Somebody asked if you were taken and you just freaking answered that you have someone but then you kept on replying my random tweets like 2 of your last 3 tweets were to reply mine??? What the fck do you want?? Are you just joking earlier?? Cause that's not fckng funny!!
pairing: lando norris x reader, pierre gasly x reader
part 7 (final part) to better left unsaid (the better series)
time passes, feelings changes and sometimes they grow stronger. do you attempt to return to the history you know, to what once made you feel comfortable? is it even possible for you to love again, but more importantly, are you ready to be loved?
word count: 6.6k
tags: heartbreak lmao but its not all heartbreak, or is it idk all i know is im team max
Two Months Later
Pierre should have been ecstatic as he crossed the finish line in Abu Dhabi. It was his last lap, his last race of the year. He finished in the top ten in the driver standings, ahead of his team mate, which was something he should have been proud of, and he was.Â
He was also proud of the fight he put in this season, especially when the points became close, specifically with Lando. The two of them spent the better part of these last two months battling it out for the same finishing positions.
But competition with the British driver had been tense ever since Monza. While it was unspoken, they both took their frustrations out on the track. Both of them blamed the other for why you werenât there.Â
Fans had picked up on it. Noticing that the two of them didnât interact as much as they used to. There were no inside jokes shared in the paddock. They barely glanced at each other if they had press conferences lined up. There was a clear line drawn between them and that line was you.Â
Pierre told himself that you were at home watching the races, that you were still cheering him on, but there was no way of telling if that was true or not.
He had thought about inviting you to the last race of the season, just out of kindness, but he didnât want to push you further away. You needed time.Â
So there was no one to congratulate him at the end of his last race. No one to drive back to the hotel with and reminisce about the season's highlights and no one to accompany him to the club where everyone was celebrating. It didnât help that the girlfriends of other drivers were all there as well and Pierre just had to smile and greet them, pretending he wasnât jealous even though all he wanted was you at his side.
Pierre stepped up to the bar. Heâd be blind not to notice the tall blonde girl sitting on the stool wearing a tight black dress that made her legs look even longer. She eyed Pierre up as he approached, a coy smile on her face.
Pierre was polite, he smiled and nodded. She could have been a fan of motorsport for all he knew, he wasnât going to be a prick. He rested his forearms against the surface of the bar and when the bartender approached, Pierre ordered a rum and coke. He didnât need anything fancy tonight, he just wanted to get drunk.
The girl next to him adjusted herself on the seat, nearly slipping off. Pierre glanced in her direction, strictly out of concern, âYou alright?â
She let out a breath of a chuckle, âYeah, all good. Just-â she glanced around, but Pierre knew these tactics, he was familiar with them. â-just waiting for a friend, but I think I may have been ditched.â
Pierre hummed, turning his attention to the bar again, tapping his fingers against the counter as he waited. It was rum and coke. How long did it take?Â
He froze when he felt a freshly manicured hand rest on his arm. He glanced at the contact, trying not to let the distaste show, but why was this girl touching him?Â
Since you left him in Monza, Pierre hadnât even bothered looking at another girl. Heâd go out with his friends and other drivers, but heâd always end up back at his hotel room alone. He no longer cared about the chase, he didnât care about getting in a quick fuck.
If he was being honest, there were dozens of nights where Pierre hovered his thumb over your contact name, debating calling you after a long day. He wanted to hear your voice, even if it was just for a second, even if you didnât answer and he was left with your voicemail, he just wanted to hear you.Â
But he never called. He didnât text. Didnât even like any of your photos on instagram, giving you the space that he knew you needed. Granted, you made it clear it was Lando you were trying to distance yourself from, but Pierre knew that trying to interfere while you were in the process of moving on wouldnât be beneficial.Â
So he waited, in the hopes that you would call. Or text. Or like one of his fucking tweets, literally anything. Anything to show that you still cared. That you werenât done because he certainly wasnât.Â
No one compared to you, and Pierre had known that for a while, long before that night in the club.Â
Ever since Lando joined F1 and you showed up at his side, Pierre took an interest in you. In the beginning, he didnât know what sort of relationship you and Lando had, so he kept things respectful so as to not cross a line.Â
But he could hear your laugh from halfway across the paddock and instantly recognize it. Your smile lit up whatever room you walked into and it wasnât long before Pierre came to realise that he wanted to be the reason for it.Â
So he tried talking to you, but at that point, he already had a reputation. You were polite, sure, but you didnât give him the time of day that he wanted and your attention always went back to Lando.
