Jeon Jungkook x Park Jimin ft. Yoongi
Genre: Angst, slight fluff [ mentions about suicide, abuse and self harm]
"Jungkookie guess what" Jimin nudged me. "What?" I asked smiling down at him, "Me and Yoongi are finally official!" Jimin jumped up and down excitedly while holding my arm.
"R-really?" I asked shakily, Jimin eagerly nodded his head, "I'm so happy! We're going on our date later" Jimin said as he showed a wide smile towards me. "Thats great...i guess" I mumbled softly
he never smiled like this before
" How was your date?" I asked Jimin as I took a spoonful of corn flakes and stuffed my mouth with it, "It was wonderful Yoongi is so sweet and with that gummy smile of his" he answered with a wide smile and eyes glistening with adoration.
I chuckled at his cuteness. "sounds nice" I replied as I took gulped down the cup of coffee
"Jungkook, why are you drinking black coffee? You hate it because of how bitter it is"Jimin asked tilting his head to the side
"I thought of trying it out since I never did" I forced a small smile. "okay" Jimin shrugged and continued eating his breakfast
I like how bitter it is since it reminds me of how i feel
"Jimin ah" I called out to him as he stayed focus on this phone, "hm?" he replied back laughing a little as he read the messages his 'boyfriend' sent him. " do you wanna hang out tomorrow? we can go to the mall and get that new ice cream that you wanted to try out" I asked as i turned my body to face him on the couch
"Sorry Kook, but I'm going with Yoongi tomorrow" Jimin said to Jungkook, not even sparing a glance at me. My smile faded and my chest ached "oh..okay" I turned back the other direction i was facing before and stared blankly at the TV.
"where have you been young man!?" My birth giver yelled at me as she slapped me hard on the face. "somewhere away from this place" I glared at her as I rudely answered back. "don't you dare talk to your mother like this!" She yelled and took the metal rod that she used on me whenever she was angry.
I screamed in agony after she was done 'relieving' her anger. "I shouldn't have gave birth to you, Its all your fault that this is all happening!" she screamed as she ran out of the house crying, leaving me on the cold hard ground.
I slowly manage to stand by holding onto old wooden cabinet and leaned against it, I groaned in pain as my back made contact to the wood. "Fuck" I hissed and lifted my hand up and my palm was covered with shattered glass and blood, I looked down and saw my old family picture with the frame cracked.
Tears started to flow out of my eyes as I screamed out loud, not caring if anyone heard me.
I stayed in my room the next day since Jimin was out with Yoongi. I stared blankly out the window as I heard footsteps approaching my room door. "Jungkook", my birth giver said outside the wooden door. "what do you want" I replied coldly.
"I'm leaving Korea. I'll send money to you monthly until you graduate college and-" "just get out" I cut her before she finished her sentence. "you ungrateful piece of shit" she yelled as I heard her walking away and the front door slamming shut.
My eyes were swollen as I held my tears in. she's not worth crying for.
I reached for my phone and searched through my contacts for Jimin
"hyung...can you come over?"
"Jungkook, I told you I'm with Yoongi today" he sounds annoyed
"fine.I'm sorry for bothering"
I ended the call and threw my phone across the room, I held the bed for support as a I stood up shakily walking to the black cabinet. I saw the small blade and picked it up
My arms were covered in both bruises and blood, the blade kept away in the cabinet and was stained with my blood.
I limped out of the room and towards the kitchen. I stopped in place as I was right in front of my brother's room, I entered and everything was still the same. The memories came flowing back in me.
"Hyung!" I ran up to him and hugged his waist tightly as we was taller than me, "come on let's get home, eomma cooked your favourite food to celebrate you graduating from middle school!" he said as he stood up "yay!" i jumped excitedly and ran in front of him, happily just skipping down the side walk.
At that time. things went for the worse.
I ran down the street not realizing there was a truck coming out from the side. "JUNGKOOK!"
I killed my own brother, ever since my parents despised me and never cared nor loved me. My father left my mother because of me and married off to another woman, my mother never once showed loved to me.
I took my phone out and stared at the screen sighing
reminder: Hyung's death anniversary
This is just the first half part of the one shot I wrote on wattpad, but i thought of bringing it here since I’m very well known on wattpad yet :”> I’ll post the other have later today or tomorrow ^^ but let me know how you think about it so far
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