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Closed Monaka Towa from Dangan Ronpa RP Blog.

[itsmonaka-blog]

This bitch still gives no shits of the world falling apart around her.

[twinaegis-deactivated20180704]

► —— It was proving to be difficult to find friendly faces in unfamiliar places. Her legacy and prior interaction with Kirigiri Kyouko had left her (presumably) in a situation where people she already knew were either already wary of her or would soon be. There were plenty of new pawns ripe for the taking in a place like this, but even the woman that murdered her own sister sought some kind of pre-established familiarity.

Enter Monaka. One of the brats she’d ‘saved’. Kindness and love was something that could be weaponized, and she’d done that with them in the end. Monaka wasn’t that dumb, however, and Junko in kind had realized that. The two of them were merely playing along with each other’s acts. 

“Lookie here, if it isn’t Monaka-chan after all this time!” She practically hummed the greeting, stepping up behind a familiar wheelchair and ruffling familiar green hair. “I see you grew a little bit? You’re looking very pretty!” Some flattery to spice up the question that would follow. “How would you like to help your pretty onee-chan with an upcoming project?”

@itsmonaka

[itsmonaka-blog]

No one has ever loved the girl known as Monaka Towa. Before her very birth, she was already just some unwanted thing. Even in her earliest years, Monaka had it already figured that all out. It was obvious from all their actions. Just so boringly obvious. A heart already born twisted, was put under pressure until it no longer craved love at all. At that point, all the bastard child wanted was to survive. By whatever means necessary.  After accomplishing that, her life held no other goals than holding off boredom. The twisted child’s world was an utterly gray and dull one, devoid of any purpose. Right up until that fateful day where she met the Ultimate Despair. A beautiful woman who could see right through to Monaka’s rotten core and not give predictable hatred, pathetic pity or some crap like that. Just see something to use. Monaka herself really couldn’t explain exactly why or how, but she truly loved Junko Enoshima with all her heart from that very first meeting. So the smile that came to Monaka’s face once she heard her savior’s voice was the most genuine one she had in a very long time.

“Nya-haha~. You’re gonna make Monaka blush, onee-chan!” Though she was caught very by surprise, in response to the compliment, Monaka slipped on her cheery mask in an instant. “Anything for my beautiful Junko-onee-chan! This place was getting kind of dull anyways.” Even if Monaka had previously sworn off hope and despair... she didn’t want to disappoint her.

[itsmonaka-blog]

alchemicalvariable:

Varian raised a brow in confusion as the girl put her hands around his. He couldn’t really feel it through his glove, but it was still a bizarre gesture.

“Uh, wait, you are? That’s great, I don’t usually–don’t usually meet people who have the same interest, I would love to compare notes–though, you’re probably quite a few steps ahead of me because of all this time stuff, ahah.”

... Haa? How oblivious could some people be? Stupid! Moron! Loser! Insults flew inside Monaka’s head like a storm. People who ruined the green-haired girl’s fun were the worst. She would have loved to hit him, but suppressed the impulse. Wait was he saying something?

“Time stuff? Don’t you think that’s oversimplifying it? Science from whole different worlds is so exciting! I’ve seen tons of robots that put my own work to shame, meow~. Like this one, and this! and this!” From a small bag, Monaka starts pulling out extremely detailed hand-drawn schematics of robotic beings which she had met recently. Also a more for fun one, which showed a gigantic black and white bear kicking a towering building.

[alchemicalvariable]

“She’s right, you know!”

“Some people need other people to string them along, but then there are people like me. Who are married TO SCIENCE!”

Please help him he needs a date.

[itsmonaka-blog]

“Waa, how cool~. Any girl loves a dedicated man.” People who kept saying they didn’t need something but obviously were the ones who needed it the most were just so pathetic.

Grasping her delicate hands around one of the boy’s hands, Monaka smiled. “Monaka’s sooo interested in this science of yours. We could compare notes~.”

