Do the Math

Declan Burke 33 Client Former High School Math teacher Irish

[itsdeclanburke]

Declan. [Will swallows, fidgeting nervously] Toby's come back.

Hm? [Declan looked up at Will, placing his cup of coffee on the table. He took a second to process the information, and as soon as he did, his eyes narrowed a little, and he looked down, locking his jaw] Oh.  

[itsdeclanburke]

willhenderson-dhr:

[Will kept gently rubbing Declan’s back, well aware that he was making things out to be much less complicated than they were, but knowing Declan needed to calm down before they could talk about it properly] Because I love you. I want to be with you. And… [he made a snap decision to admit something he knew would make Declan feel better] He’s a guard. I watched him punish an asset. I think even if you weren’t in the picture I’d be hesitant right now. But I’m serious, I love you. I don’t want to be without you.

But you love him too, buck. [He mumbled, gulping and pressing his eyes shut, wrapping his arms around Will and holding onto his shirt. Will was right, though. Declan did relax a little when he said that Toby was a guard] Did he touch you? [He asked, gritting his teeth, putting his own sadness aside for a moment, desperate to know if Toby had hurt him]

[itsdeclanburke]

Declan. [Will swallows, fidgeting nervously] Toby's come back.

Hm? [Declan looked up at Will, placing his cup of coffee on the table. He took a second to process the information, and as soon as he did, his eyes narrowed a little, and he looked down, locking his jaw] Oh.  

[itsdeclanburke]

willhenderson-dhr:

[Will reacted immediately to the changes in Declan’s expression and countenance. He moved in, slipping his arm around him and rubbing his back slowly, pressing his lips to his cheek] I’m not leaving you, Declan, I’m not leaving you. I won’t. I’m here, I love you. I’m here. [He cradled Declan in his arms, kissing the top of his head]

[Declan let Will hold him, desperately trying to hold onto the words the boy was saying. He felt like his heart was beating way too fast in his chest, and simply buried his face against Will’s neck. He never behaved like that, never behaved so vulnerable. But the fear of losing Will was greater than any sense of pride he could ever have] Why? [He breathed out] Why aren’t you leaving me? I know you love him.

[itsdeclanburke]

Declan. [Will swallows, fidgeting nervously] Toby's come back.

Hm? [Declan looked up at Will, placing his cup of coffee on the table. He took a second to process the information, and as soon as he did, his eyes narrowed a little, and he looked down, locking his jaw] Oh.  

[itsdeclanburke]

willhenderson-dhr:

[Tense, Will nodded his head slowly] Yeah. He’s back. And he’s said he wants to be with me again. [He padded his way forwards, taking a seat next to Declan and reaching for his hand, wanting a little piece of comfort]

[As soon as the words left Will’s mouth, Declan’s eyes went wide, sadness and pain clear in them. He didn’t dare looking up, too scared of letting his lover see how scared he was, nor did he pull his hand away when Will reached for it. He just remained silent and still, unable to focus on something other than keeping himself together]

[itsdeclanburke]

Declan. [Will swallows, fidgeting nervously] Toby's come back.

Hm? [Declan looked up at Will, placing his cup of coffee on the table. He took a second to process the information, and as soon as he did, his eyes narrowed a little, and he looked down, locking his jaw] Oh.  

[itsdeclanburke]

Will was one of the last people to leave the fetish party. He’d looked for Declan through the night, but it had been a big place, and he hadn’t been sure if the man had even gone in the first place, so at around three in the morning when he decided to finally head home, he wasn’t too worried. He figured if he wasn’t there when he got back he’d just wait up for him. It had been a long and fun filled night, though, and he wouldn’t be surprised if Declan had stayed for as long as possible. He wasn’t sure at this point just how many different men he’d been with, but he did know he’d be aching in the morning, with an awful hangover to top it off. As he stumbled drunkenly through the doorway, he noticed a disgustingly distinct mark on his trousers, and headed to the kitchen to wipe it off. That done, he poured himself a large glass of water, and moved into the living room to flop down on the sofa and drink it slowly, brushing his fingers over one of the several large sensitive purple marks on his neck, and smirking about what Declan’s reaction to them might be. 

