Hither & Thither

Life is pain, your highness. Anyone who tells you differently is selling something.

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[itisntso]

He made me a paper flower 🥺

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[becherdireinen]

trust that everything will fall into place without you forcing it there.

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Note to self..

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[itisntso]

David gave me a rock for our anniversary.

I was going through old posts and I distinctly remember my ex saying that having Gifts as a Love Language is just being materialistic and that he couldn’t keep up with it (or rather, refused to). But I had to keep telling him that it was the thought behind it that counts (btw I just remembered how stupid he is, that he didn’t even know how to order from Grab or have Shopee or Lazada wtf 🤣 why is he even alive).

But it’s so true, isn’t it, that if you’re with the wrong person then you’ll spend a lifetime trying to translate your soul. And man am I glad I’m with the right one.

I saw this video online, where an otter was asking a man for help cause his companion got stuck on a boat net. Then the otter swam back and gave the guy a rock to say thank you. I found the video so cute and when I showed it to David, he said it means even more because otters have special rocks that they keep in their fur pouch and that’s what they use to open their food. 🦦 When I found that out, I kept crying the whole day hahaha so he gave me a rock to symbolize all that. And I gladly accepted! (Ofc he’s a gentleman so he also gave me flowers and we did a staycation in Conrad haha)

BUT I WAS HAPPY WITH THE ROCK.

[itisntso]

I thank the Lord everyday, that things ended with my ex. So many moments in this relationship I feel “this is where I’m meant to be”. I feel so at peace, I feel whole and I feel like my genuine self.

Sometimes I can’t believe I dated chris ureta (first off, what an ugly fucken last name 🤢); he believed 100k a month until 40 years old (with kids) was enough, he would’ve been okay sending his kids to public school yet he himself was given a good education, he refused to give gifts (knowing it’s my love language) calling me materialistic even when I explained that the gift doesn’t have to be bought (it’s honestly the idea that you thought of the person in that moment. It can be a fucking rock), he hated going to the mall because “he’s seen all the items in shops and doesn’t need any of it” wtf hahaha his passwords for each account were random letters and numbers, he didn’t like the idea that I had a dream watch (wtf no one ever said he had to buy it for me? Who is he to not “approve” of my dreams), he didn’t “allow” me to study for a semester abroad and he didn’t want me to go to the UK FOR MY GRADUATION (he said “you can visit the school another time” uhm VISIT is absolutely different from GRADUATING, imbecile), he lied and said he’s been to Bangkok and eaten in Antonio’s when he clearly hasn’t (why would you lie about such a trivial thing). Clearly, he is a psychopath.

Oh yeah! And he borrowed a pair of shoes from his friend and decided to never return it AND use it for every formal event he attended. What. The. Fuck. Hahaha at least ask permission or tell your friend? Weird.

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Thankful, grateful, eternally blessed 🙏🏼

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