i'm lost in my own backyard

Thinking 'bout everything 'n nothin' at the same time

[itskandykane]

intro?

idk man i see like a bunch of people have little intro posts so I thought i'd hop on the bandwagon instead of doing hw Hi! I'm Kandy, at least on tumblr

This blog will consist mostly of just me rambling and things I like ig, maybe some art, POSSIBLY some writing.

I love to do art and sometimes I write (ie. twice a year). I mainly like to write poetry since I don't have to worry about grammar.

I am part of my schools marching band as a Colorguard member. I loveeeee guard soo much.

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Some things I like :

Formula 1

Gravity falls

Percy Jackson verse

Osemanverse

Anything @mercymermaid creates

I'm only really very knowledgable formula one

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Fun facts about me ig idrk:

Im an enfp

my favorite books are "Solitaire"' by alice oseman and "the Language of Flowers" by Vanessa Diffenbaugh.

My favorite song is "I wouldn't mind" by heiswe

fall is my favorite season

I am in the air force jrotc program at my school

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You can find me on Ao3 under kancantwrite, there isn't and probably won't ever be anything on there.

i also post art on my insta @ frootkabab

[itskandykane]

“so what does gasoline taste like?”

“like dying”

- my mother

she used to siphon gas out of my grandfathers vehicle for her little moped back in her day

[itskandykane]

I’m out here cramming for my AP tests and my mom comes in to say good night and I make a joke (like one does in times of crisis) and say “WE are getting 4s on these” and she said

“i don’t care what you get, just don’t lose your mind over it”

thought i was gonna cry

[itskandykane]

Mexican Restaurants are the most diverse places.

change my mind

[itskandykane]

just finished watching dead poets society for the first time and i know he dies i went into this knowing this fact and yet i still bawled my eyes out

he just wanted to be an actor

[itskandykane]

i think one day caring is going to get me in trouble

[loveridden1999]

maybe if i keep ignoring this feeling of impending doom it'll go away

[itskandykane]

the sun is shining, i’m drinking baja blast, i got to leave school early, i’ve marked TWO things off my check list

maybe everything in the world isn’t terrible

[itskandykane]

i used to think i got seasonal depression (or anxiety in my case) cause id get really anxious and nervous and just overall stressed for no reason, but it’s winter break, im in a tropical country (my family’s home country) and i still feel like the demons inside are stewing a soup of unpleasantries and anxieties… the horrors continue to persist 😔

this too shall pass ❤️‍🩹

[itskandykane]

i’ve gotten to the point of my life where i think “i just need to get through tomorrow” and im young so this is concerning VERY concerning

anyways!!

[itskandykane]

i know how to crochet, knit, embroider, sew, skateboard, bike, bake, cook, paint, draw, write, read, analyze, do arithmetic, grow flowers, grow vegetables, make stamps, use power tools, do henna, use makeup, do hair, paint nails, drive cars, speak a langaage, make friends, make enemies, take photos, solve problems, do experiments, write code, throw pottery and build furniture.

am i the best at these things?

hell nah

but it’s a privilege to know

[itskandykane]

there’s a fox outside my window that like screaming and crap and it’s terrifying cause if you didn’t know their screams sound like human screams a bit and this is not helpful when trying to sleep and it’s not stopping and i lowk feel bad cause like why is it screaming so much

[itskandykane]

“i pray that when you graph that you get an answer the first time” kindest thing anyone has ever said to me by far

[speedlimit15]

Night time is the best because you get to drink nightwater which has 10% bonus benefits and deliciousness when compares to daywater

[itskandykane]

guys i’m so happy lando did it!!! and oscar did so well too!!!! like P3 in a championship in only his 3rd season???? dude i’m literally so excited for next season 🔥🔥

[itskandykane]

i’m gonna fight mclaren, what was this strategy 😭😭

[itskandykane]

i hate daylight savings cause why is it so dark all of a sudden

now how am i gonna get work done

it’s basically bedtime