They say time heals but its been over 3 months and I dont see it getting much better. Some days are worse than others, today's one of those days. I been trying so hard to forget you and just go on with my life but that seems to be easier said than done but Im trying each day to find a reason to be happy amd not sad. Its not an easy task for me considering what all i have already been through but Im trying my best. My only regret was that I ever took one second I got to spend with you for granted, even though I always wanted more time with you, you never seemed to understand it was only because I loved you and every single second I got to spend with you because what I wouldnt give for just 5 minutes with you again. I miss those moments, those smiles and those laughs more than I have missed anything amd I dont see that ever changing. I hope your doing well and lifes being kind to you. Please take care of yourself and dont ever forget the time we shared, for me it meant the wold to me😘
