I'm the greatest villain of myself

I ripped my heart and gave it to the devil and now we chaotically dance through every night

[itisthevelaness]

Tomorrow. Tomorrow I will heal myself.

But let me destroy myself completely today.

[kosmogrl]

[itisthevelaness]

We are so back.

Back at the rock bottom. 🙂

[itisthevelaness]

In this quest of finding peace I am left in pieces. And none of those pieces have any peace.

[itisthevelaness]

He is a middle blocker and I'm a middle child. Yes we are meant to be together.

[itisthevelaness]

When you need a trusted adult to talk about things but you're the only adult and can't be trusted in a million years.

[itisthevelaness]

And I wonder,

Wonder in my loneliness

Why it had to be like this?

I used to have friends.

We used to laugh so much.

& cry & just be there, together.

And now

Now it's just me and you on the other side of the screen

Watching you with someone,

Something we too could have been.

Where did it go wrong?

When did the crack that wasn't even visible turn into a wall of hesitation?

And I just sit here with a lump in my throat.

And tears.

And happy that you're happy.

But crying , because that could've been us.

[ashstfu]

i want to live in the ghibli world sooo bad like you guys don’t even know. i would risk it ALL

[itisthevelaness]

What sacrifice do I need to make to live in the ghibli world? Coz pleaseeeeeeeeee

I'm begging you universe.......

[itisthevelaness]

Dear Santa,

Some sanity;

[itisthevelaness]

Someone: What's your drink of choice?

My tears.

[ashstfu]

i want to live in the ghibli world sooo bad like you guys don’t even know. i would risk it ALL

[itisthevelaness]

Every Witch had their own song. Every magical creature had its own tune, and the air was full of a harmony only I could hear.

- The Ways of Wayward Witches by Evelyn King

[itisthevelaness]

I stared longingly down the street where my favourite mortal coffee shop was and wished for nothing more than to sit back with a tattered paperback, feeding my caffeine addiction and peering out the window to do some mortal-watching.

- The Ways of Wayward witches by Evelyn King

[itisthevelaness]

Every year on December 31 at midnight, the year changes, yet I remain the same. And yet again, the cycle of me being miserable in a new year continues.

[itisthevelaness]

Reality is only here to kill me.

Dreams are the place where I'm truly alive.

[thesefallenembers]

the problem with reading and writing leading to a strong vocabulary is that you tend to know the vibe of words instead of their meanings.

if I used this word in a sentence, would it make sense? absolutely. if you asked me what it meant, could I tell you? absolutely not.

[engulfes]

how do people endure this world without constantly feeling like they have to burst into tears

[itisthevelaness]

'A girl and her everyday headaches'- A book about me.