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MOVING DAY 

The craziest thing happened overnight and guess what I’M MOVING !!!!! So I crashed after prom. I mean after all that fun, who wouldn’t? (lol) I don’t even remember how I made it up the stairs to my room.

Well this morning to my surprise I wake up to an empty house. I ran to every room while yelling my step-mother and step-sister name, and got no replies. I walk towards the front door to find a note. The note says “We are out, we can’t make the rent. You always wanted to be on your own, so here is your chance. Best of Luck. Signed Your Wicked Step-Mom (lol)”. 

Who does that? They were such horrible people I was glad they were gone but what do I do now? I am still a kid. So, what does a kid do????? She calls her besti (lol). Briana tells her mom what took place and now I’m moving in with them. They already treated like family, this is going to be perfect. 

that’s Briana at the door ........BYYYYEEEE!!!!! 

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THE BEST NIGHT EVER--- PROM 

I had a stretch limo waiting on me curbside. I hop in to find my besti Briana taking pics on snap showing off her cotton candy colored grown. She looked marvelous and I was stunning. I had on all gold and I owed the night.  We laughed, we danced, and we took plenty of pictures. As my dad used to say “Always take pictures they will last forever”. Now I know he meant take pictures physically and mentally because tonight will always be a night to remember. 

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JUELZ

You can’t tell your nothing tonight! My life changed in the blink of a eye, thanks to my GODMOTHER. 

She really came through tonight for your girl and made my dreams come true. Let me tell you a little about my GOD-mother. Her name is Juelz she was my mother’s best friend and was also there at my birth. My mom and dad didn’t really get alone so, they split up when I was 3 years old. My parents basically shared me through joint custody. So, most of the time I spent went my mom and Juelz because she stayed with us. I only spent weekends with my dad but, those weekends were great. By the time I turned 11 years old my mother had became ill and all of a sudden she passed. We found out later she had been diagnosed with cancer during the last stage. She kept the news to herself to keep from worrying us because that’s how she was. 

Juelz remained in my life at the time until my dad went and asked for full custody, since my mom had passed. I had no problem going with him because that was my dad and we always had the best times together. As for Juelz, I knew she wanted what was best for me and she knew he was a great dad. So, she helped me packed and I moved with him. I haven’t seen her since that day.

I had always wondered where she was, then boom she just appears.

She is ready to help me get all dolled up. With Juelz and the help of a few of her friends my fit for prom turned out to be “DA BOMB”. I mean what teenager you know with RED BOTTOMS? Ummmmm... ME (lol)

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How could I forget about prom?

I been in this restroom for over 30 minutes. I know Briana is going to come looking for me in a few. I got to get it together. 

How could I forget about prom? Prom is a teenage girl’s biggest day, it’s like our wedding right?  I don’t even have any help. I can’t ask my step-mother, she acts like she can’t stand me. 

I moved into the house with them when I was 12. I had met them along time ago but my dad always told me him and her were only friends. I guess it’s because he knew I would get mad if I knew he actually like her. I can’t lie I was a spoil child, since my dad didn’t stay with me growing up he always made sure I had it all. Whenever they got married and I had to move in, is when I noticed a change. Not only was I spoiled but he had my step-mother and step-sister spoiled. All these spoiled women in one house, nah ain’t going to work. But, we held it together by the grace of GOD and my dad (lol). We still were able to spend time together but she always tried to make it about her and her daughter. I think se really hated me and my dad’s relationship. Now, that he’s gone the wolf has definitely came out of the sheep’s clothing. 

This is why I can’t go to her for help. So, now who can I call on? NO ONE

I really don’t know what to do right now... Maybe I just won’t go!

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That’s My BESTIE!!!!

I love my best BRIANA. She is the best ever. She is the only other person I love other than my dad. Whenever I need someone to talk to she is my go to person and I never have to worry about hearing it again. Since, I’ve loss my dad I feel like she is the only person who makes me feel like I have a purpose. It’s crazy how deep it is. 

She knew I was down today before I even said a word...

That’s my best friend for life. 

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OMG !! Late again!!! I was so tired from cleaning all night I forgot to set my alarm. Now I have to run and jump on this stank city bus to get to school. The only fun part about the bus ride is seeing the junkies fussing over seats. I know I need some good vibes in my life, if I think that’s funny.

I’m here 

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My name should be Cinderella

After a long day of school.... I have to come home and clean the entire house ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! This can’t be life?  What happen to the life of a teenage girl? Who knows because I’ve never had the chance to enjoy life. Only if my dad was here to save me from this horrible lifestyle I’ve been sucked into. The only good thing about today is walking into my room and turning on my music... 

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I hate it here!!!!

Ever since my dad died I’ve been stuck with my step-mother and wicked step-sister. It all came to the light when my dad passed, so it was always in them. At my dad’s funeral as they lower his casket into the ground, I just stood at edge of the opening thinking to myself “Dad, don’t leave me like this”. Sept 3rd was the day he died but Sept 10th (his burial), is the day I felt like something died in me. I knew I would never see my dad again and now I was stuck living with these terrible people. 

Should I runaway? Where would I go? Who house could I go to? 

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If Heaven had a visitation day.....

Have you ever wished that you could talk to a love one who passed away? I have and that person is my dad. If heaven had a telephone I would tell him how much i miss him and how much I need him right now. Growing up I never had to worry about no one being there for me because you always showed up. Now I feel like I’m lost our here without. Only if heaven had visiting hours I would spend all my days with you.