are you happy?

Isaac Blake || 19 Hermosa Beach, California

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"Leave? Why the hell would I leave?” Brenna shook her head, pulling her coat close once more. “If there’s one thing I would have thought you’d learn by day two of knowing me, it’d be that if I didn’t like someone, I wouldn’t bother getting to know them or tell them the shit that I told you.” She said, meaning every word. “I thought I made that clear with the whole ‘I take no shit’ attitude. And what do you mean by ‘save me the trouble?’ I never had any intentions on leaving you high and dry.”

[isaacblakee]

"Well we don't exactly live in the same place! I-.. I mean we didn't you lived somewhere else and I lived not there but you're here and that's.." Isaac sighed and nibbled on his bottom lip listening to her talk feeling even worse by the moment by leaving, "I just- well I mean I don't.." He shrugged looking down at her and shrugging again because he had no idea even what to say at the moment, "The summer was going to come to an end eventually I just thought that.. I mean I didn't know what..? I've missed you everyday, Brenna. I think about you all the time but what would picking up the phone do? I thought you still lived in a different state how would I know you'd be here?" He asked exasperated, "I was scared and ran away and I'm sorry."

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Brenna tapped her foot, waiting for his explanation. When one didn’t come, she frowned. “You’ve got to be kidding me. Your parents didn’t send you away? You didn’t have to visit family members in another state? Just…tell me anything but nothing.” Pinching the bridge of her nose, the girl turned away. She used her coat sleeve to wipe away the tears that were threatening to fall. “Lie to me, then. Tell me some ridiculous excuse as to why you left. Make something up as to why you just…left me and never bothered to contact me.” Brenna managed to get out, turning back to face Isaac.

[isaacblakee]

Isaac could tell that she wasn't in any way amused by what was going on. He took a step forward his hand coming up as if he were going to stop her before his hand froze mid-air when he heard her speak only to fall back to his side when he noticed her turning back around to face him. He didn't know what he could honestly say to her without in a way spilling his heart out. He thought about it for a few moment before looking down at her pursing his lips, I had to leave because there wasn't any way that I could stay. I had to get back to the real world because even though being around you was.. Amazing and everything I couldn't keep pretending that you weren't going to leave eventually. I wanted to save us the- save me the- you the trouble.." He said shaking his head as he looked down holding back the emotions threatening to surface.

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"Yeah. Three months." Brenna shook her head, glancing at the street. The cars continued to drive past the two, their drivers determined to get t their destination, the exchange between Isaac and Brenna going unnoticed. "You just what?” Her jaw began to ache as she held back her tears. Before he had dropped contact, the two hadn’t been in a relationship — but that didn’t mean Brenna wasn’t upset. She had opened up to him, something she hadn’t done in a while, only to have him walk away from whatever they had. “You’re sorry.” She repeated. A little voice in the back of her mind told her that he probably had a good reason as to why he had disappeared, but Brenna ignored it, thanks to the anger and sadness.

[isaacblakee]

It was as if it suddenly got even colder outside. She was mad at him and it wasn't like he had any excuses or couldn't even deny it. He sighed and licked his lips in effort to distract himself from blabbering on about practically nothing that could ever make up for him leaving. There were no family emergencies, he didn't have to be home for some strange reason the truth was he just left. He woke up in the middle of the night and realized that maybe he couldn't handle being her friend or maybe it was being her friend that was too much to handle. It was her smile and her laugh and everything and nothing at the same time that made him run because it was Brenna and he was Isaac and he'd never be able to make her feel the way he felt, "I had to leave.." He sighed heavily shoving his hands in his pockets rocking on his heels, "I have no excuse.." He said with a shrug because there was no way he could just admit his feeling especially out in the freezing weather after not speaking for three months.

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Brenna slowly reached for her now damp wallet, eyes focused on the boy in front of her. As she stared, she hoped to get answers from his facial expression — but she got nothing. Did he hate her? Miss her? Or was she forgotten? “It’s fine, really.” She mumbled, looking down to pick up her things. The next couple of minutes were filled with silence, the only sound coming from the gathering of her bag’s contents. “Actually, I take that back.” Brenna ignored his hand, standing up on her own. Tucking a stray curl behind her ear, she raised her chin, glaring slightly at Isaac. “Do you know how long its been since I’ve last heard from you?”