Pierre noticed it pretty quickly, how in love with him you were. He could never figure out why, he still couldnât. You deserved someone better than Lando, someone who put you first in their life.Â
And even when you started to see that someone else could love you, that Pierre could possibly love you, you still went back to Lando.
Pierre should have accepted this as something that would always happen. He should have gotten over you and flirted with the girl next to him in an attempt to forget you ever existed.Â
But that just wasnât possible. You had made too much of an impact on his life and left too large of a gap when you left.
âYou seem lovely, but Iâm really not looking for anything,â Pierre let this girl down gently, slowly peeling her fingers off of his arm. He turned his head forward before she could say anything else and it was only a second later when she hopped off the seat and walked away.
The bartender came and placed the drink in front of him, apologising for the wait. Pierre brushed it off, it was a busy night in this club. He reached for his wallet to pull out his card and start a tab, knowing heâd be here for the next little while.
But the bartender shook his head. He wasnât about to take the payment.Â
Pierre chalked it up to him being recognized. Not that it happened often, but every now and then heâd get a meal comped or his drinks paid for if the employee or manager of the establishment was a fan.Â
âThanks mate,â Pierre put his wallet away and grabbed the rum and coke.Â
The bartender only nodded his head towards the opposite end of the bar, âDonât thank me. Thank her.â
Pierreâs smile dropped. If it was that blonde girl again trying another move he would feel bad because heâd just have to let her down a second time. Pierre took a sip of his drink before working up the courage to look towards the end of the bar.Â
But that blonde girl wasnât there. In fact, no one on that side was even remotely paying him attention, all focused on their own drinks and conversations or trying to shout their orders to the bartenders.Â
Pierre didnât let himself think too much about it.
Until he felt a tap on the back of his shoulder.
He sighed, âI already said Iâm not looking for anything.â
Pierre turned around, fully expecting to come face to face with the girl from earlier. He was bracing himself for the tight dress, shy smile and long blonde hair.Â
What he didnât expect was you.Â
Standing there wearing a baby pink long sleeve shirt with a neckline that showed off more cleavage than normal and a white skirt that sat high on your hips, giving you a very barbie-esque sort of feel, especially with the coloured heels to match. The lights from the club were flickering, highlighting the features that Pierre had burned into his mind. Your full lips, the small birthmarks you tried to hide with make up and your eyes that werenât as important in colour as they were in the way that completely absorbed him.Â
You were standing right in front of him.Â
You glanced at the rum in coke in his hand, that familiar charming smile appearing on your lips as you darted your line of sight upwards to meet his own eyes.
âI owed you a drink,â you said, then you swallowed, eyebrows pinched together. âOr maybe I just owed you a thank you, I couldnât remember.â
It was a cute call back to that night in the club, the first time you had given him more than just a friendly smile. He charmed his way in that night, and the rejection from Lando made it all the much easier to agree to leave with him, but you were thankful the night didnât end with the two of you tangled between the sheets.
A relationship started that night. It started the second Pierre bought the drink for you, knowing heâd have an excuse to approach you later. Neither of you could have predicted how the next few weeks would follow.
Now here you were, after avoiding him for two months. And Pierre wasnât one who often found himself speechless, but there were no words in any language that could describe how he was feeling.Â
He wanted to be happy to see you. He wanted to pick you up and spin you around and kiss you like no one was watching.Â
But the fact that you were in Abu Dhabi and he wasnât the one who invited you, the door creaked opened for more insecurities to slide in.
