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[itsjamesstan]

okay i could really use a hand finding this fic.

it was a bucky barnes x reader., reader lived across the hallway and was a teacher (i think??). bucky was babysitting for peggy and steve. his niece (peggy and steve’s daughter) grew fond of reader after reader helped with calming her down after she had a meltdown when her parents left. it was broken into a few parts — by day i believe. reader ended up spending much of the weekend with them, they had breakfast, i think they went out for the day as well (??)

it was such a beautiful fic and i’ve always been able to find it but it seems like it’s vanished and im dreading finding out that it’s been deleted or the blog has been deactivated.

so if anyone know it and can offer some help finding it, i would be so grateful!!

[tofuonfaiya]

I believe the fic is Seven-Thirty by @/nacho-bucky !!

[itsjamesstan]

YES IT IS!!! thank you so much!! 🤩🤩

[itsjamesstan]

okay i could really use a hand finding this fic.

it was a bucky barnes x reader., reader lived across the hallway and was a teacher (i think??). bucky was babysitting for peggy and steve. his niece (peggy and steve’s daughter) grew fond of reader after reader helped with calming her down after she had a meltdown when her parents left. it was broken into a few parts — by day i believe. reader ended up spending much of the weekend with them, they had breakfast, i think they went out for the day as well (??)

it was such a beautiful fic and i’ve always been able to find it but it seems like it’s vanished and im dreading finding out that it’s been deleted or the blog has been deactivated.

so if anyone know it and can offer some help finding it, i would be so grateful!!

[itsjamesstan]

any evan buckley fans that could help me find a fic about reader who works in a cafe/restaurant and when they’re opening (i believe) by themselves they get stuck in the walk in fridge. it had a faulty door. obviously the 118 come to break them out. its from a while ago. i’ve just been looking for it for a couple months and finally relented and am asking for some help.

[itsjamesstan]

i can't keep losing fics like this! again i must rally the incredible call of duty fan base for some help finding a fic i unliked with the intention of reblogging but then refreshed the page before successfully reblogging.

i know more about this one though! it was a poly 141 fic, reader was new to the force and was a dog/wolf hybrid and soap was also a dog/wolf hybrid (i don't entirely remember which one). the rest i think were human. essentially at the beginning reader is all jealous because they're watching soap get all the pets and nuzzles from the team and i. believe gaz spots them almost glaring at the scene of soap being pet and tells the others which leads down this road of misunderstanding . reader has been hiding that they're a hybrid from the force because they don't really physically present as one so the force didn't know they were a hybrid and reader never told them because 'reasons'. eventually they found out but i think it's because reader potentially asks to be transferred but i'm not sure. if anybody recognises that, you'd be saving my brain. i read it in like sept/oct of last year so it might be a bit of a tricky find.

EDIT: FOUND BY @agirlwholoveslove (thank you so so much 🤍)

Post by @rawme-price

💬 49  🔁 211  ❤️ 3592 · Idk if you already done this but wolf!reader watching price give belly rubs to wolf!soap and getting jealous… :D To

[itsjamesstan]

oh my goodness i think im going crazy…

i stated reading a tf141 fic about being caught in bed with the 141 and didn’t like it to bookmark it like i always do when i got busy and when i went back onto the app — it refreshed the app and i lost it. i’ve had a hunt and done a search using those key words but to no avail. all i can remember was that it was about being caught in the 141’s bed. i don’t think it was mature content but it also could have been 18+ — each member of the task force had their own drabble/story but it was in a singular post. it went ghost and then price but that’s all i remember because that’s when i got disturbed. i wish i remember the contents of ghost’s but i think my brain was too preoccupied which is another reason i want to find it. to re-read what i already started and actually take it but to finish the rest of it as well.

it might be a long shot but if anyone knows what i’m talking about that would be great. or even has a vague clue — you’d be saving my brain from making me think i made it up.

