not talking about isff anymore

currently focused on the marchy/sura/nart case and surrounding discussions. stop sending me stuff about her omfg. READ MY PINNED!!

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adult, white, intersex multigender transfem, it/its. call me cayenne if you need a name.

blanket tw for... everything, basically.

i do not follow anyone! however you are all mutuals in my heart.

reposts and reblogs of screenshots are encouraged, i am frequently harassed and falsely reported

if you're wondering why your name is on a post, my dms are open for CIVIL conversations

feel free to dm or submit screenshots, or tag me in awareness posts and i'll rb. please do not just send me usernames! give me an actual link to the posts at minimum, preferably backed up on the wayback machine currently focused on one social circle. if you have more information involving those users or their associates, send it my way, but otherwise it's beyond the scope of this blog for now.

want to only see evidence and statements? follow @cayennereceipts

i fully condemn the usamerican invasion of venezuela and the genocides taking place in the drc, sudan, and palestine.

"how do i support you?" i answered this here!

"why are you bringing up shipcourse?" i talked about that here

https://inhope.org/EN

https://report.cybertip.org/

https://rainn.org/

https://stopitnow.org/

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things have hit a breaking point for me, lovelies.

i am in the process of being admitted to a psychiatric unit for my eating disorder. i will not have internet access while i am there, and i don't know when i will be discharged.

this blog is closed! thank you to everyone who has helped me try to do good. whenever i return to the internet, i'll be back to my ways of anonymous lurking, so you'll never see me again. cayenne as an identity was never meant to last.

support marchy's victims whenever the psa comes out.

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I got really sick of rali shit recently we talk and discuss proship all the time but she isn’t willing to openly admit it on her main or even side but she actively speaks to me a well know pro shipper but still isn’t ready to openly admit like the cunt she is.

- same anon who can trust you at this moment.

i've heard evidence to the contrary, so please provide proof.

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Can I say this since you’re the only person I trust rn, I really hate rali.

- Anon who is super close with her and talks to her daily on Twitter. I should be safe to say it because there’s so many who talk to her.

what prompted this?

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Okay so all of this was a big waste of time it seems. Nothing has changed. Unhelpful as hell.

unless you're one of the victims, i don't think that's your place to decide

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Gen q are you helping with the fundraiser

i am not and i haven't talked to anyone involved in a while, but i'm still promoting it. go follow rainn-station-rally and share their posts

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You know, about the submas artists you mention on your blog- I've been in the fandom since pla came out, and for EVERY SINGLE ONE of them that I've followed who started, or still has their main as sfw safe-for-all, at some point in time their artstyle switched to a very shippy tone, even in completely sexually neutral artworks. Don't know how to describe it but you probably know what I'm talking about. This helped me clock rali and rungitsrainbow even before I saw you post disclosing their ties to blankshipping and known abusers. As for twitter, I have noticed, those who can emulate official submas artstyle incredibly well almost always turn out to be blankshippers. (Not sure about the almost bit since I avoid the site like the plague). Anyways thank you for exposing their real behaviors and beliefs. I think more people should know this to choose who to follow and interact with.

i understand, thank you for sharing, lovely

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anon who claimed marchy was found in a new fandom, i'm deleting that post. if you can't provide proof, please don't make claims like that.

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I think you have answered something similar before, but is selfcest considered gross and wrong like blankshipping?

I dont know how else to phrase it so I apologize for the weird wording. I am not a blankshipper and I recognize how selfcest shipping a character with an identical twin is weird but I just think ingo x warden ingo is silly and cute.

Im curious how others who interact with your blog feel about selfcest in the submas fandom.

Sincerely, a nervous anon who wants to be silly and ship ingo with himself

i encourage you to interact so you can educate yourself. please read my blog and think more deeply about things. understand WHY we believe certain things are bad

i've explained my issue with incest "shipping" and human clones or alternate dimension versions don't exist in real life, while incest does

incest ships aren't "gross and wrong," it makes an inherently abusive dynamic seem harmless and romantic and hot and desensitizes people to the topic, which goes against the wishes of survivors and contributes to the cycle of abuse

thinking we work on gut feelings is what actual reactionary ideologies use, and those of us who keep our distaste surface level is what proshippers use to call us fascists and puritans

it also helps understand the difference between just depiction vs fetishization, which is helpful when proshippers like to claim there's no meaningful difference

first step: stop calling it selfcest, that name is triggering for incest survivors and it waters down how serious incest is

it's abuse, not a cute suffix. the current term is clone shipping or mirrorshipping

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What do you mean proshippers claim there's no meaningful difference between depiction and fetishization....

Oh god that explains so much...

I hate it here...

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i don't have posts on hand but there's a general attitude of "lol antis talk about fetishization bad but like (insert media that uses murder/rape/abuse/pedophilia/incest in a serious tone or even as horror) so they're all hypocrites" that i've seen, yes

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I'm sending everybody back to middle school English.

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This blog is great. Thank you.

thank you, lovely!

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I think you have answered something similar before, but is selfcest considered gross and wrong like blankshipping?

