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moonlight dweller, starlight chaser

[isagispuzzle]

the thinker.

emma, she/her, 22.

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[willgrahamscock]

KILL AI AND REBLOG AND CREATE ART IN 2026

[isagispuzzle]

Omggg I was listening to Criminal by Brittney Spears on my way home from college and all I could think of was kaiser….😌 And then I saw ur post about ur event and I was like let me put this idea to u bc I love ur writing so much rawrrrrr

I also hope ur having a rlly good day if you do see this x :3

sorry this took so long!! life has been so crazy and i simply have not had the time to properly sit down and write. anyway, thank you so much for being part of my event anon!! hope you like this :-) cw: toxic/abusive relationships, slightly suggestive, kaiser is a trash boyfriend. minors dni.

you know it's wrong. you know you're making a mistake. and yet, you find yourself smiling while you sink deeper into the sheets with kaiser's lips trailing down your neck.

admittedly, things have been rough with kaiser. he hasn't been home much, citing his training sessions for the upcoming season, and when he was home, you'd find yourself wishing he wasn't. not only does he shrug off your requests for him to help around the house, but he leaves his crushed soda cans scattered across the floor while he watches soccer matches at the highest volume. you know better than to call him out for this, though. the one time you did, kaiser threw a can at you, the cold aluminum missing your ear by a mere inch, and didn't stop throwing the cans with progressively more force till you fled to your room and apologised through the door.

sometimes, you miss the days when you weren't living together yet, the days before kaiser appeared at your doorstep with a sheepish smile and his belongings in a beat up cardboard box. at least back then, he'd take you out occasionally, albeit alternating date spots between cheap diners and love hotels. at least back then, he'd drop a gift on you after you pick a fight with him for forgetting yet another anniversary. at least back then, his anger was only ever verbal and never physical, and never at you.

but here you are now, and you figure having sex with him in your own bed is better than paying for a grimy love hotel in one of shinjuku's back alleys. if it's of any comfort to you, at least you know that kaiser wants to be here. perhaps it's the way he always comes back after nights of staying out without telling you of his whereabouts, or perhaps it's the tattoo of your name on his bicep that he got after a particularly bad argument over his said escapades, but his promises that you're the only one for him seem believable.

and perhaps if you repeated the same lie to yourself more, it'd become the truth, and you'd stop seeing the countless other tattoos he's never told you about when you leave the light on during sex.

[isagispuzzle]

Hi hi, just wanted to drop by and say that I hope you’re doing well!!

anon you have no idea how touched i was to read this ask😭 i fell off tumblr for a bit because i barely even have time for myself these days (juggling two jobs while studying AND doing my thesis?? huh???) but i finally got a small break this weekend to breathe and write a little so i'm back (for today)! it's so crazy to think that someone actually thought of me while i was inactive... thank you so much for this ask and i sincerely hope you're doing well too! i may not be the most active here but if you ever need someone to talk to, you can always reach out to me :-) if not, please know that i am always cheering you (and everyone else reading this) on! to all those who stayed with my blog till now, please stay safe, happy, and healthy always <3

[isagispuzzle]

perhaps the itoshi divide is in the way they love.

when itoshi sae loves you, he finally stops settling for less. his eyes glow with a newfound passion to no longer stay beaten down by the world, but break the limits he set on himself. he puts in the work to become the best he could be, to become the person you deserve, to become irreplaceable, at least in your eyes. sae builds himself up to one day fulfil the dream he once forgotten; he builds you up to surpass anything you ever thought you were capable of. he melds and meshes your strengths together and shapes your contours into his, and his into yours. with you by his side, sae forges the path ahead, paves it prettily so you don't ever have to suffer.

when itoshi rin loves you, all his walls crumble. the ice in his eyes melt and the sharp edge of his voice dulls. the insistent, relentless thrum of his heart slows, but his footsteps towards you thunder nonetheless. rin stops looking down from above; he lets himself come close enough to take apart and internalize every inch of you. he drops his lofty speech and lowers his prideful ego, obedient only to your beck and call. the podium under his feet disintegrates and he falls down his priority list, just a notch. with you by his side, rin tears away the bits of himself he plasters on for others to see and strips down his bells and whistles—for you, he is only ever just himself.

and this is the itoshi divide: while sae loves you to creation, rin loves you to ruin.

