Reasons to live
(Cause I don’t see the point of trying anymore)
1. I am in the hidden phase
Cause I’m inexperienced, dont have a bf or a job or Liscense i am a ghost essentially. Im not tied down to anything, i can dress how i want, talk to how i want how i want, go where i want.
2. My loved ones
There are people in my life that I love that love me and I don’t have to mask around. And there just get me and don’t have to bake myself likable and can be myself around, and I can meet more!
3. I am a fashion student in NYC
Even if the classes are boring I have access to to beautiful clothes fabrics and designers and other creatives, there’s inspo everywhere and fashion my passion is around me. I can dress weird asf and case it nyc no one cares
4. I am at the “start of the movie”
I am at the pet of the story where anything can happen because I have “nothing” and I have nothing to lose and I am a blank page.
5. Live out of spite
All these ppl who say you can’t do it or hate don you live and have fun living just to spite them
6. To see the end of the movie
To see the end of trump and all this other shit going on and make it past that and what’s on the other side
Some tips to help remind me:
Instead of “what’s the point of living?” Ask “what can I get away with today”
Also think like you’re an old lady who made a wish to be young again and now you’re living that life
Side quests
Give yourself dopamine first before doing boring work
Body doubling work with other ppl working around u
Romanticize life


