I dont know how else to phrase it so I apologize for the weird wording. I am not a blankshipper and I recognize how selfcest shipping a character with an identical twin is weird but I just think ingo x warden ingo is silly and cute.

Im curious how others who interact with your blog feel about selfcest in the submas fandom.

Sincerely, a nervous anon who wants to be silly and ship ingo with himself

i encourage you to interact so you can educate yourself. please read my blog and think more deeply about things. understand WHY we believe certain things are bad

i've explained my issue with incest "shipping" and human clones or alternate dimension versions don't exist in real life, while incest does

incest ships aren't "gross and wrong," it makes an inherently abusive dynamic seem harmless and romantic and hot and desensitizes people to the topic, which goes against the wishes of survivors and contributes to the cycle of abuse

thinking we work on gut feelings is what actual reactionary ideologies use, and those of us who keep our distaste surface level is what proshippers use to call us fascists and puritans

it also helps understand the difference between just depiction vs fetishization, which is helpful when proshippers like to claim there's no meaningful difference

first step: stop calling it selfcest, that name is triggering for incest survivors and it waters down how serious incest is

it's abuse, not a cute suffix. the current term is clone shipping or mirrorshipping

[britts-galaxy-brain]

What do you mean proshippers claim there's no meaningful difference between depiction and fetishization....

Oh god that explains so much...

I hate it here...

[isuggestnotbeingacreep]

i don't have posts on hand but there's a general attitude of "lol antis talk about fetishization bad but like (insert media that uses murder/rape/abuse/pedophilia/incest in a serious tone or even as horror) so they're all hypocrites" that i've seen, yes

[isuggestnotbeingacreep]

I think you have answered something similar before, but is selfcest considered gross and wrong like blankshipping?

I dont know how else to phrase it so I apologize for the weird wording. I am not a blankshipper and I recognize how selfcest shipping a character with an identical twin is weird but I just think ingo x warden ingo is silly and cute.

Im curious how others who interact with your blog feel about selfcest in the submas fandom.

Sincerely, a nervous anon who wants to be silly and ship ingo with himself

i encourage you to interact so you can educate yourself. please read my blog and think more deeply about things. understand WHY we believe certain things are bad

i've explained my issue with incest "shipping" and human clones or alternate dimension versions don't exist in real life, while incest does

incest ships aren't "gross and wrong," it makes an inherently abusive dynamic seem harmless and romantic and hot and desensitizes people to the topic, which goes against the wishes of survivors and contributes to the cycle of abuse

thinking we work on gut feelings is what actual reactionary ideologies use, and those of us who keep our distaste surface level is what proshippers use to call us fascists and puritans

it also helps understand the difference between just depiction vs fetishization, which is helpful when proshippers like to claim there's no meaningful difference

first step: stop calling it selfcest, that name is triggering for incest survivors and it waters down how serious incest is

it's abuse, not a cute suffix. the current term is clone shipping or mirrorshipping, or as a comment pointed out, autosexual ships

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what happened between you and eden?

we just aren't friends anymore. mind your business

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Hello. I was someone who was active in submas some years back, and was in submas adjacent spaces. I have not interacted much due to irl plus had other interests take over my life lol. I recently found out about this situation with a pedo in the fandom plus others with extremely worrying behavior. I am shocked this happened. I have seen similar incidents in other spaces in other fandoms I was in, and to think a niche one like this one filled with many kind folk also had an incident like this happen broke my heart. Im someone who has always felt uncomfortable with bl//ksh///ing. I constantly reminded folk of my boundaries, and did everything to curate my space. I even made constant suggestions in certain spaces to avoid such things and avoid people who don't respect those boundaries for many within those spaces don't like it and get triggered by it. Where I used to live, there were many cases of //nc//stual r////e in the past. Even I almost fell victim to it at a young age. If it was not for the perpetrator being caught and taken away, I probably would have ended up in a bad place. This is why this kind of content make me uncomfortable. One thing is to keep the peace and respect the boundaries of one another. Another is to get upset at those who genuinely got hurt and wish to express how it happened. Plus they had clear boundaries that were ignored which caused this horrible incident. To think people I spoke with and had fun with in the past did such bad things... I'm hurt. Thank you for keeping track of all evidence. I hope everyone is ok. I may be anon, but I am cheering you all on and wishing for the best. Sorry english is not my first language, but I am a bit shaky when typing this so, maybe that's why stuff is written weirdly. Sorry.

no worries, lovely, thank you for sharing your story. all i ask is that everyone supports the victims

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Sambuuck also made a post discouraging people from a literal fundraiser

gross! go support rainn-station-rally, lovelies. loudly.

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Report this page because it is spreading harassment towards marchy-emmet’s victims.

https://fanlore.org/wiki/2026_%27Submas_Drama%27_Callout_Campaign#cite_note-29

thank you for alerting me.

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Hello! I'm sorry for asking and taking your time but I can't seem to find the post where you explained why you dont like proship well. Or I could be misremembering if it was you or not.

i have it linked in my pinned!