[isagispuzzle]

hi everyone! since i've been gaining more followers recently, i just wanted to lay out some rules for interacting with my blog!

please do not copy, repost, or translate my works—i do not post my works on other sites or accounts. if you come across a work of mine elsewhere, please let me know!

please do not send me requests unless for an open event, including asking for additional parts to my works (however, i am open to discussion and chatter about the character or plot!)

when event requests are open, i will only accept requests that are sfw, sent within the event deadline, and for characters already in my masterlist.

[isagispuzzle]

just to reiterate for point 2, i edit and post my works the way i do intentionally, in the most complete and impactful form i believe i can evoke the feelings i want to. as such, i typically do not do part 2s for my works, since i find my works the most effective at the length i post them. any longer, and i feel they lose some of their magic.

that being said, i am completely fine with comments expressing excitement and enthusiasm for what could come after the scenario! the best compliment you could give me is probably to add onto my works with your insight and creativity, and i love knowing that my imagination has gotten you thinking too!

however, please be respectful and do not flood my inbox or messages asking for more. please do not forget that writers are humans too, not machines. writing is and has always been my favourite creative outlet, and i would hate to misconstrue any enthusiasm for pressure.

once again, thank you all so much for enjoying my works, even after my long break from posting :-)

[isagispuzzle]

hi everyone! since i've been gaining more followers recently, i just wanted to lay out some rules for interacting with my blog!

please do not copy, repost, or translate my works—i do not post my works on other sites or accounts. if you come across a work of mine elsewhere, please let me know!

please do not send me requests unless for an open event, including asking for additional parts to my works (however, i am open to discussion and chatter about the character or plot!)

when event requests are open, i will only accept requests that are sfw, sent within the event deadline, and for characters already in my masterlist.

[isagispuzzle]

AAAAAA, WELCOME BACKKK GOATT

AHHH THANK YOU MY DEAR <3 FEELS GREAT TO BE BACK!!

[isagispuzzle]

I HAVE RISEN FROM THE DEAD!!! took a little longer than expected but we are so back!! please forgive me for not writing as much anymore but i will be working on the rest of my 500 follower event requests soon! for now, please enjoy something i wrote to get back into the groove of writing hehe

[isagispuzzle]

you wake up to four missed calls and a voice mail from rin. it's been a year since he broke your heart, and eleven months since you last heard anything about him.

the memories flood back when you see his number in your call log—the number you've memorised by heart and the number you couldn't bear to block, so you settled on deleting his contact when the relationship ended. you remember the nights you spent in his arms surrounded by his scent, the unintentional jokes he'd crack, and the obnoxious neon turquoise post-its he'd leave around the house for you to find when he was out of the country for a game.

you remember the knife through your heart when he told you he didn't want to be held back by you any longer.

the voice mail sits heavy on your mind as you go about your day. it beckons your finger to tap on the notification bubble and tempts your ears to listen to what rin had to say at four in the morning, but you resist. it's nothing new to you, resisting every urge in your body to seek him out again, even when you know full well the relationship cannot be salvaged.

a whole twenty four hours after you received the voice mail from rin, your restraint crumbles. you're burrowed under your blanket, your eyes burning slightly at the light from your phone, and your thumb touches your screen before your heart is ready.

your entire body freezes over when it isn't rin's voice you hear. you don't recognise the voice, and the man on the other side of the line didn't seem too familiar with you either.

"hi, uh," the man sounds just as confused as you are. his voice is slightly muffled by the noise in the background, and your brows knit. rin hates parties, especially the ones with pounding music. the man goes on to introduce himself as rin's teammate. "i'm not sure who you are to rin, but i thought i should update you on his whereabouts since you're at the top of his favourited contacts. rin's really drunk and has been trying to call you, as you probably can see already. he's passed out now, though."

the man is interrupted by someone, and despite how long it's been, your ears perk up when you recognise rin's voice among the chatter.