[itsjamesstan]

FOUND IT (well the author found this post) — THANKS @sheepispink

Post by @sheepispink

💬 4  🔁 145  ❤️ 2653 · getting caught in the 141s beds :)) · (sfw, suggestive remarks) —— Ghost You were injured and he hated it. Out of t

[itsjamesstan]

oh my goodness i think im going crazy…

i stated reading a tf141 fic about being caught in bed with the 141 and didn’t like it to bookmark it like i always do when i got busy and when i went back onto the app — it refreshed the app and i lost it. i’ve had a hunt and done a search using those key words but to no avail. all i can remember was that it was about being caught in the 141’s bed. i don’t think it was mature content but it also could have been 18+ — each member of the task force had their own drabble/story but it was in a singular post. it went ghost and then price but that’s all i remember because that’s when i got disturbed. i wish i remember the contents of ghost’s but i think my brain was too preoccupied which is another reason i want to find it. to re-read what i already started and actually take it but to finish the rest of it as well.

it might be a long shot but if anyone knows what i’m talking about that would be great. or even has a vague clue — you’d be saving my brain from making me think i made it up.

[itsjamesstan]

okay i finally got around to reading "Lover of Mine" by @sulfurcosmos first of all, it has to be said: perfection!! however, it's not the one i was looking for! i don't actually think i've ever read this one before but i highly recommend it, i literally sat down this evening after work and plowed straight through it! loved it!

here's the description of the fic i was looking for: "i read a bang chan x reader smau (i believe) gosh it was a while ago maybe even a year or two ago. the basic premise was reader and chan used to be friends and they both applied for music school i think or a specific music program that required them to submit an original song as part of the application. they became “enemies” because instead of his own song chan had attached reader’s song to his application. they eventually make up over the course of the story but i just can’t for the life of me remember exactly how it ends because i don’t think i had the privilege of finishing it before life happened and i stopped coming on tumblr often."

does anyone know what it is. i keep finding similar college au smau but not the specific one i'm looking for. maybe i'm making things up and it doesn't actually exist but i remember reading it so vividly. even a message or comment to say i'm not going crazy would be much appreciated.

[itsjamesstan]

okay can someone help?? i read a bang chan x reader smau (i believe) gosh it was a while ago maybe even a year or two ago. the basic premise was reader and chan used to be friends and they both applied for music school i think or a specific music program that required them to submit an original song as part of the application. they became “enemies” because instead of his own song chan had attached reader’s song to his application. they eventually make up over the course of the story but i just can’t for the life of me remember exactly how it ends because i don’t think i had the privilege of finishing it before life happened and i stopped coming on tumblr often.

if any body knows what fic i’m talking about or can just tell me that i’m not making things up that would be much appreciated!!

edit: FOUND - Lover of Mine by @sulfurcosmos found by @143hyunes (i can’t thank you enough 🥰)

[itsjamesstan]

https://www.tumblr.com/itsjamesstan/763639353363890176/i-think-im-going-insane-there-was-a-bucky?source=share

I'm pretty sure the person who wrote it deactivated their acc !

that explains the broken link and why it’s basically disappeared into thin air — thank you so much!!

[itsjamesstan]

i think i’m going insane — there was a bucky barnes corpse bride au that was written a while ago and i had a link to it save in my drafts but for some reason when i click it — the link is broken. i’ve been looking for well over two weeks now and i can find it and i think i’ve just made the whole thing up?? does anyone know what this fix may be or am i making things up??

edit: thanks to this ask it was proven that i’m not going crazy but the author deactivated their account

[itsjamesstan]

heyyy so i’m looking for a fic series if anyone can help. it’s a fic series my friend recommended to me to kind of encourage me to read acotar — lol it worked.

anyway it’s a azriel x reader fic and basically azriel is sent to the day court by rhysand because of elain i believe and he’s basically exiled there. reader kind of as i think an emissary for helion is the one encouraging him to take care of himself, getting him food, socialising and hanging out with him, reader even tried their hand at training because he said that was his hobby. they eventually fall in love and have a picnic under the stars and it’s all cute and stuff. then rhysand comes to get azriel to let him know he can come home and he leaves without letting reader know. reader is heartbroken and sent to one of the villages to kind of work through the heartache. azriel comes to find her and they make up and it’s all cute.

i know that’s a lot but if anyone knows what i’m talking about let me know 🥰

edit: FOUND thanks to @meandmysillywriting and the author @milswrites

[itsjamesstan]

heyyy so i’m looking for a fic series if anyone can help. it’s pretty old i wanna say and it’s got an enhanced reader. reader is a soul reader or something — the ability is hereditary through the women of reader’s family and i also think it’s a soulmate au. basically reader can see lines that show the different relationships between people based on their colour — i’ve been looking for it for a little while but i’m stumped. i thought i’d re logged and saved it on my main blog but apparently not.

edit: lemme add some more context: i distinctly remember the recurring theme of the breaking down of a wall. so reader is physically breaking down this mental wall that bucky has going on.