[isaacblakee]

Isaac pursed his lips as he moved his hand from where it was held out to her to rub at the back of his neck nervously nawing at his bottom lip when she spoke up again. He could feel himself actually flinch when she glared at him but of course he wasn't expecting her to be excited to see him and of course he majorly messed everything up when he decided to leave in the middle of the night, "Uh.. Two- three months?" He asked then realized that it was probably a rhetorical question, "I uh- I didn't- no I mean its not like- but I just.." He stuttered not even knowing where to start, "I'm sorry.." He mumbled his eyes falling to the ground unable to look at her face. 

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Brenna adjusted her bag’s strap, waving goodbye to the coffee shop’s owner. “Next time, you better let me pay for the crepes.” Picking up her coffee, she made her way out of the shop. Noticing that the snow flurries were beginning to grow larger, she pulled her jacket close and looked down, an attempt to shield herself from the snow. Determined to get home, Brenna increased her pace, the boy she now shared the sidewalk with going unnoticed — until she was on the ground, the contents of her bag now scattered on the pathway. “It’s fine. I should have -” She stopped talking once she realized who it was. “Isaac.”

[isaacblakee]

Isaac pursed his lips letting out a deep breath as he took in her features. It had only been a few months but her hair had subtle changes and she looked well surprised at the moment but still as beautiful as the pictures and his memories suited him, "Brenna, what are you-?" He asked furrowing his eyebrows in confusion for a moment actually believing that he was imagining her before him. Looking down he quickly helped her collect all her things handing them over before standing out and holding his hand out to help her up, "You okay I didn't mean to-" Leave without telling you I was going. Didn't mean to not call or text you for months. "Knock you over like that.." He said pursing his lips.

[isaacblakee]

Isaac was walking down the street with his head down his eyes scanning over the book in his hands. Word by word he tried to focus despite the little flurries that started to drop onto the pages causing the pages to moisten. Giving up on studying the words on the pages he shut the book but before he could look up his shoulder came in contact with someone, "Oh sh- holy crap I'm sorry I didn't mean to I-.." He cut his rambles off short as he leaned down to help the person collect their things his eyes flickering from the ground and back up a few times before he kept looking up at her smiling softly despite his confusion. 

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WHEREVER YOU ARE YOU WERE THE BEST RP PARTNER I HAD

[isaacblakee]

OH GOD NO COME BACK PLEASE COME BACK I MISS YOU SO MUCH SOBS NDSKJGSS

[wtfbrenna-blog]

You should feel special, Isaac. Always. I mean I guess I’ve never been ‘friend’ material. I tell the truth and some people don’t like that. I know, right!? You can take away all of the games but please, for goodness sake, leave the Beast Boy game. Really? uh. That’s interesting. Oh man, you didn’t see that one coming? If you jump off of a balcony, you’re just looking for trouble. 

Your favorite? Aww, now I feel special! Pft, there’s no getting out of this one, buddy. It was your idea. 

[isaacblakee]

I do feel special, very special. Well those people suck because they're missing out on an amazing girl. I used to play the Codename: Kid's Next Door games those had to be my favorites if I'm being honest but the Teen Titans games were totally sweet too. Sorry, I was just trying to be honest but uhm.. No, actually I didn't cause I must have been too hyped up on energy drinks to realize the danger in the situation. 

Of course you're my favorite, I tell you all the time dork. Dammit, sometimes I shouldn't open my mouth man.

[wtfbrenna-blog]

Nah, I’d rather stick with you. I have a uh, a history with not getting along with other girls. I went and checked to see if they had any of the games I used to play and was very disappointed to find out that they no longer have the Beast Boy game where you went up against that dude from England. Bunch of disappoint, I tell you. This is a bit off topic, but the song I’m currently listening to made me think of it — what’s the craziest thing you’ve ever done?