"sorry," the man returns to the phone before you could make out what rin said. "since rin's responding to us now, i'll get his girlfriend to pick him up."

he goes on to say something about rin never mentioning your name before and he apologises if he was being rude to someone important to rin, but you're barely listening. all that registers before the voice mail ends is the man telling you that rin's in the good hands of his girlfriend.

rin's girlfriend, who wasn't holding him back from his football career. rin's girlfriend, who has been seeing him for god knows how long while he's kept your contacts at the top of his favourites.

[isagispuzzle]

first time stumbling across ur account & i just wanted to say U ARE SO COOL & i love ur writing SOSO much !!!!! hope you're having a good day :3

peeked into tumblr for the first time in a bit and omg?? thank you for thinking i'm cool😭😭 and thank you so much for liking my writing!!! it really means a lot to me :-) i'll definitely finish writing for my 500 follower event when i'm back in june, so please look forward to that too! wishing you a good week ahead too <3

[isagispuzzle]

ayee just wanted to know how the exchange program is going?? 🙊 also missing ur chatter

this is the sweetest thing ever?? i can't believe people actually pay attention to my yapping hahaha but thank you so much for dropping me this ask anon!!!

my exchange semester has been really fun! i've met so many new people and travelled to so many new places, and it has taught me so much about myself too! i'm really loving the independence that comes with living alone in a new country, especially one that is so different from the ones i grew up in, and i love how i'm able to push myself out of my comfort zone to experience so many new things! i'm always happy to ramble on and on about my experiences, so feel free to drop me a message or another ask if you're curious about anything!!

(also, i learned that i lose all inspiration to write when i fall in love... i may or may not be on the way to the airport to catch a flight with someone i met during one of my travels right now 👀)

[isagispuzzle]

hey queen, congrats on 200!! On my knees for golden hour and bachira for your event 🛐

SCREAMING this is such a good idea?? anon youre a genius (also, sorry for the long wait...)

the world glows gold as the sun dips into slumber. meguru sits across you, on the floor of his room, face illuminated by his smile and the sun's final warmth. his gilded silhouette remains soft and extraordinarily quiet.

when the sun rises again, meguru will be off to blue lock. no one knows when you'll get to see him next.

which is why you're here, his collection of trinkets and knick-knacks from over the years sprawled across the floor of his bedroom. you glance down at the little bits of meguru's memories—the acorn from when he fell off the huge tree in your school's courtyard, the pull tab of the soda can you got him after his first game, the bb pellet he swiped from the time he brought you to the festival—and your hand twitches.

why would you settle for taking just a fragment of him, when he could be right here in front of you? why do you not want to let him go, when blue lock is where he's meant to go?

so you pick up a clear glass marble with a yellow streak flowing through its core, glowing amber in the sunlight, because it reminds you of his eyes. the marble is cool on your palm, sucking up the warmth of your skin and somehow, turning a deeper gold. perhaps if you look deep into it enough after he's gone, you'll catch just a glimpse of the spark unique to meguru.

the only sound that fills the room is the footsteps of meguru's neighbour across the street, coming home from a long day of work. then, meguru lets out a sigh, strangely relieved, and he smiles before holding up a bead in the colour of your eyes, thanking you for not taking his favourite one so he can bring it to blue lock with him.

[isagispuzzle]

I just wanna stay I lowkey love you. Your work fills my void that school and being single leaves.

Hope ur doing well!! XoXo <3

aww you're so sweet!! this actually made me so happy hehe i'm glad that my writing is able to bring you some joy :-) thank you so much for enjoying my works and supporting my event!! wishing you a great week ahead <3

[isagispuzzle]

Hii!! Congrats on the 500❤️❤️ I’ve been following your work for a little while now! I think since Christmas cause that’s when I first got Tumblr! I’m so happy for you!

If it’s okay I’d like to put in a request for your event?

