He ho it's relapse time!

25 | 170cm (5'7) | 60kg (132lbs) | ed blog, going to recover 💪

[nocaloriesnoproblem]

this is why i'm not allowed at inpatient treatment

[distilledgin]

Me everytime my nutritionist increases my meal plan:

[notanegirltho]

Me: *light-headed getting out of bed* oh that's not go-

Ed: this is good

Me: no I should ea-

Ed: this is good carry on

[internetexplorers-deactivated20]

*looks in the mirror*

what the fuck is that

[bpdmoth]

Me: *is okay for 3 minutes*

Me: ohnmy god I was faking it the whole time i k new it

[zeethe-bee]

Me last frickin night

[cloudysxies-deactivated20201217]

Me to others: Weight doesn’t matter, you’re beautiful no matter what you look like! Food is fuel and nourishes your body!

Me to myself: s t a r v e b i t c h

[wannabe-skinny-lass]

Me when I’m restricting: “I hate being dizzy and cold”

Me after a binge: “I miss being dizzy and cold”

[ecksdee-x3]

*steps on scale*

...and that’s how i failed the vibe check

[angelicsthinspo]

everytime anyone i know says they’re gonna lose weight, my ed goes crazy and makes me feel so competitive against them? the idea of someone becoming skinny before me is so scary and makes me so angry with myself. 

[bonesandstarvation]

My upper thighs make me want to be ✨deceased✨

[tinyarmstinylegs]

body check 9/27/18

[still-mesarthim]

[skinnyandshivering-deactivated2]

[silverquillsideas]

🌸✨🌸//15022020

[archived-deactivated]

whats it like 2 be…………..whats the word? mentally healthy,

[lavendersnowy]

🥺💗

[ugwloading]

Can this be me already