I feel the same way, buddy. The same way! I’m not much better - my head is filled with rather angry and perverted thoughts. I’m an odd one. Oh yeah! The contract. I almost forgot! We still gotta get that blood signature you wanted.

[isaacblakee]

Well don't I feel special? The answer is yes. Well that's dumb you're pretty amazing Brenna they're missing out. Whaaaat? That's a catastrophe I'm incredibly sad now. I- oh wow, yeah it is completely off topic. Uhm, well if we're being honest it would probably when I kissed you but that's only cause I don't do stuff like that. I could say it was when my best friend back home Jake dared me to jump off my balcony into my pool and I slipped and fell when I went to jump and broke my arm?

Yes, you are an odd one but you're my favorite odd one. How could you forget about our contract? I'm offended! But not really interested in the blood but hey you gotta do what you gotta do.

[obrien-news]

[stydiaislove]

Will Poulter and Dylan O’Brien attend The Maze Runner’s panel in Miami (28/08)

[wtfbrenna-blog]

And that’s what I like to hear! Hmm, I guess you have a point. It looks like we can’t be Totally Spies. Maybe next time — well, not really, but whatever. All of those older games were awesome. I think I might have to check it out sometime to see. The boss?

Exactly. It wouldn’t be worth it to keep around a friend who did nothing but insult you. I can handle those, too — no matter how weird they may be. That is very considerate of you, Isaac. Not a lot of people think about those things. I like being around you, too.

[isaacblakee]

Sorry, but maybe you can find two other girls to be Totally Spies with you. I haven't checked the games online for Cartoon Network in years but I'm assuming they aren't as good as we had them. Yeah, she's the boss of the house, I can't argue with her she's so much better at it.

Well its a good thing I keep you around because you're amazing then, huh? You're really sweet and everything but my mind is a weird place its mostly stupid facts and awkward thoughts, I'm gonna spare you the weirdness. Well you're just a really good friend and I'd hate to lose you and stuff. Good cause that contract states we're kinda stuck together.

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The Dream Team cannot be stopped! Totally awesome? We should be Totally Spies! I used to love that show. I spent a lot of my free time playing the game on Cartoon Network’s website — I wonder if it’s still available. I think it was nice. I highly doubt my brother would do such a thing.

If my best friend went around insulting me, then what kind of friend would they be? I’m a big girl — I can handle the truth. It takes a lot to upset me. You’re too kind, Isaac.

[isaacblakee]

Never, its me and you until the end! My sister adored that show, but there weren't any guys in it and last time I checked I still am one. I remember those days, I wonder if they are cause I loved the Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends games, they wee amazing. Well my sister is kinda the boss of the house and when she get's upset I'd never hear the end of it so its really just common sense to help her out.

They wouldn't be a friend at all. I know you can handle the truth but its not the truth I'm talking about its my weird mind that blabbers on and.. Yeah, not that I don't trust you cause I do but its just I don't wanna take the chance and upset you no matter what. Nah, I just really like to be around you and hear you talk.

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Dream team? I like the sound of that! We are a dream team, aren’t we? I don’t know, seems like the tabloids lied. I’m pretty sure Beyonce and Jay-Z are still together, ‘cause they looked pretty happy at the VMAs last night. People are ridiculous. If they’re judging you for being a nice brother, then forget ‘em. No! I did not have a thing for Kevin. That came out wrong.

Same here, bud. Same here. I’d never insult you! You can say whatever you want around me — I do it to you, so it’s fine if you do it to me, yannoe? If you ever want to call me a little shit or rant about someone else being a little shit, then go for it. Aw, its alright, Isaac.

[isaacblakee]

Yeah Brenna, we're the Dream Team and we're totally awesome! The tabloids are all dumb the Carter family looked really happy last night, but then again they could be acting we don't know anything about their lives and some stupid paper isn't going to tell us more. Well letting your sister put make-up on you isn't really being a nice brother- I don't think. Oh, well if you did that'd be cool too I guess.