If you werenât there because of Pierre, you were there because of Lando.
Two Weeks Earlier
You flipped through a manila folder, slowly spinning back and forth in your chair. Recently youâve been dedicating more time to your job and it was a helpful distraction. Most of your coworkers knew you had connections in the F1 world, but none of them knew what was going on behind the scenes.Â
And because this motorsport series was so popular, you found yourself walking in on various conversations. Someone asked for your input on the Circuit of the Americas and you said about five words before changing the topic. Someone else asked what your thoughts were on the unexpected Alpine podium and you just shrugged and smiled, saying something along the lines of it was well deserved. When another coworker asked about an incident Lando faced during the qualifying session in Mexico, you said that it probably wouldnât affect his race and then you pulled out your phone to tune out the rest of what was being said.
You couldnât escape these drivers, you couldnât run from this sport. The most you could do was at least try and avoid the conversations about them.
But when your coworker, Sam, walked by your desk at the end of a work day, he did a double take and knocked on your cubicle wall.
âHi,â you glanced up from the documents in your hand. âHeading out?â
âYeah, but I meant to ask-â Sam looked over your head at the row of windows on the opposite side of your work station. âSince when does Lando Norris let you borrow his cars?â
You scoffed, âWhat the hell are you talking about?â
âThereâs a McLaren 720S outside,â Sam pointed out. âIsnât that what he drives?â
âI donât know what Lando drives but I can assure you, that man wouldnât let me behind the wheel of any of his cars,â you spun to face your computer, wanting this conversation to be over. You wished no one knew you were friends with him.Â
Sam didnât leave though. Instead, he pulled his phone out of his back pocket. You could hear the keyboard sound effects as he furiously typed away before shoving his phone in your face. It took you a second to understand what you were looking at, but on the small screen was an image of Lando next to a blue McLaren 720s, a huge smile on his face.
âWhat am I supposed to do with this information?â you looked up at Sam.
âItâs the exact same car thatâs outside.â
âWell I didnât drive it.â
Samâs eyes widened, âIs he here? Is he picking you up from work? Do you think I could-â
âOkay slow down,â you laughed, trying to make light of this situation but internally you were panicking. Was Lando here? In London? âIâm sure heâs not the only one who owns-â
You couldnât finish your sentence. Not when the man of the hour himself came walking around the corner, being escorted by two other employees who were undoubtedly fans. Why else would they have let him into the employees only area? Lando wore a baggy jumper, his hands tucked into his pockets as he looked around with wide eyes until he finally spotted you.Â
Samâs jaw dropped and you understood why. You never tried to hide your friendship with the driver, but him showing up at your place of work was not something that ever happened. And you couldnât understand why it was happening now.Â
Landoâs feet shuffled against the floor. He thanked the two employees for showing them where you sat, but they didnât return to their work, they just hovered a few feet away, curiosity getting the better of them.Â
He nodded at Sam, offering him a smile as well and when Sam glanced your way you nodded your head for him to get the hint, hoping heâd give you at least a bit of privacy. Sam cleared his throat, still starstruck, but he walked away, joining the other employees who stood near the corner.
Lando stepped into your cubicle and leaned against the desk. You werenât a fan of the height difference and you didnât want to feel as though he was talking down to you, so you stood up from your chair. You leaned against the wall opposite of him, making sure to keep as much room between you as possible.
