblr is going to shit. This used to be a place where I could say what I wanted to without being judged. But that's obviously changed, I can't do anything without someone hating on me. Also a jirai isn't just another word for mentally ill. A jirai is someone who explodes. I've seen a lot of people on jiraiblr say that being jirai is being mentally ill. But that's wrong, not all mentally ill people are jirai, you have to be explosive. I think that might be part of the reason why people hate on someone when they explode. Because they think being jirai is just being mentally ill. I could be wrong but whatever. Also now jiraiblr is just a place to gain followers and fame, of course I love being a popular jirai, but I've been trying to care less about followers. Because jiraiblr isn't the place to gain followers imo. You won't gain 100 followers in a day unless you've had other jirai blogs in the past. I think we should just stop caring about fame so much "jirai idol" "popular jirai" this is such a small community that it doesn't matter at all. Also I think this community should stay a small community. Can we start gatekeeping jiraiblr I'm tired of these new accounts complaining because they didn't gain 500 followers overnight. Stop telling your friends about jiraiblr I want jiraiblr to stay a small community
Tldr - read the post I'm not giving a summary
Half of the blogs calling themselves popular ive never even heard of them
like and its scary what if i am one of those ??????
each theme is prettier than the last but i ' ll never seem to gain back the followers and likes i had on my last blog
what am i doing wrong i just want to be likeable
i hate seeing someone vent on their blog (HEALHY coping skill btw)
and everyone is just like
"n-no!! you shouldn't feel that way!!"
bitch this is a jirai blog. the fuck are you expecting? sunshine and rainbows?
over half of us self harm in some shape and way, alcohol, cvtting, self sabotage...
let us have a safe space without you telling us how we should and shouldn't feel. let us explode in peace.
Everyone's just waiting for you to be gone. Nobody wants guys in the jirai community ur just a weirdo perv fag
Jesus christ. It’s not like I’m creeping on women or anything… Also, I sure hope you’re some form of homosexual yourself. So nice to call people slurs
stop answering hate anons. They want the attention. Ignore them and they'll go away