Well great cause if my best friend went around insulting me I think I'd be pretty upset. Yeah, yeah I get it I just, well I still watch myself a lot cause I don't wanna say the wrong thing with you and you get upset. You're never a little shit Brenna and I told you that I like your rants and rambles.

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Everyone would love us! And those who don’t — screw ‘em. Yeah, I mean, why wouldn’t you trust those? Like you said, they’re legit. Oh sure, sure you were. I’m kidding, by the way. They aren’t that important- no need to worry. Why would I judge you? That’s adorable! Yeah, his hair wasn’t the best — but hey, he wasn’t Kevin.

Thank you for that Isaac. I’d hate to be insulted by my best friend. Yeah, but that’s not necessarily a bad thing, you know? It’s not a good thing to walk around insulting people. Did you just make it a date, Isaac?

[isaacblakee]

They definitely would cause we're like a dream team over here. Eh, I mean a lot of magazines are based on truths because they are legit sources its just the tabloids that you can't trust. You could see one and turn around and another one will say the exact opposite. I don't know because I'm used to people judging me all the time? Kevin? You had a thing for Kevin? Wow, that's a first.

You know I'd never insult you, just tease a bit for some laughs but never insult. Yeah, I know what you mean but that also means I don't have the nerve to really stand up for myself or speak my mind either- but at least with you I can a little. I- what? No! No I-.. It's like what people say I didn't I- I mean its not.. Uhh..

[wtfbrenna-blog]

A duo! I can’t believe I’ve never thought about that. It’s the perfect idea. We’ll be making ‘em big bucks. The only thing I trust are the National Geographic ones, but they really don’t count. Ouch. Shots are fired! Remember what I told you? They’re together in my heart. Did sh try to practice make-up on you? Nick Jonas was alright — I was more of a Joe Jonas fan.

Aww, how sweet — I think. It’s not an insult, right? It probably is, but if it’s coming from you, I won’t consider it one. Fine by me! I’m alright with Reese’s, popcorn, and Boy/Girl Meets World. Okay, maybe a bit more than a tiny bit, but shhh.

[isaacblakee]

We could literally get rich I mean the two of us have this duo thing going on anyways. I love National Geographic but I trust other things like the photography and tech magazines cause they're legit. Hey! No, I was being honest c'mon you're fine. They aren't your heart they're just really important and I'm sorry. Uhhh, possibly? Don't judge me. Really? She didn't like his hair.

Of course not, I'd never insult you Brenna. Oh, c'mon you know I don't say anything that would insult someone I don't have the nerve for that. Reese's are the foods of the Gods. Sounds like a date- not a date like, wow uhhh hang out I meant. You're lucky you're my best friend, you know that?

[wtfbrenna-blog]

You’re a funny one, aren’t ya? Maybe you should take up the career as a comedian. I’m a little iffy when it comes to trusting magazines. I don’t trust those really corny looking ones, but can you trust the popular ones? Probably not. I really don’t care to read them, anyway. Celebrities aren’t really something I focus on — unless it’s Big Time Rush, of course. I read the ones where you can find hair and make-up tips — sometimes I wish I had an older sister to teach me those sort of things. They were the best! Except I always had the problem of deciding which side of the poster to hang up — because they were both my loves. 

Why thank you, love. A feisty dork? That’s a new one. It’s kind of funny. You would? We could watch Boy Meets World, too! Oh! And Saved by the Bell! Okay, maybe I am — a tiny it. Just a tiny bit.

[isaacblakee]

Oh yeah, Brenna, don't you know I'm hilarious. I know, I could make the big bucks- we could be a duo! I only trust certain ones but then again I don't really read a lot of them so its hard to say. Oh right, Big Time Rush too bad they aren't together anymore but you never know when one of those guys will pop up in the newspaper or something. I don't really relate and if you ask I will say my sister never tried to practice make-up on me. Oh right, cause they were front and back, my sister always went for Nick Jonas when she hung them.

Yes, you're my feisty dork. I'm glad that's new cause if anyone else called you that I'd be sad. Oh yeah, we totally could as long as we get popcorn and Reese's. Oh God, save me- you're lucky you're my best friend. Just a tiny bit?