Kill Them With Aloha \mn/ @itsalohajustin - Tumblr Blog

I want a relationship where we can get drunk at midnight, just the two of us, and sit up talking and making out all night, and go to the beach at four in the morning. I want someone who’s down for adventure. I want someone who will go camping with me, and boating, and fishing, and travel. I want someone who wants me for life. I want passion that doesn’t burn out.

Being a parent and having depression sucks...

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I’ve ruined a lot of things lately, and I don’t know how to fix them.

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I think I’m done. I try but it’s never enough or it’s never right. I can’t deal with this constant cycle

I just wanna sleep forever

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Everyone needs to see this

you are not here just to fill space or to be a background character in someone else’s movie. consider this:[ nothing would be the same if you did not exist.] every place you have ever been and everyone you have ever spoken to would be different without you. we are all connected, and we are all affected by the decisions and even the existence of those around us.

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All the fucking time

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🌹 advice for a healthy mind 🌹

♡ stay hydrated; water is important when it comes to health, both mental and physical; it’s excellent if you’re wanting clear skin, and it helps with focus

♡ read; a lot of the time, when we’re bored, we head straight to social media – try reading a good old fashioned book instead; it opens up the mind, improves literacy skills, and increase creativity; plus, if you struggle with binging, it’s an excellent distraction

♡ fruits! have them in abundance; most fruits are high in fibre, and are quite filling; fruits are essential for good health, and can quell binges quickly

♡ make art; whether it’s through painting, drawing, writing, or any other creative outlet, make art – it allows you to spill all your thoughts onto something tangible, and aids in clearing the mind, as well as improving mental health

♡ contemplate; take time out of your day to reflect and evaluate; this can be done through prayer, or simply holding silence for ten minutes or so

♡ forgive yourself, and others; clinging onto grudges will make you bitter and resentful; learn to forgive others for their mistakes, and you’ll find yourself feeling freer – forgive yourself too, for your downfalls and your errors; you’re not a bad person

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Mark dancer for red and 1989 did a little interview and talked a little about Taylor. Note most of the interview is sad when he talks about unemployment after 1989 ended 😔 honolulumagazine(.)com/Honolulu-Magazine/June-2017/QA-Mark-Villaver-World-Touring-Dancer/

Q+A: Mark Villaver, World-Touring Dancer

CATCH HONOLULU NATIVE VILLAVER ON “SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE” ON MONDAY, JUNE 12, ON FOX.

You may recognize 26-year-old Mark Villaver, the Kalihi B-boy turned professional dancer, from the 2014 viral video of him and his deaf mother, Emilia Villaver Daquiog, dancing together. Since then, he’s performed with Demi Lovato, Ariana Grande and toured with Taylor Swift during her 1989 World Tour in 2015. Although 2016 was a year of development for the dancer, he’s back in the spotlight and auditioning for season 14 of So You Think You Can Dance.

We spoke to Villaver about going pro, his local roots and working with Taylor Swift. […]

HONOLULU: What happened last year?

Villaver: From 2012 to 2015 I was doing really well, careerwise. I was dancing for artists. I was going on world tours with Taylor Swift. After that, I came off of tour, got my own apartment. [I was] living alone and you know, no job. I’m unemployed. [I sustained] an injury. It was my first time living alone by myself. So that made me feel even lonelier. I started losing myself up in my head. I wasn’t working. […]

HONOLULU: On a lighter note, is there anything you can tell us about working with Taylor Swift?

Villaver: Taylor, the Swifts, we’re all family, we’re all cool. There’s never a bad thing because it’s very chill. I can be chill with them and they love that about me. I can just be the Hawaiian like, “Oh hey, what’s up!” That’s why I’m blessed to be from Hawai‘i, how you raised yeah? So much respect.

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