[itsmonaka-blog]

captainchariot:

ryuji really had no idea what to think of this kid. one second she’s threatening him, the next she’s sorta(?) complimenting him… at least he was kind of glad she considered him cooler than her actual big brother. “l-look, kid, i dunno what people play in junior high anymore!” he was only at the tender age of seventeen but he felt like a grandpa talking to monaka– even for an energetic guy, it was hard to keep up with her.

“h-how’d ya know about my studyin’ habits!?” was it really that obvious? she’d gotten it down to a t… “an arcade doesn’t sound too bad, though, it’ll just be like hangin’ out with a buddy or somethin’. but don’t go spendin’ all my money on tokens, everyone knows part of the fun is scroungin’ around the place for what other people dropped!”

he walked behind the youngster’s wheelchair, gripping onto the handles, “ya want me to push this for ya? i know a good place nearby.”

Middle School. That does make her think a bit. Giving Ryuji a curious stare as she replies.

 “But Monaka never went to middle school, Big Bro.  Maybe you’re just getting old?” Of course Monaka’s just making fun of him, but a bit of it is what she actually thinks. Unsurprisingly, Monaka had hit the nail right on the head. She can’t help but giggle as she chides the predictable delinquent.

”That’s no good, Big Bro. Though I suppose for someone like you, there’s no point trying anyways.” Giving up had kinda been the failed successor’s thing recently, so this wasn’t entirely an insult. “Monaka’s never been to an arcade before, but that sounds like something a cheapskate would say. You’re not going to be wooing any ladies like that, Big Bro, not at all.” Monaka can only shake her head in disappointment. Seriously. Some men were just so sad. Not that Monaka was ever one for money troubles. “Nya-ow that’s better! Maybe there’s still some hope for you.” Monaka nearly cringes from using that word. Having heard it enough for a life time. “Anyways... push Monaka as fast as you can!”

[monkeystaffed]

@itsmonaka

“Despair, huh?” He grinned, “Oh, I like it! Is that just a fancy term for being evil? Maybe I should call myself Jack Spicer - despair inducing boy genius!” He boasted and dramatically put a fist over his chest and stood confidentially for a few seconds before slumping back down.

“Eh… Maybe evil boy genius is better. Has a better ring to it.”

[itsmonaka-blog]

Some people just oozed ‘loser’ from the very core of their being and it looked like Monaka had just found the jackpot after that little speech. Though, she had caught him working with some semi-interesting tech, so she figured she might as well try to pick his brain.

“I guess you could think of it like that, meow~.” At this point, she had given up trying to fully understand it herself. Might as well blab some nonsense. “Despair is a wonderful and glorious thing! Where Monaka comes from, it brought ruin to the whole world! Cities falling left and right, with people all over the world brutally killing each other in the streets. So scary~. Like a completely hopeless madness.”

[itsmonaka-blog]

alchemicalvariable:

“See? See? You get it! This one gets it!”

“Why bother if it’s just gonna fall apart on you! Waste of time, I say.”

‘Why bother if it’s just gonna fall apart on you!’ Ah. What a mood. “Great minds think alike, I see, meow~.”

“Stuff like that is just sooo gross. The only person you can count on is yourself.”

[alchemicalvariable]

“Crushes are definitely not worth it, believe me. She’s just gonna use you and throw you away.”

Varian, you are fourteen and have had a single crush on a woman about ten years older than you. You do not know everything about this.

[itsmonaka-blog]

“Monaka knows exactly what you’re talking about. Some people are only interested in how useful you are to them. It’s so predicable sad.” While she’s mostly just acting, it’s not as though she didn’t see that as the truth.

[itsmonaka-blog]

Character Flaws

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[wrongkcy-blog]

❛  A-ah.. I just bought this cookie for myself. Would you want it…? I don’t mind sharing sweets!   ❜

@itsmonaka

[itsmonaka-blog]

It’s always nice when the person who has what you want also looks like a grade A sucker.

“Meow~. You sure read my mind, Miss! Monaka loves sweets, uh-huh!  Any real girl should.”

[itsmonaka-blog]

shiawasenaojou:

☀️ She tilted her head to the side with confusion. The change in personality had not gone unnoticed - one could say Kokoro’s ability to read others was her one useful trait midst a personality that was strongly lacking in common sense. She wouldn’t bring it up though, thinking the girl had her reasons.

