Ficciones

Máscaras, retazos, ansiedades.

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Proyecciones

[fleurishes]

When I put my hands on your body on your flesh I feel the history of that body. Not just the beginning of its forming in that distant lake but all the way beyond its ending. I feel the warmth and texture and simultaneously I see the flesh unwrap from the layers of fat and disappear. I see the fat disappear from the muscle. I see the muscle disappearing from around the organs and detaching iself from the bones. I see the organs gradually fade into transparency leaving a gleaming skeleton gleaming like ivory that slowly resolves until it becomes dust. I am consumed in the sense of your weight the way your flesh occupies momentary space the fullness of it beneath my palms. I am amazed at how perfectly your body fits to the curves of my hands. If I could attach our blood vessels so we could become each other I would. If I could attach our blood vessels in order to anchor you to the earth to this present time I would. If I could open up your body and slip inside your skin and look out your eyes and forever have my lips fused with yours I would. It makes me weep to feel the history of your flesh beneath my hands in a time of so much loss. It makes me weep to feel the movement of your flesh beneath my palms as you twist and turn over to one side to create a series of gestures to reach up around my neck to draw me nearer. All these memories will be lost in time like tears in the rain.

David Wojnarowicz, The Half-Life (via fleurishes)

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The Manhattan Love Suicides: Stray Dogs (1985)

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David Wojnarowicz Untitled (One Day This Kid…), 1990

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David Wojnarowicz at ACT UP’s FDA Action protest, 11 October 1988

Photography by Bill Dobbs

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Mona Matsuoka in Big in Japan for L’Officiel April 2017, ph. Keisuke Asano, style Danyl Genecrian & Riku Oshima

[ishmaelillo]

Es el hombre que asume la responsabilidad de una tarea conociendo su inutilidad final, su pequeña vanidad, su ninguna importancia en el panorama del destino de los hombres, pero la cumple bien y a cabalidad como hombre y se manifiesta y se hace asimismo como hombre.

Álvaro Mutis, (Celebraciones y otros fanttasmas, 25)

[ishmaelillo]

“Jaws clenched tight we talked all night oh but what the hell did we say?“

[depression-sadness-madness-deac]

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Julia yo te quiero y si tu quieres quererme estoy de acuerdo y podemos tener dos ijos cuando grandes y no llevarlos si no quieres a sarsuelas pero podemos cantar juntos las canciones que te aprendas y contar las mismas istorias y podemos ser novios y algun dia puedo pagarte que yo se que te gastaste tus aorros en mi y espero que seas mi viuda y mi morena clara asi seas blanca porque nada tiene gracia cuando no nos vemos y tu me alcansas las cosas que no alcanso. Dime que si. Te repito que te quiero, Leopoldo

En orden de estatura (Ricardo Silva Romero, 2007)

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Así la vida.

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Así la vida.

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Amó a una criolla y fue correspondido a regañadientes. No insistió con el romance, era inútil alentar pretensiones, en realidad no tenía ni tiempo ni alegrías para dar.

El libro de los prodigios - Ema Wolf.