Nothing In Particular

Just a random feeling.(The untold ones)

[itisjas]

Jrb.

Time check: 12:00mn

In my dream, all my relatives gathered together for our Yearly Reunion Party and while I was preparing food I suddenly saw you...smiling while coming towards me. Nganong naa kas akong damgo when I already stopped thinking about you?

I can’t go back to sleep because I’m now already thinking of you.

[itisjas]

Whoaaaaat??? 🤩🤩🤩 okayyy, the feeling is gone, I mean the romantic feeling! Pero I must admit, Ikaw parin if merong chance but not hoping for it I know naman kasi I’m not your type. Basta, Ikaw parin. 😍 Not closing my door. Chus! 😉

[itisjas]

I so much love my job. I invested too much love, time and effort for it. But still, it wasn’t enough. They didn’t even see my worth. I feel useless. I feel not being valued. I’m so much in pain. 💔

[itisjas]

Hey! Lols! You know what? Despite having this hinanakit? Imma Team Leader now…funny is…still working in the same company 😄

[itisjas]

So ayun na nga Tumbeast! I’ve just spilled the tea! 😭 It hurts, but it’s for good.

[itisjas]

Oohh emm geee!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

Update: we’re still chatting…as a friend 😄

[itisjas]

I’m not okay. 😔 I’m tired from everything! 😭

[itisjas]

It’s been a long time! Thank you for always being here, Tumblr!

[itisjas]

Why is it too difficult to let go of you?

[itisjas]

My heart’s so heavy. I wanna cry...out loud!

[itisjas]

I always cry for the love I never have.

I like him but he like someone else.

[itisjas]

How Did We Meet?

He’s a colleague. My SME. I wasnt interested with him until my team mates were teasing us. And he was so clingy. I like clingy person, maybe I fell for him. Shooot! I hate this feeling. 

[itisjas]

So ayun na nga Tumbeast! I’ve just spilled the tea! 😭 It hurts, but it’s for good.

[itisjas]

I so much love my job. I invested too much love, time and effort for it. But still, it wasn’t enough. They didn’t even see my worth. I feel useless. I feel not being valued. I’m so much in pain. 💔

[itisjas]

Jrb.

Time check: 12:00mn

In my dream, all my relatives gathered together for our Yearly Reunion Party and while I was preparing food I suddenly saw you...smiling while coming towards me. Nganong naa kas akong damgo when I already stopped thinking about you?

I can’t go back to sleep because I’m now already thinking of you.

[itisjas]

You know that feeling when you are reading a book but your mind wanted to write something at the same time? But arugh! I dont even know what to wright. So much things in my mind right now. 

[itisjas]

I’m okay but I feel like I am not. I wanted to cry but I can’t.

You know that feeling when you’re not sad but you think you are? Plus, I think I’m not enough. I can’t explain. Can somebody tell me why?

[itisjas]

I saw you, meeting my eyes, felt like you wanted to catch my attention but I’m not used to it. Instead, I looked out, picked up my phone pretending like someone was calling me. 

Your table was just a meter away from where I seated. I felt more awkward because you were just in front of me. You smiled and I didn’t know what to do. I knew he smiled at me because we’re just the only customers left in the cafe. 

While I was packing up my things I saw you from my peripheral vision, trying to approach me. Unfortunately, I hurriedly stood up because the GrabCar was already waiting outside. At last! you said “Hi” then I smiled. But I was in a hurry. 

I looked back while I was inside the cab, you were still standing, smiling while waving your hand and was able to read your lips saying “Amping.” 

[itisjas]

Jrb. Why is it so difficult to unlike you?

[itisjas]

It’s your eyes that I like the most. <3