i am. i am. i am.

23 - cam - nh/ct/pa

[cemetery-ddrive]

and if there’s a race to heaven i will surely come in last //

from cam’s solo show the other night at mojo records in tampa!!

[postoulate]

damn

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

my dudes

[the-nipperman-deactivated201812]

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Cerce - Harsh Consonants (Feat. Cameron Boucher from Old Gray)

I still get terrified of who I have become I still don’t sleep most nights because my dream is that I don’t wake up there are ghosts inside my lungs, there are devils in my head here are pieces of me that are better left dead. I’ll keep my head in the clouds and one foot in the grave in hopes that someday I might change. I’d be the brightest light that you have ever seen, but I’ve grown too dark, I’m just a shadow of myself.

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

i forget about this song sometimes

[forget-me-not]

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

wow this is a pic of me helping topshelf at warped tour 2014

[hannahaltmanphoto]

Night Fog (2017) by Hannah Altman

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

Sorority Noise

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

wow, the og gang 

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

in the mornings my room is a trap i set it myself and i leave it like that i cannot escape my stomach in pain i twist and i turn and i lie awake - motionless in the mornings when my room is a trap

in the mornings my room is a trap i hear the doors open i hear the train pass  - i count once every five minutes i hear the doors close my stomach pain grows  -- nobody claps  in the morning when my room is a trap

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

dismantle your whiteness  realize that “white” is not an ethnicity understand that “white” is a construct of oppression

then try to reiterate the reason in which this country was founded and the basis for it’s existence and creation 

[hannahaltmanphoto]

Mythological (2017)  by Hannah Altman

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

been a while

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

I feel heavy and I feel crushed

[brucewavy]

"No one can do with rap what I have done" boi u need to sit down. Your narrative is only representative of You, you do not speak for the youth and if you ever did it comes out inadvertently, you don't have a message beyond the one belonging to you. In short you're expressive of yourself and that's why your rap will only be that of a reclusive nature.

one day you will achieve and when you doyou’ll recognize how fucking stupid you sounded today. 

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

leaving for tour tomorrow, gonna miss my little idiots

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

hey! what did you use to record extraordinarie one? or did you record it in a studio? sounds amazing!!

this app I downloaded for free called "spire" lol

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

i wrote a couple of songs today:

extraordinarie.bandcamp.com extraordinarie.bandcamp.com extraordinarie.bandcamp.com

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

[itcanalwaysbeheavier]

is ur last name pronounced bou-shay like the painter

boo shay