EDIT: it’s called “soul reader” by @jamie-leah — took forever but you don’t give up on great fanfics

[itsjamesstan]

okay so i’m looking for a fic that i read a very long time ago and i can’t find it anymore and i’m not sure if the writer deactivated and that’s why i can’t find it or it’s just buried because it’s a little a lot older

it’s an elijah mikaelson x reader fic and it’s a series

all i really remember is that the reader was human, had a friend who was a vampire but reader didn’t know, said vampire attacks reader in one of the parts and elijah can’t help because he’s not been invited in to her apartment. that sequence is probably what remains with me most.

if anyone knows what i’m talking about or bas also heard of the fic so i don’t think i’m going crazy let me know

edit: FOUND with the help of @cs-please

[itsjamesstan]

@majo240820 replied to your post:

I try to find it. Ugh. I remember it really well, he was engaged to Wanda and the reader in the segment tell her to break up the engagement and she did. So he "bump" into her in a coffee shop with Steve, and they started dating, I think at first she didn't want to. But as always Natasha meddling in people's business kinda convince her. Natasha started dating Steve. And she give Bucky a chance but she was getting threat letters from someone at the same time.

Then shit hits the fan and she discovered who bucky really is. And obviously get mad, and in the last segment before she quits natasha AGAIN meddle in her business and try to fix things in the show. She quits. Natasha takes the show. And at the end maria was the crazy one hahaha she tried to kill the reader

And ofc she forgives bucky and they live happily ever after

Yes, that's exactly it! Oh my goodness it was such a rollercoaster ride but I'll have to keep looking. Thank you for confirming that I didn't make it up.

[itsjamesstan]

update; i found it

here’s the link if anyone wants to read it as well (thank you @majo240820 for the extra details i forgot that really helped me narrow things down and find it)

https://justsomebucky.tumblr.com/post/158605671273/the-only-exception

The Only Exception (Part 1)

Summary: AU. Reader is given the task of running a popular love advice internet show when her coworker is fired. Her cynical attitude towa

[itsjamesstan]

@majo240820 replied to your post:

I try to find it. Ugh. I remember it really well, he was engaged to Wanda and the reader in the segment tell her to break up the engagement and she did. So he "bump" into her in a coffee shop with Steve, and they started dating, I think at first she didn't want to. But as always Natasha meddling in people's business kinda convince her. Natasha started dating Steve. And she give Bucky a chance but she was getting threat letters from someone at the same time.

Then shit hits the fan and she discovered who bucky really is. And obviously get mad, and in the last segment before she quits natasha AGAIN meddle in her business and try to fix things in the show. She quits. Natasha takes the show. And at the end maria was the crazy one hahaha she tried to kill the reader

And ofc she forgives bucky and they live happily ever after

Yes, that's exactly it! Oh my goodness it was such a rollercoaster ride but I'll have to keep looking. Thank you for confirming that I didn't make it up.

[itsjamesstan]

okay so i’m looking for a fic

i’m pretty sure it’s a firefighter au where reader takes over a love advice segment and bucky initially meets up with her with ulterior motives.

it ends in some stalking from the previous host who had been fired and a happy ending of course

can anyone help?

[itsjamesstan]

i’ve been working on revamping my blog and i’ve been trying to bookmark and find fics that i love and want to share when my blog is up and running again but i can’t seem to find one. any help would be very much appreciated.

it’s a bucky x reader (i mean i think that may be a little self explanatory) it’s a fem!reader i’m pretty sure though i don’t think it’s really specified so it may be a gn!reader. the reader is enhanced with healing abilities but rather than the person just being healed - the injury/wound is transferred to the reader. The reader hasn’t told the rest of the avengers this.

They’ve been trying to convince Bucky to let them help him with his arm pain but he doesn’t want to be a burden until one day it gets real bad and that’s the start of the romance blossoming I suppose you could say.

Everything is going great until Steve gets badly injured on a mission, I think he was shot a couple times, and she hesitantly accepts Bucky’s plea to help Steve. Obviously this ends up landing her in the med bay but they end up fine.

That was so long winded but that’s as much as I could remember. I remember really liking it and would absolutely love to add it to a rec list once i finish revamping my blog!!

edit: FOUND with none other than the author’s ( @wkemeup ) help!! honestly though read all of kas’ stuff — what a wordsmith we have in our presence!!