Declan had decided not to go to the party. He hadn’t been spending a lot of time with Will or Drake lately, actually locking himself in his study and doing some research, calling people, trying to understand a little bit more of everything he was going through, as well as trying to convince his sister that no, she could not spend a month with him. The man had no idea how to deal with Drake’s quietness and Will’s feelings, and that was very frustrating. So he just spent his time there, thinking, reading… He had just left the study to get himself something to eat - the sun would come up soon, but he needed to get some sleep before coming back -, when he noticed Will sitting on the sofa, a hand on his neck, another one holding a glass. He carefully walked up to him, resting his hands on the boy’s shoulders gently, and placing a kiss to the top of his head. “Hello, dear. What are you doing?” The man asked before noticing his outfit. “Uh… Will….? What is that? What are you wearing? He added, walking around the sofa so he could take a seat by the shop. 

[itsdeclanburke]

AU: Genderbend

[drake-holmwood]

[He leans forward and bites Declan’s fingers] You don’t win, but I mean whatever helps you sleep at night. [he shrugs] I wasn’t straight, I mean I went both ways, y’know

[itsdeclanburke]

Ouch! [He pulled his fingers back, making a face] Don’t do that! [Declan pouted lightly] Drake, the day I lose a bet like that, I will give you the right to... Well, pick a little punishment that I have to go through. [He winked before nodding] Oh. Okay. That’s nice, buck. Didn’t know that. So you’ve been with a lot of women?

[lilydenmanwotna]

Fine. Maisie it is. [Will shook his head, laughing it off as they entered the house and he immediately unbuttoned the shorts and pulled them off, revealing red lines where they’d had dug into him] Ugh, [He mumbled] Fucking ridiculous.

[itsdeclanburke]

I like the wee one. She is a lot like you when you were a student. [He said, nodding a little as they walked into the house. Declan closed the door and locked it, and as he turned to look at Will, his eyes landed on the red lines on his skin. Shaking his head in disapproval, Declan approached him and gently touched the lines, looking into Will’s eyes] Go upstairs and lie down. I’ll get out of this costume and take care of you, aye? [He said gently, placing a soft peck to Will’s lips and pulling his hand back, smiling] I’ll be with you in a minute.

[itsdeclanburke]

your prodigal son is talking to the devil again

I... I’m not entirely sure who you are talking about...

[itsdeclanburke]

Sorry I just get distracted sometimes.  (he shrugged) I’m good really.  (he licked his lips) Probably just hungry to you know..it happens.  I just don’t like being the spotlight you know?  (He looked between each man)

[Declan watched him with narrowed eyes for a moment, before sighing and leaning back on his seat, resting his hands on the table] Alright, then. Let’s order some food. [He said, gesturing for a waiter to approach]

donaldiv

[itsdeclanburke]

AU: Genderbend

[drake-holmwood]

It’ll never be won by you, because Wills not some kind of perv [He knows it’s childish but sticks his tongue out] Yeah, duh [he says] Back during like regular life? And they were all way prettier than you

[itsdeclanburke]

[Declan raised a brow and held Drake’s tongue with his index finger and thumb, smirking proudly] Don’t wanna hear about this anymore, buck. We all know I win and you get to have a lovely show. Now, about you and girls... I didn’t know you have been with women... Were you straight, buck?

