a cutie pie and a baddie . ݁₊ ⊹ .⋆♱⃓. ݁ ⟡ ݁.⋆♱ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.
today was the day.
u couldn’t lie, u were extremely nervous and excited, mostly excited if u were honest to urself. today u were gonna switch up ur style at 180 grades. changing the pink soft fabrics, the hair gripped with the cutest hair clips, the bows, the ribbons, the soft laced thigh highs, the mary jane’s; all for a look completely opposite from your personal vibe and style, something more seductive, more bold, more sultry, more dark, more… niki.
it wasn’t nothing new for anyone how knew u, how opposite u and niki were. not only in personalities, but also in ur styles and vibes, how complementary u appear to be to one another. that was the reason number one for today’s mission, to can grab a completely catch of being in niki’s persona, to feel him in u, to hold him with urself.
the reason number two was the highly expected reaction that u wanted to pour out of niki, because u knew, oh boy, u knew, that is wasn’t going to be casual, not at all. u knew niki, u also knew the way his eyes linger on u when u were wearing his oversized chrome hearts hoodies. how his eyes seem to glued themselves into ur body when his heavy leather jackets shield ur body, when u were out, and u were only in ur tiniest skirts and tops.
let’s say it’ll be an interesting moment to witness n experience, n u were so ready to start it. with that two reasons said before, the reason number three was how u will react in the situation, how u’ll handle niki’s reaction. were u going to change ur demeanor?, were u going to also switch up ur behavior into a more reckless one?, were u going to feel really different and acting it up? u didn’t know it, not yet, but u were going to found it. it was going to be funny, right?
u turn over in ur room, scanning it, ur eyes catching the dark mess scattered around ur bed, strongly contrasting with ur pink paradise (how u like to called). there were ur weaponry for tonight, black pleated mini skirt, a silver tube top, a black fitted leather jacket, high stilettos, arm cuffs, silver ear hoops, black sheer thigh highs, garters… lingerie. it was a lot, it was a different feeling from the one u were used to, but it felt good, it felt good being someone unknown.
u passed a large part of the day building ur outfit, curating it so it felt like a good change, but also keeping a part of u in it, so it didn't felt like a costume. from 5 to 9 u go around ur room, completing ur routine, doing ur everything-shower, ur fresh blow out hair, ur skincare n makeup, ur outfit transformation, to finish everything with the cherry on top, the lingerie. it was a black lacey set, a see trough bra paired up with a skimpy thong, which had niki’s name embroidered at the edge in the prettiest shade of pink. u see, keeping him in something so u.
u were ready, u said that to urself as u look in the mirror, convincing to keep the act and n beat ur nerves out, u were doing this, of course u would. u continue with ur mini pep talk until u hear ur phone ringing, it was niki, he was calling. u noticed that u had +4 messages on ig, every single one from him, saying that he was on the way. omg, u were mortified, there was no way back now. u and ur silly idea were going to shine to the world, silly u.
u take ur phone an, “hey, doll”. u hear niki’s deep voice trough the phone. ok now u were doomed, seriously. “doll?”. he repeated himself, looking for an answer. “u hear me?”. u sighed. “niki”. u finallly answer. “hey, pretty, u good?”. he asks again, worry tinting his tone. “yes ki, i’m good, i’m ready for u”. u say as u try to adjust ur voice. “sweet, doll, i’m outside, ready to go?” he asks, waiting for ur answer. u hear his playlist rolling at the background. “i’m, yeah, just, a second?, please” u nervously asked. he hummed and then said. “ill wait, princess, finish dolling urself”.
oh sweet ki, u don’t have any idea.
“and doll?”, “don’t bother finding a jacket, i brought ur favorite” he says amused. he knows how u always pretend to look for a jacket at the last minute, hurrying urself up, so niki always ended up giving u his. he knows u, he really do. that terrifies u even more. “for ur information i already have one, on me”. u say, unintentionally revealing one part of ur so called outfit. “oh yeah?, that’s weird u know?, u always wait till the end of the night to finally wear it.” dang it. “i’m coming” he says and hangs up.
oh no, no no no, that it not how was suppose to happen. he was supposed to wait in the car, u were going to had ur little cat walk to the car, u were going to keep eye contact while u opened the cars door till u closed it, he was going to offer u the expected reaction (speechless, frozen), and then u were going to savoured the night as ur new sexy alter ego. but he just crashed all ur plans, great!
u feel how the nerves n panic set on ur stomach again, pacing around ur room looking for a place to hide urself from him and urself, pausing a moment to look in the mirror and touch up ur pink glittery gloss n hair. u hear his heavy footsteps trough ur house, he was getting closer, n u were not already hide. u froze as niki opens the door of ur room, locking eyes trough the distance. u were really mortified. u lower ur arms to ur sides, accepting the defeat.
niki doesn’t speak, he doesn’t even move. he stays in the same spot, left hand grabbing the doorknob, looking completely surprised, all wide open eyes n mouth agape. u blink, u don't know what to say, clearly lost in ur own game. then niki moves, entering ur room in slow n short steps, unlikely at how he used to walk. he stands right at the toe of ur heels, ur chrome hearts 6 inches stiletto heels. he lowers his gaze to the bottom of u, rising his eyes stupidly slow, taking all of u till his now intense eyes reach n lock with urs. “ki…”. u murmur, because, really, u don't know what to say or do.
he doesn’t answer, he just exhales a trembling sigh trough his parted plum lips, stealing ur attention to them. “doll…” he whispers. “fuck, doll”. he says, moving his hands in s strange way, trying to reach for u but restricting him. u break the eye contact and lowered ur eyes, focusing in the way ur legs appeared to be longer now that they were wrapped in a pair of black sheer thigh highs, holding it by the delicate strings of ur garters, oh girl, u really did it!
u take a couple of deep breaths, trying to recover urself. opening ur glossed lips as u swallow hard. 1,2,3 seconds, and then u look up, locks of hair moving, framing ur face, as u look at niki right into his eyes, and then u smile. a little trace of ur usual smiles, soft, shy, almost apologizing. because, niki looks affected, god, he looks almost bewildered, with himself, with u, with the situation of both of u. u could eat him alive, and only god knows that u would do it.
u let out a soft giggle, unable to help it, and niki furrows his eyebrows, profoundly confused. u then rise on ur tiptoes, steadying urself with ur manicured hands on his broad shoulders, giving him a sweet n innocent peck on his cheek, leaving behind a trace of ur gloss. “hi, ki!” u whisper in a cheerful tone. “surprise!”. u begin to giggle again.
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okay, so I might write the rest later, but I wanted to leave it at that for now. hope u like it >-<
also, english is my second language, n i didn’t check the grammar, so it may contain errors n slips, that i’ll work on later. bye bye!












