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@itcantbeforxnothing

; after all we've been through.. everything that i've done it can't be for nothing.

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i wish i knew a way to boost up this muse again b/c i forgot my threads but yet i want to continue playing her. anyone got any suggestions?

---- ".. I've missed you."

#open rp #to ppl she knows obv #but yes. hello

anyways, if any of you need me or still want to rp with me, you can find me here.

#outofbullets.#tbd

hey, i'm sorry for all the inactivity here. my muse hasn't been so nice to me, and the last few days haven't been the best of the best. ;w; i hope to return properly soon---

prestantia-deactivated20150513

"Ｔhank you."

Giving the words as politely as he could, he bowed forward slightly to her— that was polite, wasn’t it? He’d seen Maria do it before. Straightening his posture, he took a few steps closer to her and retained that close proximity for the duration of the walk. He was a little afraid… he had no idea what was out there. All he knew was that he should be quiet, and well, he certainly succeeded at that.

By the time they reached a rather safe looking dwelling, he was almost clinging to her arm out of fear. He was sure that he had never been happier to be inside somewhere than he was now, and his sigh of relief was obvious. It took him a moment to release her arm, and then his hands came to fold across his chest, almost as if he was defending himself.

When the two were finally out of danger, he finally spoke up, praising her for her courage.

"— Ｙou must be really brave to be all right out here… I’d be too scared to do anything."

itcantbeforxnothing

Being in a place that was sure of being clean made her let out a sigh of relief. Not only that, the clinginess of the little guy here actually made her worried about him. He didn't seem fit for the world here, and him having to be (perhaps) temporarily here had her think of terrible scenarios. His capabilities did not appear to be of any use yet. This put all responsibility on her.

'Brave? Heh. I'm just tryin' to survive. By any means necessary. And that also means.. sacrifice of things.'

She appreciated the compliment til a certain degree, but did not deny any of it. If anything, she tried to twist it in a such a way to make him feel like he should be brave too-- just to make it easier for him to survive.

'Ya know, I think you should be called the actual brave one. I don't think I could do what you did.' Of course, that was directed at him leaving the so precious Ark of his to come down here. She wasn't entirely aware of the precise situation he was in yet, but she was sure to find out. She hoped.

#rhythmandchaos #bb shadow... so cute

i mess up s o m u c h { and i’m scared. }

i’m scared that, one day you’ll actually realize, who and what || i am, what i cause… ||

i’mscared you’ll leave me…. i’m scared of losing you. i’m scaredof being a l o n e.

i'm absolutely terrified.

prestantia-deactivated20150513

"Can’t… get me there?"

A disbelieving look filled crimson orbs, and the urge to give up and just sit there till Gerald came to find him rose quickly— but instead of following urges he simply stood there in silence for a moment. Maria… Maria would just tell him to keep smiling, wouldn’t she?

"— I’ll find a way back eventually… B-Because I have to get back to Maria…"

"…I-Is there somewhere safer we can go…?"

Really— he just wanted somewhere to sit down, before he started crying. Which was pretty close to happening. That would be embarrassing.

itcantbeforxnothing

'Of course we can, but we need to keep movin' every few days if we goin' to try to be safe.' She had frankly no idea how to answer to his hopeless pleas to get him there, because it was fairly impossible to do that without some sort of miracle helping them build a shuttle. Not to mention she barely knew anything about building a rocket-- even if they did have everything, it'd be of no use.

The sun's warmth made it quite difficult to observe her surroundings-- its light reflecting onto almost every lightly coloured object in the street. 'I think we don't need to worry much about Infected or anythin'-- I shot most of 'em. And even if I didn't, this street's easy to get out. As long as you know how'

A weak smile appeared onto her features, a rather pathetic attempt at reassuring it would be okay, because she genuinely wasn't the best in optimistic advice. She just... survived, nothing more.

#rhythmandchaos

#goodnight #outofbullets.

letthepastxdie-deactivated20210

Icon Giveaway

Because I’m close to reaching my next hundred and I felt like doing a thing for you guys.

Rules:

Must be following me.

Reblogs only.

Only roleplaying blogs are allowed to reblog this.

You are allowed to reblog more than once.

Prizes:

First Place: 75 icons of your muse.

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Third Place: 25 icons of your muse.

Ends at 8:00 pm (est).

Also, if you happen to be a multi-muse blog and are a winner, then send me an ask with the muse you want me to make icons for.

#giveaway;;#ohhhh *u*

—- I want … something permanent.