[itsdeclanburke]

(Liam shows up at Declan's door clearly shitfaced and still holding a bottle of beer in his hand) DDDDECCLANNNN!!! Come fuuuckkkkkkkk meee! M'allll ready forr yaaaa!! (He snorts and giggles as he sways)

[Declan had just taken a shower and was doing his laundry, dressed in his boxers and a pair of jeans, when he heard Liam’s voice. Frowning in concern, the man quickly made his way to the front door and opened it, raising his eyebrows at the sight] Hey, buck… You okay? Oh! Don’t fall… [He wrapped his hand around Liam’s arm and gently held him in place, steadying him as best as he could]

enslaveddurning

[enslaveddurning]

(Sensing how well he was doing, Liam continued to suck, taking more of Declan in.  He gurgled and hummed as he massaged the man’s balls knowing he was closer to bringing the man to climax)

[itsdeclanburke]

[He felt the familiar pressure building up in his lower stomach and let out a growl] Buck... I’m close... [Declan warned, arching his back a little, his eyes pressed shut in pleasure]

[enslaveddurning]

[Bumping into Liam, Declan didn't even have time to be surprised before he grinned] Hey, buck! I was looking for you. Where have you been?

(Liam was jostled a bit before he grinned at the man) hey Declan! Sorry I haven’t really been around. (He blushed) I’ve been with my..my boyfriend. How about you?

[enslaveddurning]

Alfie?  Wait what?  Alfie’s my friend and I don’t feel right just ditching him for my new boyfriend.  (He flushed) No I do care about Don he’s not just a sugar daddy…I don’t want him to buy me all of that stuff he just keeps doing it anyways.  (He shivered as Declan kissed his jaw) Sometimes…(He nodded a little) Sleep isn’t always easy I guess.  (He blushed) Oh no I don’t mind really..its important for his business to do well.  I can wait, I mean its not like i’m going anywhere.

[itsdeclanburke]

[Declan made a face, shaking his head] Never mind. Enough about that. Although I love seeing you blush, this conversation will lead us nowhere. [He said] Sleeping seems to be a common problem on this island. They should probably hire more psychiatrists to check on these sleep disorders everyone seems to get. [The man said] Buck. Listen. Work can wait. Spice things up. Make him be late, make him miss work, I don’t care what you do, I’m just suggesting something. 

[arin-levander]

Study Sessions | Declan & Arin

[arin-levander]

“And what if I’m not ready to start over? Hm? How about you and everyone else stop trying to shove down my throat what I should and should not feel every second of the day. I don’t need you telling me to move on, and I don’t need you to tell me that I’m pitiful, because I already know all of that. But I don’t want to let him go. You told me before that you didn’t understand love, and that’s fine, but I did. And I knew what it meant to me to finally have it. Now it’s gone. And I deserve to be given to damn time of day to handle that however the hell I want, without people treating my relationship like it meant nothing.” Arin swallowed and wiped his eyes roughly. “Thanks for trying. But I don’t need it.”

[itsdeclanburke]

“I’m not saying any of that. Listen, buck... I tried so many things with you, and you won’t even give me a chance. You can only see problems and complications that don’t even exist! I understand that you are upset. Just remember that I didn’t do anything wrong. I’m just trying to help. Now, if I’m so terrible at doing that, I apologize, but I am trying.” He said, sighing in frustration, trying to hold back the spike of anger that threatened to rise in his chest. Walking to the door, Declan positioned himself in front of it and watched the other. “It’s your choice. You can do whatever you want. But I am not letting you leave this house until you prove to me that you are stable enough to do so. I don’t care what kind of bullshit you will say because I just used those words, I don’t care what kind of fucked up shit you will tell me. I’m not gonna be nice to you right now, Arin. I am trying, but all I see is you hitting on the same key every single time you say something. Things change, buck. Unfortunately, things that were not supposed to change, sometimes do. And in this case, you have to change as well.” He said seriously. 

[lilydenmanwotna]

Shit, sorry. Sansa. It’s Sansa. [Will laughed out loud, rolling his eyes as he walked forwards to unlock the door of the house] Aw, come on. She’s so fluffy and warm. If you let her lie on you it’s like having a gigantic teddy bear.

