shortly after i had my friend give you an update on my recovery i was given internet privileges again. i know i said i would not be back, but i have one final statement after catching myself up the best i could.
you should all be ashamed of yourselves for the way you have treated marchy's victims. i am especially disgusted by those of you who claimed to support them but then turned on them the second they weren't perfect.
support rainn-station-rally. read the doc hosted on 300pigeons.
i would encourage you all to block raf (discofisting), sheev (thetepes), britt (britts-galaxy-brain), cheese (strawberrycheesecakehare), suri (suriandtaal), wspr (we-suggest-plural-respect), rox (roxtron/how-do-these-people-exist), and any of their close associates
they are not safe or reliable people to put any sort of stock into, whether for problems in their past (raf defends notorious predator michael jackson, britt distributed vcsem that was explicitly based on the "real thing" and admitted to statutory rape, sheev joked about a teenager's suicide attempt, cheese joked about a csam video involving an infant) or for the fact all of them are spreading smear campaigns about marchy's victims in one way or another NOW
i started isnbac as a survivor with the aim of spreading awareness and compiling evidence, first about random creeps and proshippers and later focusing on marchy, but i see now that most of you never wanted that. you don't care about victims or helping them in any meaningful way, you just want an acceptable target to make fun of. when the predators aren't entertaining enough for you anymore, you switch to their victims. this lolcowing behavior is part of why so many victims refuse to come forward and it only retraumatizes them.
i am sorry to all of the victims that i put into harm's way by exposing you to this community. i am sorry to all of the responsible users (particularly bee of decentpersonsuggestions, q of anti-lolisho, and guppy of guppyfish77) that i unknowingly equated to these exploitative and drama-hungry blogs. i am sorry for expecting better of this "community" and letting everyone down.
this blog isn't "closed," i am officially leaving tumblr as a whole. even anonymously. i meant well but that doesn't change any of this.
i say this from experience now: if someone's platform claims to be built upon justice but does not focus on
uplifting victims
loving them
offering true community and compassion and education and support
and making space for them to be "messy" and "unpalatable" when they show symptoms of trauma and/or mental illness
...then they're misguided as i was, or malicious as the others were
you HAVE to focus on the victims. always. now and forever.
even if a perpetrator is held to task in the eyes of the court of public opinion, if the victims are not kept safe through the taxing process of coming forward and the aftermath of such, then you have failed.
i have failed and i am sorry.
