Isaac x reader when she gets her first kiss from him? And she's all nervous but he's just so so sweet with her that she can't help but feel way calmer 😭
aaa this is so cute! and so fun to write :)
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in safe hands
isaac x gn reader · 957 words
you and isaac have been friends for a while, meeting a few years ago online, and now you lived with him and your other friends. you were undeniably closer with isaac than anyone else in the group, but for weeks now, you and isaac have been hanging out more than usual. whether it be in his room getting high, or going to the gas station late at night for no reason, or just quietly sitting in your room on your phone with him, you guys just love eachothers company.
tonight was like any other. it was 10pm, late but not late for you two. you peeked your head into his room, “isaac?”
he glanced up from his phone, sitting at his desk with some forgotten youtube video paused on his computer. when he saw you, he couldn’t help the tiny smile that formed on his lips, “yeah? you can come in.”
he stood up and sat in his bed, and you followed him, sitting a fair distance from him. you two talked about random things that had happened that day, laughing, and showing each other stupid videos. absolutely nothing out of the ordinary, right?
well, except for the fact that he’d pulled you closer to him at some point, and now he was leaned against the headboard with an arm wrapped around your shoulder. you were curled up into his side, trying so, so hard to not be weird about this. to not say something dumb, or make the tremble in your fingers obvious, or stutter when you spoke. it was difficult, to say the least. you just quietly sat there, trying to just… focus on whatever was on your phone. instagram, youtube, tiktok, the weather app, the calculator app… yeah, you’re definitely screwed. you could hear his steady heartbeat, the soft sound of his breathing, and feel the way his chest rose and fell beside you. and you were just wrapped up in the smell of him, which was definitely not helping.
he seemed to notice your nervousness, probably because you were being eerily quiet. he spoke up softly, looking down at you. “hey, you okay?”
you blink, then answer him with a slight waver in your voice, “umm… yeah, I'm good.”
he let out a tiny huff of laughter, “you sure…?” his tone was so sweet and affectionate, it was absolutely killing you. and that tiny smile on his lips was so, so infectious.
you forgot to respond for just a second too long, lowering your head. he could hear your smile through the tone in your voice. “…yeah, I'm okay.”
his smile widened, and he reached a hand out to gently push your head back towards him. his hand was softly cradling your jaw and angling your face towards his. your breath hitched, and you glanced down at his lips. his face was so close, and your heart was racing. you felt like you were about to either explode or melt into a puddle.
he glanced at your lips too and swallowed, darting his tounge out to lick his own lips. you barely had time to process it before he was lowering his head and gently pressing his lips to yours.
it was soft, gentle, nothing like you'd expect. well, because that was your first kiss. a bit embarrassing to think about, considering you were well enough into your twenties at this point, but—god, the way his lips felt was electrifying. time seemed to slow down as a hundred thoughts were racing through your head.
you actually felt like you could die—your heart felt like it weighed a million pounds, your fingers were trembling against your knees, and you could barely even focus on actually moving your own lips to kiss him back.
he pulled away, his eyebrows furrowed in concern. “hey… look at me. it's okay.”
you were sure that you looked like an idiot right now. you could feel your face beginning to heat up as you just stared at him dumbly. “I–”
isaac was internally panicking a little—did he read this wrong? were you upset? he swallowed and brushed a strand of hair away from your face, “breathe… just breathe, okay?” he said gently.
you took a deep breath, finally feeling a little calmer, but your body still felt like it was on fire. you were really embarrassed now that you realized how awful that kiss probably was for 'sexy, experienced isaac.' you huffed out a small breath and buried your face in your hands.
“god… I'm so sorry.” you groaned.
“hey—what? don't be sorry…” he murmured, gently pulling your wrists away from your face. “did I make you uncomfortable?” he asked quietly, almost like he was guilty.
you immediately shook your head. “n-no, you didn't… I just…” you were still a nervous wreck, your voice trembling.
without time to overthink it, he pulled you against his chest. his big strong arms cradled you against him and gently rubbed your back. “relax… it's alright. I shouldn't have done that so fast.”
you melted into his embrace, shaky hands moving to wrap around his waist as you inhaled the smell of him. you immediately felt yourself calming as you closed your eyes.
after a minute, he pulled away just enough to look down at your face. he held your cheek in his palm gently. “do you… wanna kiss me again?” he asked softly.
you took a deep breath to brace yourself and nodded, a small smile forming on your lips. he returned your smile and leaned down to kiss you again. it was a lot less messy than last time—now that you both could mentally prepare. it felt absolutely perfect.
you could get used to this.
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