âThis part of the gallery usually isnât open to visitors,â you pointed out, not even bothering with an actual greeting. You didnât like that he used his status to enter this side of the building.Â
âLook I said I was fine waiting for you to get off work and they just-â Lando glanced over his shoulder and at once, the three coworkers of yours all scurried off in their own directions. Lando sighed and looked at you again, âI needed to talk to you.â
It had been just over two months since you last spoke. Since you left Monza without giving him an explanation. Since you stood in his driver's room and said âthis ends hereâ. You were firm with that statement.Â
Lando respected that, for the most part. He gave you space. He didnât call or text, even though Max told you that there were a handful of times when he almost did and he had to physically force the phone out of Landoâs hands.Â
But he should have waited until you decided you were ready to reach out again. He had no reason for showing up at your place of work.Â
Now that he was here, you felt so unprepared. You didnât know what to say to him, you didnât know what he was going to say. Usually you worked your way up to any difficult conversations but Lando showing up out of the blue completely blindsided you.Â
I needed to talk to you, he said. You hated that. The word need. Lando always needed something from you. He took so much. Your energy, your time, your love, and never gave any of it back and you put up with it for way too long. He didnât have the right to need anything from you anymore.Â
âThis couldnât have waited?â You asked, gesturing to the work space around you. âBetter yet, you couldnât have waited until I wanted to talk?â
âNo, because I was starting to get the feeling that time would never come.â
 âSo instead of respecting the space I asked for, you decided that what you wanted took priority?â You crossed your arms over your chest, âDo you sort of see how thatâs not fair? How itâs selfish? Or have you just not learned anything in my absence?â
âI learned you donât need me,â he shrugged his shoulders, as if that conclusion was one he could just brush off, like it still hasnât fully resonated with him.
But it was a true statement. Your silence said it all.
Lando nodded slowly, âSo you donât- you donât miss me at all?â
Thatâs where you still conflicted.
You did miss Lando, there was no denying that. He was your best friend, you shared hundreds of memories with him and it did feel like something was missing in your life these last few months.Â
But you needed him gone to get over him.
Being in love with him took so much out of you. Knowing that he didnât, and never would, love you back was something you needed to accept and grow from. Taking this step back, you realised just how much of yourself you dedicated to Lando and to his life.Â
So you kept taking those steps back until he was no longer within reach. You needed to keep putting the distance between yourself and him. You needed to be your own person. You couldnât just be Landoâs best friend anymore. As much as he wanted that, it wasnât doing you any favours.
âOf course I missed you,â you dropped your head, jaw tightening for a second. âBut I donât love you anymore, Lando.â
Again, Lando nodded. If you were looking up, you would have seen the way his features softened, making him look so much younger than he actually was. He always had a boyish charm to him and when he was hurt or unsettled, those young mannerisms in him jumped out.
âSort of feels like a break up,â Lando forced a smile on his face, as if it made this any easier.
But he was right. This was, in a sense, your relationship coming to an end. There was a dull ache in your chest as it hit, but deep down you had known this was coming for a while. The conversation, the confrontation and eventually, the conclusion.Â
You once loved Lando. How could you not?Â
You once loved everything about him. From his different types of laughs to the way you could tell his smiles apart better than he could. You supported him for years, you were his rock and one point, you thought that he was yours.Â
But he was a crutch. Something you could learn to live without. Something you didnât need, but was too scared to give up.
He would always be someone you cared about, but his place in your life meant something different now. More importantly, you took away his ability to crush your heart in his hands without so much as a second thought.Â
You both noticed a few employees sliding on their jackets and heading for the door. Lando ran a hand through his hair before glancing at his watch, âDid you want a ride home?â
âNo, Iâm meeting a friend for dinner,â you denied his offer, but you noticed the way his eyebrows momentarily raised. You rolled your eyes, âItâs not a date if thatâs what youâre wondering.â
âNo I-â Lando stammered over his words. âI mean, itâs natural to be curious. But youâre allowed- obviously you can date whoever-â
âLando,â you cut him off before he could say something stupid. He instantly closed his mouth and let you speak. âIâm going to walk you out, okay?â
And that was that. You grabbed your jacket and turned off your monitor. Lando grabbed your bag for you and waited until your coat was on before handing it over. The two of you walked side by side towards the doors of the gallery, elbows brushing occasionally.Â
As you stepped outside, you were thankful that the silence wasnât heavy. There was nothing left for you to say and Lando knew he couldnât change your mind. Your friendship, while not completely destroyed, was certainly tainted. The space between you might become less distant over time, but it was permanent.Â
You could still watch the races and support him, but on your own accord, the way you decided to. There would be no more McLaren paddock passes. There would be no more hanging out in his motorhome, you would just be a friend who could cheer him on from afar.Â
Sure enough, Landoâs McLaren was parked outside. You walked with him towards the driver's side door, but you werenât surprised in the slightest when he made no effort to get in or say goodbye.
