Active November 2022

I’m a trans guy (old acc isaacwwc) 3d/sh Not pr0 but have a tr1gger1ng blog

[isaacwwc2]

tw: sh

It’s funny how I’ll literally be sl1cing my wrist up and be like “hmm no I’m faking it all🤔”

[isaacwwc2]

Tw: ED symptoms

(Please help I have forgotten what it’s like and I feel terrified)

Anybody else that gets pains in your knees/back etc when fasting or in a period when you start eating less. I’ve just relapsed and the pain is literally killing me.

And also I’ve been falling down to my knees but I didn’t (I usually know when to sit down so I won’t pass out) but I didn’t get the black spots etc I just fell down and then got a headache.

[isaacwwc2]

Well fuck, guess who’s going into psych again

[isaacwwc2]

Been restricting successfully in a psych ward bc I’m overweight and nobody cares👍🏼😀

[isaacwwc2]

Guess who sneaked a blade into the mental hospital🤪

[mermaidinthedeepocean]

[self--destruction]

tired of being overly available to someone that never makes time for me

[isaacwwc2]

tw: sh

It’s funny how I’ll literally be sl1cing my wrist up and be like “hmm no I’m faking it all🤔”

[isaacwwc2]

The only thing nice about other people knowing is that you don’t have to go trough the first time of them breaking down again.

If I don’t $h every day multiple times a day (I don’t usually but I’m in a more intense period rn bc of my ed and in NO WAY do you have to do it for it to be taken seriously, having the compulsive thoughts or urges is still dangerous and should be taken very serious. My heart goes out to you all) I literally invalidate myself to hell. It’s a struggle.

[isaacwwc2]

Depends on mood and r3lapse reasons

But these are the ones that relate to me, usually minimalist, perfectionist n pessimist. Improviser when I have no sc4r free areas👆

And I’m autistic so I don’t have ADHD but nerodivirgent😛

[sweet-like-salt]

[isaacwwc2]

cw: thiinspii

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Message/comment if you want me to delete don’t report, this is my safe space and I’m not trying to be disrespectful.

Thiinspii I like as a t guy

[out-of-my-goddam-mind-deactivat]

The urge to sh everytime in in stress or just anytime something annoyed me

[isaacwwc2]

Relatableee.

(Kind of a vent so beware)

The most toxic trait about the internet (esp MH tiktok) is that I genuinely think I don’t struggle when I stay clean. Like I’m currently in a bad place mentally and my sh has become more frequent but I haven’t done anything for (wow I just checked) 12 DAYS. Always think I need to get worse to be valid, as if I don’t fight the urge every single day. Even thinking about harming myself is bad and unsafe I shouldn’t feel like I need to actually pick up a bl4de to feel valid.

[isaacwwc2]

Saw these and found them really helpful, take care of yourself💜