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I'm so tired of all this.

I hate you. I hate the fact that I can't forget the past. I don't want to live like this.

You know I really am trying to forger about the past. You told me you didn't love me that much before and it killed me. I was shivering and I couldn't even say a word because I wanted to believe that you did. Anyways thank you for the day ❤️

You told me you read everything yesterday. I guess everything I thought and said was true since you had nothing to say. I hate it.

Sometime I feel like you don’t see what I am willing to do for you but instead you only see the effort you make for this relation. The only thing is, effort means nothing if it’s only words. I’d wake up early just to be with you. I’d sacrifice my time just to be with you. I’d make time to see you and bring you food after work because I know you are often hungry and have to go to gym after. I’d do all that and all you have to say is you are trying to spend most of your free time with me. You are trying to make time for me. Well you usually fall asleep when we are together or on your phone. Yeah I understand that it’s hockey etc. but can you sacrifice that for me ? I don’t think so.

I had a beautiful day :)

I was happy. I'm so tired of all this now...

I dont know if Im just being heartless or I dont love you the way I used to anymore. Im not crying for you anymore.

It's been months now and I still feel insecure around you. I always ask myself if your love is worth it because right now, I feel like I am someone who can always be there for you when you need, nothing more. You say you miss me. Is that it? I do so much for you and you only miss me? I would stay up late at night so you can sleep comfortably. I would run to you so your feet won't hurt. I would do ANYTHING so you can be at ease, but you still can't love me do you? Sometimes, I cry on the inside when I am with you because I feel like it is fake or it won't last long. I want to forget you but you won't let me. I want to love you but it's not enough for you. It is so hard for me. I can't compete with all those girls you met. I can't compete with your ex. That, I knew since the day I met you. But I still want to stay by your side. I am stupid for letting myself get hurt like this. I just love you so much I don't want to leave you. I love you so much.

I hardly remember the last time I had a good time with you. The last time you were actually there with me, your presence.

I miss you. I miss the old you. The you that loves me. The you that cares for me. You don't pay any attention to me now. I feel like I don't exist anymore.

I remember when you treated me like a princess.

Tu es égoïste. Je ne peux pas supporter ta manière d'être avec moi. J'ai envie de lâcher prise.

I needed you most but as I can see, I still pass second. Now stop with those sweet words. I don't want to hear them anymore. I'm not your pet anymore.

achievement-hunter

#iwish

Je n'essaye pas de créer des problèmes. Je cherche seulement le meilleur de nous deux. Je ne voulais pas te facher. Je voulais juste etre une bonne blonde pour toi. J'ai l'impression que ça n'est plus le cas. Je m'excuse si je n'arrive pas à te rendre heureux. Je m'excuse de ne pas être celle que tu désirais.

I will do my best without you.

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