He inhaled a heavy breath and you just knew whatever words were to follow werenât going to be good.
âWhat if things were different?â
You had spent so much wondering about the what ifâs that hearing Lando ask it now was almost humorous.Â
âThatâs a dangerous game, Lando.â
He leaned against the side of his car, âWhat is?â
âAsking what if.âÂ
Lando chuckled, dipping his head momentarily. âItâs a genuine question, though. What if things were different?â
âBut theyâre not,â that was all you could say. It was the truth you accepted and now it was his turn to accept it as well. âThings will never be different. You donât love me, you never loved me and thatâs all I wanted from you. I canât hold that against you and in return I need you to be okay with me taking a step back from your life.â
There were so many thoughts travelling behind those bright eyes of his, you could tell he was trying to figure out which one to land on.Â
You made it easier for him, âWhy did you come here?â
That seemed to catch him off guard, âWhat do you mean?â
âWell I know you didnât come here to ask me what if things were different so why are you here? I mean, you have two races left. Youâve gone this far without me. If youâre trying to pull some sort of grand gesture, could you not have at least waited until the end of the season?â
Lando hesitated before answering you, thinking of the right words first before just opening his mouth, âI wonât lie, Y/N, I wanted to see how you were doing. I think part of me expected you to come back or reach out and when you didnât-â he shrugged, he always shrugged. âI just wanted to check in. No grand gesture, donât worry. I know where you stand, but Iâm allowed to still care about you.â
A gust of wind hit your back, blowing a few strands of hair in front of your face. It was early November, not an ideal time of the year to be standing outside and having a conversation, but this might be the last opportunity you two had to air things out.Â
So you sucked it up and dealt with the cold, shoving your hands in your pockets and watching as Lando licked his lips. He also avoided your eye contact, something he only did when he was nervous.
âI also want to apologise.â
Your eyebrow twitched, âFor what?âÂ
This man definitely owed you a few apologies, but you didnât know what was going to come out of his mouth next.
âEverything, really,â Lando laughed softly and it almost made you smile in response. You were only human, you could miss his laugh.Â
You nudged your foot against his, âIâm going to need a little more than that.â
He finally looked at you. There was a time when his grey eyes would have floored you, but not anymore. You were still standing.
âEverything,â Lando repeated, quieter this time. âFor taking you for granted. Your friendship, your support, everything you gave me. For not appreciating you how I should have. For leading you on. For getting in the way of you and Pierre. For not loving you the way you wanted me to- I could go on, Y/N, but I need you to know Iâm truly sorry. Iâm sorry I couldnât be what you needed.â
Maybe he did learn something in your absence.Â
You didnât know what to say. There were no words that could show your appreciation for his growth, for his ability to take responsibility and acknowledge what went wrong.
So instead of trying to rely on words, you stepped forward and wrapped your arms around him. Lando hesitated, unsure if he was even allowed to hug you back before slowly raising his arms and snaking them around your waist.Â
He knew this would be the last time heâd get to hold you like this.Â
You knew this would be the last time youâd ever allow yourself to be this close to him.
So there was no hurry to pull away. You could feel Landoâs heartbeat against his chest, his body heat pulling you in like a moth to a flame, his heavy breath as his face dipped right next to yours.Â
You held each other for a minute, maybe two. No more words were exchanged, but you and Lando had a bond that couldn't be described by anything the English dictionary had to offer.