Character: Shidou Ryusei

Song: Love shack (B-52’s)

So excited for you!!! Lots of love!<3

thank you for all the support!! if anyone in bllk suits love shack it HAS to be shidou lmao. hope you like it! cw: SUGGESTIVE!!! not exactly nsfw but minors please dni

there isn't a dull day with shidou around. there's never a plan or a fixed destination when he whisks you out of your house; all that's ever on the agenda is to have fun.

today is no different, and you find yourself in the passenger seat of shidou's car, music blasting in your ears and the setting sun bleaching his hair even lighter. the two of you sing offkey, blurting nonsense lyrics and laughing at everything and nothing in particular. the roof of his convertible is rolled back, allowing the warm summer air to sweep past your lifted cheekbones and leave a trail of your laughter behind.

with a hand on the wheel and another on your thigh, shidou speeds down the suburban roads towards a mystery location so secretive even he doesn't know where it is yet. the only thing you two know is that this will end in a messy night in a motel, somewhere in a distant province or in the mountains, if even in a motel at all.

shidou gives your inner thigh a grateful squeeze when you feed him a sour gummy and licks the sugar off your fingers, and you laugh even harder when he releases your thumb from his lips with a wet pop.

"you're suspiciously good at that," you tease, dropping a gummy into your mouth and feeling the acidity spread across your tongue.

"but you're even better," shidou replies without missing a beat. it only makes you burst out laughing, your cheeks burning up.

shidou swells with pride, knowing he can get any sound out of you as he pleases, and lets his fingertips slip past the hem of your shorts. you lightheartedly warn him to focus on the road, but he doesn't miss the way you spread your legs ever so slightly.

he only smirks devilishly at you, telling you to be patient and not get ahead of yourself. after all, shidou is a firm believer that good things are well worth the wait and effort he puts into them.

[mxt004]

blue lock as a premise is kinda crazy bc wdym you kidnapped 300 high schoolers, treat them like shit, break down their aspirations and give them lifelong trauma only to then set them free and let them cause havoc in the real world, all to create one singular striker …evil work

[isagispuzzle]

CONGRATS ON 500!! Your writing has dragged me back into my bllk phase (pls help) (but not really, I like it here)

Could I request reo + "la da dee" (by cody simpson) for your event?

thank you so much!! and anon i am so with you on this. la da dee was actually made for reo

when reo asked you to prom, he wasn't expecting this.

everyone is dressed to the nines — the boys are in suits and the girls are in gowns, sequins and cufflinks glittering under the golden chandelier. reo barely recognises his classmates, with the hair gel and makeup and almost choking scent of perfume and cologne mixed. clusters of newly graduated students gather, flutes of sparkling juice in their hands, chattering and laughing away. it's all too fancy for a bunch of high school kids, almost pretentiously so, but who is reo to judge when he spends his weekends entertaining important businessmen at gala dinners?

in a small clearing of the crowd, reo spots you; a breath of fresh air in the stifling banquet hall, a sacred spotlight leading the way to the haven he could escape to.

you're in the outfit he picked, because you couldn't decide what to wear, in the shoes he said would look best on you while keeping you comfortable through the night, and with the glimmering pendant he had draped on you earlier in the evening. reo takes in the sight of you, awed as if he doesn't already know every detail of the fabric on your sleeve, and starts to weave his way through classmates and strangers.

but reo, the jewel of the cohort, isn't only your prom date, so he gets stopped every few steps by people hoping to get a final word in with him before they part ways. they're all reminiscing trivial memories, making plans to meet up in the future, wishing him well for his upcoming foray into juggling both soccer and the mikage corporation.

he doesn't count how many empty promises he's made to see his ex classmates again in the following year, but when reo finally comes up to you, he smiles genuinely for the first time that night. warmly, gently. the giggling of a particularly noisy group of girls melts away, and the chandelier only illuminates the two of you.

reo wonders if there actually was some alcohol in the sparkling juice, because his heart is beating erratically, and he's suddenly feeling a little too warm. you jokingly ask reo if it's the last time you'll see him, because you know best how busy he'll be, and how easily he slips out of people's grasps.

yet, he only vows to always be the one who dresses you up for every event he'll bring you to as his plus one. because for reo, there's only you.