[itsdeclanburke]

Nope! You said it! Nessie! [He grinned, watching the other open the door] She is huge! I would rather have a different gigantic teddy bear lying on me. [Declan added with a little smirk, wrapping his arms around Will’s middle and placing a gentle kiss to his neck, before letting go with a chuckle] I’ll let you bring the wee one and that’s my final offer. [He said, walking into the house]

[manny-henderson]

Who: Declan & Manny Where: Diran Superhero Party When: May 18th

“What are you gonna do, carve it onto my face?” Manny snorted. “I think you’re getting a little too into the Joker, Decky-bear.” 

[itsdeclanburke]

“Perhaps...” He took a step closer, using a hand to inspect Manny’s lips, as if he was measuring how far he could cut. “Or maybe I just got a little too into Declan for a while.”

[finn-winchester]

Sure I’ll get you a front row seat. [Finn snorted.] Busy how? What could possibly render him so occupied he can’t even mention my awesome existence? [He huffed, looking offended for a moment.] It is kinda awkward, yeah. And yes, I absolutely do deserve a crown, please get me one. [The blond smirked before shaking his head.] I should’ve figured. Sex ed? 

[itsdeclanburke]

Perfect. [He chuckled] Oh, buck. So naïve... [Declan teased, ruffling the other’s hair playfully] It must be. I can’t imagine what it would be like if Will’s father was still around. I tried talking to him, but he wasn’t up for much talk. Oh, you do? A crown, huh? Alright. I’ll get you one. What will you give me in return, though? [The man asked, raising a brow and laughing softly] Well, there was Math involved. But there was also sex and... Education.

[itsdeclanburke]

Sansa shat in the bed. I'm sorry, I don't think it's safe to take the dogs outside. I've locked them in the spare room now, and I think we should keep them there. They're really not coping well.

Sansa did what…? [Declan mumbled, running his hands through his hair] Aye. We won’t let them out. We… Uh… Are they scared? [He asked, wrapping his arms around Will’s middle and pulling him close, hiding his face against the boy’s hair]

willhenderson-dhr

[lilydenmanwotna]

[Will was so relieved when Declan was back inside the safety of the house he didn’t really focus on what the man was saying for a few moments. He wasn’t surprised, really, that he was still unhappy, even when he’d said he’d tell him everything. The problem was, he thought, Declan didn’t get it, he never would, not without being an asset himself and experiencing the constant fear of being thrown back into the cells] Declan. [He realised he still had a tight grip on his arm where he’d almost tried to drag Declan inside, and slowly loosened his grip] Declan… [He let his arm drop to his side] It’s so much more complicated than you understand. Toby wasn’t only my boyfriend, just like you aren’t. He was my entire life. I’m a slave, and you’re the only thing keeping me safe. I didn’t just lose my boyfriend, I lost my safety net, and you– [His voice quivered slightly] You have no idea how terrifying that is. I can tell you… [He paused] I can tell you, but I’m scared. [His voice broke, and his lip started to shake violently] I’m scared you’ll leave me like he did, if I tell you.

[itsdeclanburke]

[Declan hadn’t even noticed that the boy still had a firm grip around his arm. He was so focused on what he was saying, so focused on trying to read Will’s reaction, that when the boy released him his eyes went lightly wide. The man quickly glanced down at his arm and licked his lips, nodding shortly before facing Will again. He listened to him in silence, doing the best he could to understand what his lover was feeling. The sadness in Will’s voice was absolutely heartbreaking, and Declan couldn’t help but step forward, wrapping his arm around the other’s body once his lips trembled] Shh... I’m not gonna leave you. I promise, Will. I’m not. You... Can’t you see how I’ve changed? For the first time, I’m the one wanting to have a touchy-feeling conversation. I’m the one trying to talk instead of... Of ignoring the issue. I know, I remember you wanted me to change, wanted me to be meaner, but... Will, [He breathed deeply and cupped the boy’s face, pulling back just enough to look at him] I love you. I can’t help it. I am in love with you, Henderson. Is that hard to believe?