[bpdmoth]

Hi, you doing okay?

Hi! I apologise for taking so long to respond to this message. I kinda have been taking a break from this blog to try and work on getting back into therapy, which at the moment is somewhat difficult for me. But I'm doing alright! I've been on and off with my health but I thankfully haven't gotten that much worse.

I appreciate the thoughtfulness of your message, and I hope to be back before long 💞

[the-edge-is-real-deactivated202]

[terminally-unlikable]

I really just be dealing with shit all by myself because I don’t trust anyone enough to not use what I tell them against me or blow off my concerns

[adhdcognizant-deactivated202110]

[bpdmoth]

I have an ask in my inbox, and I just want to say, anon, I'm not ignoring your ask or anything! My phone is just being weird right now and I want to make sure it's stable again before I answer because I don't want it getting lost or anything ♥️

[lesbianmasterchief]

any adhd kids out there that loved long (3+ hour) car rides because it gave you an acceptable excuse to stare blankly out at an ever-changing background and listen to music on loop / daydream extensively please raise your hands. i wanna check something

[chaoticgouda]

[2-beadyeyes-deactivated20251104]

[vanitybecomesme]

Here I made a meme

[bpdmoth]

hi! sorry if this might be random... i was diagnosed with bpd and learned to be as functional as i can but sadly since last year i can’t have therapy anymore. i realized i started treating a celebrity as a favorite person, i really put all my emotional energy on them and stuff. they weren’t a huge artist when it started and i managed to interact with them a few times through their videos and posts which strengthened my idea of them +++

+++ now they’ve becoming big and ofc they don’t know i exist and the interactions were completely random but the idea that now there’s so many people out there for them makes me feel horrible. i suddenly feel like my source of happiness and stability is being taken away from me. i know this is completely non-functional and i shouldn’t be feeling like this but i can’t stop it? and i feel so anxious and genuinely bad i’m always so close to crying at the thought. do you happen to have advice?

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Hi anon!

I wanna start off and say I've never had this happen to me, and I'm not expert on this but I'll certainly try to give some advice! I know things can be difficult without therapy, I'm in the same situation there so I understand it must be rough.

I imagine it can feel very upsetting to feel like this, especially if the person is a celebrity. I know for me, personally, when I kind of feel like this with someone I know, I try to spread out my attention and try to distance myself from them. Of course this is easier said than done but it usually works for me!

Again I'm sorry I couldn't be much help, I hope things turn out okay for you!

[cannibalrot-deactivated20240714]

intrusive thoughts

[bpdmoth]

Just wanted to thank everyone for sending me birthdays wishes today!! It really cheered me up and I really appreciate your thoughtfulness :') hopefully next year will be a better year for me!

[bpdmoth]

Happy birthday!! 🎈🎁🥳

🍰🎉🤗 ahhh thank you!!! I really appreciate the birthday wishes, they mean a lot to me! 💞

[bpdmoth]

Happy birthday! 🎈

!!!! Thank you!!! Today has been a great day so far! I really appreciate all the birthday wishes :') 🎉🎁🎈

[bpdmoth]

Happy birthday!!

Thank you so much, anon!! 🎉🎁

[bpdmoth]

happy bday <3

Thank you so much!! 💞🎉

[bpdmoth]

It's my birthday today!! I thought it'd be very stressful but it's actually been really nice so far!