Even in these uncertain times, you could count on his embrace to make the world around you freeze. You both had your own problems, your own reasons for needing space from each other but in his arms, they didnât matter. You felt safe, comforted, this was the Lando that you had loved and it was hard to believe you werenât going to have this anymore.
And then it was like Lando knew he had to be the one to let go. He had to be the one to release you, to stop giving you a reason to hold on.Â
He dropped his arms, both of you deciding not to speak about how painful this was, but your staggered inhale of a breath said it all. The way he sniffed and rubbed the back of his neck told you that this wasnât any easier for him than it was for you.
For a brief second, you were almost crazy enough to apologise. It always hurt you to see Lando struggling, but your absence was something he was going to have to learn to live with. You didnât need to apologise for it, for trying to better yourself.
âThere is, actually, one more thing,â Lando suddenly said, reaching for the handle of the door, propping it open. You watched as the door to his luxury car swung upwards instead of out as Lando reached inside and grabbed an envelope. When he turned back around and handed it over, it was impossible to tell what it was.
Lando didnât say anything as you opened it. His lips curled upwards when the realisation of what was inside slowly hit you.Â
âA Paddock pass,â you swallowed, recognising the lanyard.Â
âAnd plane tickets,â he added. âAnd a hotel booking. For Abu Dhabi.â
âThe last race.â
âYou should be there,â he said, taking in a sharp breath. His shoulders tensed, like he was suddenly debating if this was the best idea.
âLando I canât hang out in McLaren,â you sighed, wondering if the last five minutes of your conversation had already escaped him.
âNo, you should be there for you,â Lando clarified. âYou love the sport, Y/N, youâve always attended the last race of the season. That shouldnât change.â
You pulled the pass out of the envelope and twirled it around your fingers. The bright font of Abu Dhabi Grand Prix stood out along the black and you had to admit, it was a kind gesture, a selfless one for a change.
âYou should be there,â Lando repeated. âAnd Iâm not the only one who thinks that.â
Your eyebrows pinched together as you looked up at him again, dropping the pass into the envelope. âWhat do you mean?â
This man actually had the audacity to look at you like you were stupid.
âOh come on Y/N,â a chuckle passed through his lips. âPierre?âÂ
You hesitated, âWhat about him?â
âHe wants you there.â
âWe havenât spoken in weeks.â
âHe still wants you there.â Lando shook his head, putting a stop to your doubts before they could creep up. âHeâs just got more restraint than me and isnât about to reach out or make you feel like you have to be there.âÂ
You shrugged your shoulders. There was no question about it, you missed Pierre, but you were the one who ended things with him. You werenât sure if you had the right to go back to him now and ask for a fresh start.
âThink about it, okay?â Lando extended his hand to give your arm an encouraging pat. He then made the move to get into his car and you took a step back to give him space. His eyes raked over you once more, probably wondering if this was the last time he would see you in the next little while, but he didnât comment on it. He chose not to acknowledge it either, instead saying a quiet, âSee you later,â and hoping those words would come true.
You had a few weeks to decide if you wanted to attend the last race of the season. You wanted to be strong and stay home. You nearly ripped the tickets up at one point, thinking it would make the decision easier, but everything was digital nowadays so it wasn't like that gesture mattered.Â
You wanted to watch the race. You wanted to cheer on your favourite drivers. You wanted to see Pierre.Â
And eventually it was your desire for all of those things that overpowered the distance you knew was better for you.Â
So you found yourself in Abu Dhabi that last weekend in November. You walked into the paddock when you knew the drivers would be busy with their teams and headed straight for the Paddock Club, choosing to watch the race from there. You kept your sunglasses on and made yourself as unapproachable as possible as you silently watched and rooted for the French driver.Â
When word got out of a few drivers heading to a specific nightclub, you knew that would be your chance to talk to Pierre. After the race and before he got drunk.Â
You werenât even sure what you were going to say. Lando said he would want you to be there, but you still had your fears. You had called things off and there was no guarantee that he would want to pick things back up, that he would be so open to letting you back into his life.Â
When he ordered a drink, you saw it as an opportunity. When the bartender was near you, you quickly paid for Pierreâs rum and coke. He didnât question it and neither did Pierre.Â
You walked around the side of the bartop, behind all of the other patrons and watched as Pierre tried to look for who had paid for his drink. You thought about saying his name to get his attention, you even thought about just walking away because was this really a good idea? But when his back was towards you, something in you pulled you forward, just enough so you could tap on his shoulder.Â
He turned around, wearing an expression you couldn't quite read. Maybe this was a bad idea.
