𝑀𝐴𝑀𝐴 𝑀𝐼𝐴 !

  𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒉𝒒 , 𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒃𝒐𝒘   

[rookicd]

“  OKAY  ,  PERINO  IS  THE  WORST  !  a  whole  week  of  detention  because  someone  was  talking  to  me  and  i  didn’t  even  reply  ?  who  pissed  in  his  cereal  this  morning  ?  i  swear  he  needs  a  girlfriend  and  if  he  has  one  ,  she  needs  to  do  a  better  job  .  ”

[ismom-blog1]

       ‘   TELL ME ABOUT IT ,  he refuses to give extensions on assignments ,  even if you’re up with a crying toddler .   just get the work done ,  maybe do EXTRA CREDIT ,  and ask to swap seats .   ’

[sisterjamie-deactivated20191014]

“Give one kid a swirlie around here and you get detention for a week. Some people are so sensitive.”

[ismom-blog1]

   LOOK OF DISMAY   towards the boy as you wrinkle your nose .   ‘   i think my daughter is more  m a t u r e  than that ,  johnny .   it won’t be so funny when they go home and tell MOM and you end up suspended .   ’

[rothelp]

miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

[ismom-blog1]

     ‘   YOU DON’T HAVE PARENTS ?   how much harder that must be .   i only have my mom ,  she’s a nurse ,  and we struggled for awhile but we made it work .   maybe ask a neighbor ?   ’

[ismom-blog1]

      THOSE PEOPLE .   emma means the kids from lakehurst .   you WERE one of those kids before coming here ,  and nobody’s been able to let you forget it since jt’s death .   if you feel crappy ,  you can’t imagine how one of his best friends feels .   ‘   they’re not all like him ,  you know .   i’m not like him either .   ’

[ismom-blog1]

        YOU KNOW HE’S RIGHT ,  but how long ?   it’s all you want to know ,  how long until it stops hurting this much and you can move on ?   ‘   maybe i should go check in on his folks ,  see how they’re doing .   would you COME WITH ?   ’

[ismom-blog1]

         HEAD MOVES OFF THE DOOR  when you feel someone’s hand ,  turning to see jay .   ‘   i know ,  hogart ,  but i can still feel sad can’t i ?   ’   the touch is unfamiliar ,  but not unwelcome ,  and you move your own hand over his momentarily .   

[ismom-blog1]

       ‘   I’D LOVE TO ,  i need some girl time .   i’ve really missed you ,  and so has bella ;  maybe you can come by later too ?   ’

[ismom-blog1]

     ‘   I’M JUST OVER IT ,   i want to stop ,  but it’s proving harder than expected .   i haven’t had the heart to tell bella why he isn’t around anymore .   ’

[ismom-blog1]

            ‘   IT’S NOT EASY ,  but i’m getting better at it every day ,  and my mom helps a lot .   ’   you don’t know where you’d be if you didn’t have her ,  truthfully .   reaching into your bag ,  you pull out a ten from cherry - printed wallet .   ‘   i’m mia jones ,  by the way .   ’

[ismom-blog1]

       YOU’D RATHER NOT ,  but it’s healthy to let it out ,  and you’ve missed your old best friend .   turning to face jane ,  you nod slowly .   ‘   you have a free period ?   ’

[ismom-blog1]

            IT ISN’T FAIR ,  and you say this to zane ,  allowing yourself a minute more of the cool metal on your face flaming .   ‘   i kind of have to be ,  don’t i ?   i shouldn’t even miss him ,  the jerk was going to break up with me .   ’

[ismom-blog1]

       STANDING AT HIS LOCKER ,  just looking ,  remembering when you’d chat in front of it and almost able to still see jt getting books out .   god ,  it was awful to remember ,  especially when bella watched re - runs of pj jt .   you feel yourself start to tear up ,  and rest your forehead on the door .   

[vhsmeme]

* soft family things

‘ i love you so, so much. ’

‘ stop putting your head down in my house. you know my rule. it’s all love and all pride in this house. ’

‘ lost things have a way of turning up. ’

‘ watch your mouth. ’

‘ not so fast. you still have some vegetables left. ’

‘ very funny. ’

‘ i think you’re due for a haircut. ’

‘ come on. bedtime. ’

‘ and when were you going to tell me? ’

‘ i’m glad you came into my life. ’

‘ you were talking in your sleep. ’

‘ come here. i’ll fix it. ’

‘ this show sucks. ’

‘ mom/dad, can we go home now? ’

‘ you forgot something. ’

‘ can we stay like this for a little while? it’s nice. ’

‘ hot chocolate helps. and good company. ’

‘ you’ll feel better once you take your medicine and have a nap. ’

‘ close your eyes. it’s a surprise. ’

‘ it’s good to have you home. ’

‘ i’m not angry with you, just disappointed. ’

‘ your shoe’s untied. ’

‘ i missed this. ’

‘ hey, hey. sit down. deep breaths. ’

‘ will you tuck me in? ’

‘ go to your room and stay there until you’ve calmed down. ’

‘ i heard crying. i got worried. ’

‘ don’t use that tone with me. ’

‘ well, i love you more. ’

‘ just focus on my voice. that’s it. you’re okay. we’re okay. ’

‘ this movie is too scary. turn it off. ’

‘ how long have you been sick? ’

‘ don’t play with your food. ’

‘ i’ll stay right here until you fall asleep. ’

‘ don’t even think about going outside without your coat. ’

‘ i’m not asking you, i’m telling you. ’

‘ you can pick the story tonight. ’

‘ everyone needs somebody. we got each other. ’

‘ you call that a hug? ’

‘ i was the same way when i was your age. ’

[addifamed]

“ NO, i haven’t been creeping on your social media. but if i have, can you really BLAME me ? don’t worry though, i’d rather look at pictures of my son all day then see what everyone else has been up to WITHOUT me. “ note the sarcasm. 

[ismom-blog1]

         ‘   YOU’RE NOT BACK IN SCHOOL YET ?   ’   eyes widen in disbelief ,  surprised the other mom is still at home .   ‘   how old is tyson again ?   mia is four and i’m doing it ,  so can you .   ’

[imogcnmorcno]

imogen sighed loudly, leaning against the wall behind her. “i need my caffeine,” she said. there was a pout on her lips, but she didn’t lead on just how much she needed the pick-me-up. 

[ismom-blog1]

       ‘   TELL ME ABOUT IT ,  having a four - year - old with an ear infection crying all night definitely calls for it .   i can give you the cash if you want to go run and grab both of us something ?   ’   thanks to the money coming into your locker not so mysteriously ,  you can afford to splurge a little .

[ismom-blog1]

⎿ the vixen : nina dobrev , cis female, she/her ⏋ oh look, mia jones is back, the seventeen year old grade 12. rumour has it, they tend to be jealous and bitter, but hopefully we’ll get to see their caring and concerned side too.⎿ rainbow, 23, pst, she/her ⏋ 

still is balancing mothering bella and modeling  ( after getting the job through sex )

held back a year due to dropping out temporarily

lives with her mom and bella ,  lucas does not have much involvement but he’s still trying to make contact ; had child services visit after bella was seen at a house party

not ashamed of bella in the slightest ,  and will rip you to pieces if you try to make her feel this way

dated jt and is still slightly bitter he was going to leave her for liberty ,  thus leading to her being resentful towards the girl