“Shade? Gotcha!” Hands clamped onto the grips of the wheelchair as she suddenly took off at high speeds down the nearby hill. There was plenty of shade along the way, but there was a really pretty tree down there.

She may have almost let go.

                Once, twice, five times.

She stopped suddenly too, though smiling. “Wah, that was fun!”

Being used to manipulating everyone around her, controlling her immediate surroundings to a t, all so that she could have her way.  So whenever things got out of Monaka’s control, she tended to lose her composure. So when this random blonde ditz started pushing her down a hill like a maniac, keeping up the usual facade was a bit tough...

“Hey! What do you think you’re- AAAAAAAAA!!” Of course if she were in the wheelchair of her own design, this would be no problem, but this maniac was at the wheel! Once they had finally stopped moving, Monaka had to take a second to collect herself. Puffing up her cheeks in anger, she scolded the other girl.

“Hmph! Was that  for? What if Monaka had fallen out and smashed into some tree? I’d be a big broken bloody mess!” Her morbid sense of humor was slipping out a bit as per usual.

[itsmonaka-blog]

shiawasenaojou:

☀️ “Do you want me to wheel you inside, meow~!?” The meow was, of course, mimicry. To hear someone make a cat noise made Kokoro happy.

“You could always take off some clothes too?”

Oh shit!!! When did this weirdo approach her? Time for a quick mode switch. “Ooh, Monaka’s savior has arrived! Pretty please wheel me into some shade, meow.” Stupid junk scientist wheelchair. Take some clothes off? When she looked this cute? Nu uh. “Monaka couldn’t possibly, y’know? I’m verrry shy.”

[itsmonaka-blog]

“This heat just is the worst, meow~. Of all the ways I imagined dying, this wasn’t one of them.” There she is. The great Monaka Towa, slumped in her wheelchair, dying in the heat.

[boingoalive1988]

if you ever feel safe please remember that im out there

[pegasiansight]

          ❝ You know, some of you could benefit a lot more from healthier diet plans than what you find readily available. ❞ judging? nonsense, just a health consciousness doctor who notes the sudden sprouting of fast food chains.

[itsmonaka-blog]

“Monaka really doesn’t get what you mean.” CRUNCH. Down goes the last chip from the bag of them she was eating. There’s four more empty bags close to her. Hrmm... Interesting.

[firstgemboy-citta-blog]

“Happy Lesbian Visibility Day! Would you like a cookie?”

[itsmonaka-blog]

A free cookie was a free cookie.

“I think I knew one of those, meow~. Some girl with pink hair. We don’t talk anymore.” 

[itsmonaka-blog]

lovebugly:

   “‘Mister …?’” On second thought, he’s going to ignore that name, with a shake of his head no less – there are more pressing matters to address here! 

“No, it’s not that. Although, um– that wouldn’t be good, either. I-it’s just that that bear you’re wearing is… bad! Gonta knows there are others who would be upset or angry to see him!” The only people (as far as he knows) who might have such a reaction to Monokuma are his classmates and whoever participated in that other killing game he was informed of, but it’s still enough of a concern.

As for this big sister – he hopes that doesn’t mean what it could mean. “Maybe she didn’t know that when she gave them to you, but…”

Monaka couldn’t quite gauge this big mop head’s reaction to her garments. Was he just some future foundation schmuck?  The suit didn’t seem quite right. Though that organization’s sense of fashion was so embarrassing she tried deleting the memory after she was done lurking in their base.

“Monaka! Doesn’t! get! it! What’s so bad about Monokuma? He brings out the color in Monaka’s pretty green eyes!  Maybe those people are just jealous of Monaka.” Honestly the failed successor is just spouting out whatever came to mind after asking him another question. It annoyed Monaka that she didn’t know what he knew. Even if this guy had no clue who he was talking about, Monaka can’t help but get slightly defensive. “Big Sis Junko knows everything! She’s way to smart and beautiful to be an idiot like that.” Ah, man. That was probably blowing her cover a teensy bit. …Eh, whatever. Too much effort to fix it.