ladies and gentlemen, we are floating in space

only fools rush in.

[itsfuckingridiculous]

Have we lost the magic that we once had?

It's the price I guess  For the lies I've told  That the truth it no longer thrills me  And why can't we laugh?  When it's all we have  Have we put these childish things away?  Have we lost the magic that we once had?  In the end, in the end  There's nothing more to life than love, is there?  In the end, in the end  It's time for us to lose our weary minds  Will you dance with me?  Like we used to dance  And remember how to move together 

You are the torch  And it all makes sense  I've waited here for you forever  I've waited here for you forever  In the end, in the end  There's nothing more to life than love, is there?  In the end, in the end  It's time for us to lose our weary minds  We're lost 'til we learn how to ask  We're lost 'til we learn how to ask  We are lost 'til we learn how to ask  So please, please just ask  In the end, in the end  There's nothing more to life than love, is there?  In the end, in the end  It's time for us to lose our weary minds  There's nothing more to life than love, is there?

[itsfuckingridiculous]

my body is a cage.

where's the chemistry? where's the passion?

is this love or is this comfortability?

day in and day out my feelings change. fuck that. hour by hour my feelings change. 

i feel like i'm so in love with you and happy and then a wave of something, whatever it is, comes over me and suddenly i don't even like you. i don't enjoy our conversations or lack there of. i don't enjoy your touch or affection. 

there's a fine line between love and hate and i'm sitting on the fence. swaying back and forth, and i don't know why.

i'm really sorry.

[itsfuckingridiculous]

believe me i can pretend because i've studied the masks.

why are you doing this? are you sure this is what you want?

no, but i'm doing it anyways.

why are you going to torture yourself? are you sure you're not making a mistake?

no, but i'm doing it anyways.

i haven't cried yet. i think it's because i don't actually believe it's the end. 

what if it is? what if you've gone too far this time?

than i'll deal with it then.

what if you miss him? what if he moves on?

than i'll deal with it then.

i think "then" is going to be one hell of a day.

me too.

[itsfuckingridiculous]

tell me where i've come undone.

How do you ever really know what love is? Am I actually in love? Do I feel as strongly about you as you do me? Is our love as strong as theirs? Is this something I should know? Does questioning this mean more than i think it does?

All these questions that will forever remain unanswered.

Maybe I'm OK with that though. Maybe these are the questions that should always be tested in relationships, or maybe I'm making excuses for feeling this way.

I don't want to be with you all the time.

I don't think about you all the time.

I can picture my life without you.

I would miss you.

I can't imagine being with anyone else.

I need you in my life one way or the other.

Tell me where i've come undone, because right now I don't know who we are and what we're fighting for. Tell me this is real and I'll try to believe you. Tell me what I feel and I'll trust you.