Something that can’t be {{ taken }} away ;;

[ Is that too much to ask? ]

prestantia-deactivated20150513

He had already fallen dead silent from the moment she began speaking again, and couldn’t seem to find his voice when the open question was posed to him. He was still caught up on the whole not surviving thing… but if she said they would be safe, that was fine with him.

"Okay— I trust you!"

His prior sad mood bounced back very quickly, hands falling back to his sides. He paused a moment, before he would address the question he’d very nearly ignored.

"The Ark is in space… I’ve never been to Earth before! Maria and me are gonna come here when she’s not sick any more, because the Professor says that he can make her better!"

itcantbeforxnothing

In space.. ? Oh, God. How even was she going to get there? There was no longer such a thing as space traveling, as there was nothing to power-- or build the appropriate parts with. The concept has stayed around, and many are enthusiastic about it-- but they just don't have enough of anything for it.

'I don't think I can.. get you there.'

She brought those words to him in a soft, gentle voice; trying her best to understate the possible severity of this fact. She didn't want to have this be an extreme burden to her. She had enough guilt to deal with as it was.

#rhythmandchaos

glacialiscalor-deactivated20140

—Do you think

after a l l the ｈｏｒｒｉｂｌｅ things that I’ve done…

it’s ᴘᴏssɪʙʟᴇ to be ＦＯＲＧＩＶＥＮ—;

itcantbeforxnothing

Alright! I’ve been planning to do this for a week or so now, but I never properly got to do this—- but anyways!

Here are the prizes:

First place!

One FULL-SIZE properly coloured image of (a) character/characters (up to two max!) of your choice, up to any size you wish and a sketch of anything really.

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One full-size image of (a) coloured, outlined character/characters of your choice and a sketch.

Example.

Third place!

Two sketches of (a) character/characters of your choice.

There will be three winners in total.

!!!!!!! RULES !!!!!!!

1. You must be following me. If you unfollow right after, I will block you.

2. RP blogs only.

3. I don’t care how much you reblog this, but please realise I myself might find it very annoying if you reblog this a lot.

4. I won’t do nsfw (smut that is, gore ‘n stuff is alright)/furry/fetish art of any kind.

5. If you win I will contact you, and I expect a reply within a week or else I will have to choose another winner.

The giveaway ends on 21st of march.

Good luck!

#reblog this #outofbullets.#giveaway;

did someone tag me? o:

#my tag broke #outofbullets.#tbd

prestantia-deactivated20150513

"Ａ… Ａmerica?"

Crimson hues narrowed in confusion at the place name she gave him, and the boy racked his memory for a place with a name even somewhat similar to that— however all thoughts of the aforementioned topic were gone the second she mentioned possibly not surviving.

"Ｎ—Ｎot surviving…? But- I have to get back to the Professor! And Maria… They need me over there!" And it was quite obvious she panicked him a little, as his hands came to fret together in front of himself, scarlet casting toward the tips of his shoes.

itcantbeforxnothing

'If you stick close to me there's a high chance that we'll both survive, though. But be aware; there's monsters out there you don't wanna disturb, so stay as quiet as you can until I say it's okay to talk.' How they went from a high spirited, almost lovely conversation to one about death baffled her, but wasn't unexpected.

'Is it far away or.. ?' He hadn't actually mentioned where this Ark of his was, but she was seriously hoping it wasn't all that far away. She could travel a long time, but there was a limit to what she wanted to do for strangers. Even kind ones.

#rhythmandchaos

✍

”Here. I’ll buy you a drink.”

—— “Oh, and by the way; it’s nice to finally meet you.”

|| Alyx Vance | Half Life 2 ||

#outofbullets.#ahhhhhhh i may or may not love half life too much #imaginemayhem #q;

prestantia-deactivated20150513

"Ｉt’s nice to meet you!"

His hands carefully played with the hem of his shirt, as if they required something to occupy themselves with. He was quite pleased that he’d yet to make a fool of himself— but there was still time, and he still wasn’t quite sure how to interact with people that weren’t Maria.

"Ｓ-Ｓo… Do you know where I am right now, Miss? It’s not the Ark and I’m kind of afraid that the scientists will tell me off for leaving…"

itcantbeforxnothing

'You're in America kid. A very nasty version of America, I'm afraid. You should've stayed wherever the hell that Ark of yours is, 'cause out here it's either you survive or die tryin'.'

He was oddly optimistic right now, and it bothered her to a certain degree as making her very, very comfortable. His friendliness was like a warm embrace, something she did not very often experience-- but she cherished it nonetheless. Even if from a mere stranger.

'I can help you try get back, but I can't guarantee you that either of us survives.'

#rhythmandchaos

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