âI owed you a drink,â you blurted out, thinking of the first night you finally decided to give him more than thirty seconds of your time.Â
Pierre had approached you in the bar and bought your drink, telling him that you could thank him later. His words were laced with dirty intent, and while you were nowhere near as charming as Pierre was, you still tried.Â
 âOr maybe I just owed you a thank you, I couldnât remember,â you quickly added.Â
Pierre was silent for a few seconds, mouth slightly agape. He certainly hadnât expected you to show up and now he was speechless. There had been hundreds of things he wanted to say to you over the course of the last few weeks but for the life of him, none of them came to mind.
You had no choice but to take control of the conversation for a change, âIt was a good race. Good job. A top ten finish, and you beat the McLarens that must-
âYou watched?â Pierre asked. He hadnât meant to cut you off but he was still trying to process that you were actually right there and now to find out you were also in the audience watching? He was about to implode.Â
âOf course,â you nodded. Someone tried to step past you so you moved closer to Pierre to make room. And it was like nothing had changed, Pierre raised his hand to rest on your waist, automatically feeling that urge to reach for you, to be touching you.Â
He quickly put the drink down on the bartop, he had no desire for it anymore. The absolute last thing he wanted to do right now was get drunk.Â
With his other hand free, Pierre raised it to cup the side of your face. He tucked a few strands of hair behind your ear, his thumb tracing over your cheek. You were really there.Â
That was a weight lifted off your shoulders. Lando was right, Pierre did want you there.Â
And you could have said you missed him too. You could have laughed it off and teased him for it. You could have rolled your eyes, something he was all too familiar with seeing.Â
But instead of doing any of that, you grabbed hold of the collar of his shirt and closed the last bit of space between you. You kissed him like you were making up for lost time, you basically were. Pierreâs hand slid to rest where your neck met your jaw and there was a desire to rush, to taste every bit of his tongue against yours, to let him intoxicate all of your senses, but Pierreâs moves were slow. He wanted to take his time, relish in this moment and to keep you in his grasp for as long as he could, until you were both desperate for a breath.
Pierre pressed another kiss to your lips, and then another, and another and then to your cheeks and your forehead and every visible spot on your face that he thought needed some attention. You giggled like a schoolgirl as his arm slipped around your neck, pulling you tight into his chest to hold you, hug you, feel you in his arms.Â
âI missed you,â Pierre said again, still quiet but there was no underlying ache in his tone. He missed you, but he didnât have to anymore. You werenât going anywhere.Â
Neither of you cared that you were sharing this embrace in the middle of the club, but other people certainly didnât like it. When someone made a playful 'get a room' comment, Pierre laughed into your ear. God you never wanted to go two months without hearing his laughter ever again.Â
âLetâs get out of here,â Pierre suggested, placing his forefinger under your chin to tilt your face up. He kissed you again, his hand slipping into yours before turning around, his eyes set on the door. You happily followed.
The club was crowded. You recognized a few paddock employees and members from various teams and of course the drivers who were out partying, but everyone was in their own little world as the two of you walked past.
WellâŠ
Not everyone.
