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...AT LEAST...I AM TRUE TO MYSELF...

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“LEAD AND FOLLOW”

I found this video and I was inspired to see the difference and saw what is a true and good leader. I reflected on myself, whether am I being a good leader towards my classmates or not? and this video helps me and inspires me to change the bad aspects of myself as a leader and change it to a good one.

I hope that you can also reflect on this video and be a GOOD LEADER!

credits: to the rightful owner of this video

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“My Kind of LOVE”

I am not those type of persons who always seeks for love everywhere whether if its for self-satisfaction or for the sake having a status (it depends on you if you are hit on bull’s eye or not *peace*)

I wanted to experience a kind of love to the point that no matter how much it hurts, how many obstacles we will be facing and what will be our future is that me and that future person will face all of these challenges and fight ‘em head on without any regrets. I don’t want a person who is not willing to cross this paths for our sake and I am not the type of person who easily lets a person go due to merely misunderstanding. I want a person who can shares his opinion (not reserved type) and can handle my personality (since I am very....blah..blah...blah * -_- *).

We know that LOVE is a powerful thing and I hope that people won’t be blinded by this thing to point of killing yourself and giving up on your future. Remember that through LOVE we can achieve our goals and it also leads us to our HAPPINESS.

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“The Emotion Challenge”

If you ask me of how I let my emotions in control, then the answers are what you see above (duh) 

I, sometimes, scream at the top of my lungs using the pillow just as what lilo is doing in GIF and because of that I already let all my angers and frustrations out in order to face another start and try the challenge again...

but sometimes, I also let it out by crying by myself or crying in front of the person whom I really trust (as I have share my situation, I uncontrollably cries *sobs*) and as soon as I have finished crying, I can think straight again thinking that I was crying over a spilled milk and will find it absurd and embarrassing... 

You can try this ways to control your emotions , everyone! Just don’t regret it later! 

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“Dear Ate”

I may be the youngest sister among the three of us but I am also an elder sister towards our brothers...that’s why I cannot control my personality as a propr younger sister, since I need to act tough for the monkeys (brothers XD) but truth to be told, I also want to be spoiled by you and I am very glad that you would try to understand myself (since we always fight in the past) and you are the who adjusted your space for me...

I am really glad to have you two as my dearest sisters!

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“THIS WORKS FOR ME!”

As you can see in the photo above, all of them helps me reduce my stress, especially when my mind is very confused about the various situations happened in my life...

That’s why, when I tried doing this hobbies such as watching animes, reading mangas, steching, and listening to music, it really calms me and it also teaches me about patience in terms of waiting (buffering of anime, manga and finishing the sketch). 

I would also like to encourage you all to try this ways to help you reduce your stress (it depends upon the results XD)

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Morale Boosters

I really appreciate all your messages for me. I never expected that I was a good friend and I gave you support. All of these letters have contents that encourages me and I am also willing to keep those good values up. All I can say is that Thank you for your heartwarming messages and I hope all of you will also be fine and don’t give up on whatever obstacles you face, because God will never leave you behind. God bless you all. :)

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“What I feel about expectations of my Parents from me”

Just like it shows in the quote, I already have a hard time to meet my expectations and now, they (parents) have expectations from me to be an honor student and has an excellent grades and deportment from the rest of my classmates. Just a reminder that I am also a human being who can’t do everything right, and I also commit mistakes. And from the moment I make mistakes, they expect me to DO BETTER, which is not easy. I also think of their point of view that they are proud that I am doing well and they supported me in my education. I am very glad of that and the reason why I am also doing my best is not just for them , but also for my younger siblings and I am not against of my parents having expectations from me and they also gave me a personal space. But what I want is not their attention, instead, I want to give it to my brothers who needs more assistance than me. This quote is not only implying from me, but also for the other students who are pressured by their parents.But still, don’t forget to thank your parents for guiding you, atleast.

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When I was young, I was influence by my 2 elder sisters in animes and mangas. Because of their love for them, they drew characters and as they improved, I was inspired and started to draw by myself. Watching in the youtube on how to draw my favorite characters and kept on watching animes and reading mangas, to the extent of refusing of going out of my room. Now that I learned how to draw, I was, of course, proud of myself. I even placed 3rd on a contest by representing our school. Now that I have “grown up”, I have realize my responsibilities, I always helped my mother in doing the household chores and I need to study properly, not just for my parents, but also for my future. I always want to become a painter, because I can express my feelings in one portrait and I really enjoy watching the uniqueness of it. Although, art is not a subject in our Strand, I still plan on practicing myself, even if I am a beginner. My mission statement in my life is to do my best and don’t give up even if I fall a thousand times, because it ain’t over till it’s over. I just want support, especially from my parents, since I really like them to be proud of me. Well, I am currently on my journey right now, and who knows where God will take me? 

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MY MANDALA

I choose this mandala, because, I can see that this mandala has patterns that is just going in circles. I can also see myself like that, I have a complicated personality, in which, I don’t even know why I am like this. But well, as i saw my colored mandala, I understand myself better, because, of the way I colored it. Although there are many blacks and reds, but in the center, it has a wonderful combination of colors in which I can see that I am hiding a better value of me inside, and was not able to show it to others, because of distraction in my mind. I protected myself, by being a “bad person but in a good way” (dunno if u can understand what I mean).

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Hi guyz! 

My name is Shajeda Ambola. Currently studying at La Salle Academy and one of the first batch in the K - 12 program. I was born on the eighth day of September on the year 2000. I am the type of person who dislikes pretending someone, because I want to show everyone the REAL ME, and I don’t care if they can’t accept me for who I am. At least, I’m NOT PLASTIC. I may be a carefree person, but I also bear a lot of responsibilities even if I am the 3rd eldest in the family. I always strive my best to show you that I sincerely do my job even if things get difficult. I have simple dreams and that is just to live a life peacefully and able to perform the 5 Pillars of Islam and don’t forget going to South Korea! I am the type of person who takes the risk and admits my mistakes...I mean, nobody’s perfect, right? :)