It happened so fast. You turned your head at the right second and caught Landoâs eyes from where he sat in a booth. Not only was he watching you, he was watching you leave with Pierre.Â
Someone walked in front of you, cutting off your line of sight for a brief moment. You felt Pierreâs grip on your hand tighten. Looking up, and saw that Pierre was staring straight ahead. If he noticed Lando, he didnât hint towards it.Â
Glancing back at Lando one last time, you watched as he lifted the drink in his hand and nodded once, a toast-like gesture, but in this case it was so much more than a little congratulatory one-sided cheers.Â
He released his final hold over you. There were no more strings tying you to Lando. He wasnât going to get in between you and Pierre. He was going to let you be happy with the French driver.Â
Lando would still continue to want what was best for you, but that wasnât him anymore. That was Pierre.
So he watched as a sliver of a smile appeared on your lips, so quick he almost missed it, before following Pierre outside. You were gone.
Feeling a nudge on his arm, Lando turned his head and met the concerned eyes of Max. Max, someone who had been a witness to everything these last few months, was definitely happy to see the light at the end of the tunnel.Â
âYou alright?â Max asked him and Lando just nodded, glancing at the spot you just abandoned.Â
âYeah,â he didnât sound very convincing, but Max knew that eventually heâd say it and mean it.Â
He brought his drink up to his lips, âI guess the best man won.âÂ
Lando rolled his eyes, shoving Max with his elbow. Not hard enough to hurt him but enough that he spilled his beer over the front of his shirt.
âIt was never a competition you numbskull.â
Max plastered his best dumbfounded look on his face, âOh, you mean Y/N? Iâm not talking about her. Iâm talking about the driver standings.â
Lando snorted, knowing that Max was most definitely not talking about the driver standings, but it was a good retort to fall back on. Pierre had beat him in the last two races, putting him ahead of the two McLaren drivers in the championship.Â
Lando put up a good fight throughout the season but towards the end he managed to come to the realisation that no matter what, he wouldnât pull ahead. Beating Pierre wasnât in his cards.Â
Neither was keeping you.
But not all hope was lost. Lando would fight even harder next year. This yearâs competition made him a better driver. And motorsport aside, he knew heâd still see you around. At a distance, only in passing, and most likely with Pierre, but youâd be there.Â
Losing you forced him to grow up. He had no choice but to better himself, and he would.Â
The what ifâs would continue to haunt him, they would haunt all of you. The ghosts of what could have been. The paths you never took. What if Pierre hadnât hit on you that night in the club? What if Lando spoke to you the morning after? What if you spent the summer break alone? What if what if what if.Â
The thing was, though, none of it mattered.
You were happy. Lando would learn to live without you. Pierre played the long game and it worked out in his favour. The lingering questions didnât matter. The only thing left to do was look ahead. The past held nothing, whereas your future, all of your futures, were brighter and better than they had ever been before.Â
why am i crying lmao
and with that, the better series comes to an end :') thank you everyone for reading and for sharing your thoughts and being so invested in their silly little lives.
i will most definitely be writing another mini series, and if you have ideas or see something on my prompt list, pls send me a request here! i can't promise it'll turn into a 7-part fic but i do love getting requests and who knows?? maybe i'll write a lando fic and turn u all back into lando girlies??
love u all so much and for the record, i was always team pierre
the better series (7 parts) | pierre gasly, lando norris (triangle) +
6 to 1 series (12 parts) | lando norris x leclerc!reader +
disapproval | mick schumacher x leclerc!reader
part 2Â hard truthsÂ
part 3Â the good guy
pierre gasly
worlds collide |Â famous!reader x pierre
simp | reader x pierre
charles leclerc
soft (dog) launch | korean influencer!reader x charlesÂ
quarantine | reader x charles
not good enough | filipina!reader x charles
muse | singer/songwriter!reader x charles
the people's princess | princess!reader x charles
- all social media au's
charles leclerc x secret adminÂ
daniel ricciardo x secret admin
lando norris x secret admin
lewis hamilton x secret adminÂ
lance stroll x secret admin
max verstappen x secret admin
tangentwithtanner
ellievsbear
dededos
kianamaiart
turnnoffyourmind
prguitarman
