A Third's Reality

This is pretty much my life...

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There is no teacher but the enemy

Mazer Rackham

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This is to everyone who helped defeat the buggers

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A new beginning (Day 17)

I wanted to go back to earth but Val suggested that I don’t. peter apparently has taken over the world and wants me to go there so he can use me and I can be on his side. Instead Val and I are going to a different planet to start a civilization. The planet the buggers lived on. When We went there some strange things happened, things I can’t even put on this blog because it’s too personal and risky to share...but one day, people will know. After things are straightened out things will unfold and people will understand what happened. But for now, this is the end, the end of the buggers, the end of misery. Val is now writing a biography of me, and I’m writing about Peter...things are becoming better, let’s hope they stay this way...

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The Final Defeat (Day 16)

Today was the best day of my life! I found that Alai, Bean, Petra, Dink, Crazy Tom and every person who I believed was my friend came to Eros! We’re practicing together, the best people in battle school are now at command school. We practiced together. At one practice so many people were sent and so much effort was put, my team won and when the lights were turned on everyone was cheering, people had tears in their eyes, Graff was hugging people and I was extremely confused. My team and I were wondering what happened and we found out that we beat the actual buggers. It wasn’t practice, this was real life and I defeated the buggers. We defeated the buggers. It was finally over.  But I felt terrible, we sent in real men, who had families and a life, without realizing, to their death so many people died because of me...am I killer?

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Mazer Rackham (Day 15)

We made it Eros, the planet where command school takes place. I hated it so much I was isolated again so I ended up studying and training myself. People came and judged me, judge me all you want farts, I didn’t ask for this. One day I woke up and I saw this old peaceful man sitting with his legs crossed in my room. It felt like hours after he’d spoken I kept talking to him but he wouldn’t reply. Then I was doing some training and got closer and he attacked me we fought a bit then he went back to not doing anything then without realizing he attacked me. He won of course. I found out he was Mazer Rackham, the only man who defeated the buggers once. He’s my trainer and taught me everything I needed to know about the buggers. How they didn’t talk but spoke to each other through their thoughts and all this weird stuff. Everything I needed to know to defeat the buggers was given to me. I was being trained and things seemed hopeful.

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Valentine (14)

I've been on earth for 2 months now. When I first made it to earth, it felt weird as if I don’t belong but now I don’t want to leave. I’m in Florida, at a lake, thinking of nothing, just relaxing...this is life. I even built a raft. I want to stay here for the rest of my life. But today something unexpected happened Val came to visit me. I’m not stupid, I know Graff got her because I wasn’t cooperating. Val can persuade people into doing things she’s good at that and this is why she’s here. To persuade me to go back and save the world. Deep down I was so happy to see her, I wanted to jump and hug her and tell her what happened to me, but I couldn’t, I just stared at her with empty eyes. I’m too tired for anything. It was really weird she looked different, I lost track of beauty, is she beautiful? I don’t know. The first thing she started talking about was Peter, that got me annoyed, what about me? I've been gone for 4 years...We talked about Peter, the buggers, everything there is and I even admitted how much I hate myself, because I do. Things aren’t the same with Val, we’ve grown up so much she’s closer to Peter than me it’s so formal now. She somehow, I knew this would happen, persuaded me to go back. And I will, I’ll leave soon. But she left me with a feeling of loneliness… that the only reason she came isn’t because she loved me but because Graff used her, she wouldn’t even know I was here if it weren’t for Graff. She’s a tool like everyone else, but the only tool I love.

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Command School (Day 13)

Wow...everything’s been happening so fast lately I’m losing track of time. They broke up my army today Bean and all these other people are becoming commanders. At first I thought great the best way to defeat me is to use my army against me but I found out I’m going to command school 3 years early. I wasn’t looking forward to it, I’m not looking forward to anything. Everything is breaking, the system is wild all these changes are taking place. What is happening? I don’t know, and frankly I don’t care. When we were going to the shuttle I realized we’re taking a stop back home. Maybe I can finally see my family...Actually no, I don’t know how to feel about it...is it possible? Is this really happening? The thought of it scares me. What if everyone changed? What if Val doesn't recognize me anymore? I'm getting butterflies in my stomach. 

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2 against 1 (Day 12)

I woke up with puffy eyes today, yeah crying all night does that to you. I’m exhausted. Not only do I wake up to puffy eyes but to a stupid paper that says I have a battle against two armies at once. What the hell? How does that even happen? That’s against the rules, damn it! I wasn’t feeling it, battling wasn’t going to happen today, but my army was ready even though they were pissed off and tired as well. Since Anderson bent the rules, so did I. We didn’t fight, while the two army leaders were arguing I had my army do the victory ritual, the computer took that in as a win and we won. After that my army came to have practice but I told them that I was finished because I am. I beat you Anderson, you and your stupid games. No more practices, no more battles, no more bullshit.  

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Not sure which to choose...

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Another Peter (Day 11)

I don’t know what happened...I was just in the shower, when I was finished I came to grab my towel and Bonzo was there with his friends with my towel. They wanted to fight me when I was naked and I teased them so they stripped down so it can be a “fair fight”. It all happened too fast, where were the teachers?!?! I showed fear but Bonzo didn’t buy it, we fought and it ended with Bonzo on the floor with me kicking his crotch inward. He didn’t move...and he didn’t cry then the meds came, where were they before the wounds? Dink helped me out. Bonzo wanted to kill me. I began to cry, I’m not ashamed anymore. I didn’t want to hurt him! Why couldn’t he just leave me alone? I cried and wept all night. How long will it take before I turn completely into Peter?

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Cheating Farts (Day 10)

CHEATERS! I can’t believe these people!! What the hell were they thinking? Okay, I won 7 games 0 losses I ask for a challenge and they end up getting Bonzo against me but not only that they help him cheat. I don’t care if we won, this was our worst game. I swear Anderson and Graff have a secret plan and they just want to break me and soon they will, no matter how strong I look I’m going to be defeated, I’m scared. I screamed at Anderson today, he deserves it, this pig. I can feel Bonzo glaring at me things aren’t going to go well. I can sense something bad is going to happen. 

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Petra (Day 9)

Remember Petra? We’re  today against her Phoenix Army. I used to be in that army before so I know their strategies inside out. I’m still worried though...Petra’s my friend and if I win she’ll hate me like everyone else. After we won I saw the fury in her eyes it said something like “I was your friend and you humiliate me like this?” I tried to ignore her...we’ll soon be friends again...I hope

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Rabbit Army (Day 8)

We had our first battle today with Rabbit Army. I wasn’t scared because Rabbit Army isn’t the best army in the school. We are going to win I was sure of it. Even though Dragon Army has only been an army for 4 weeks now, I’ve trained them well and they’re fast learners so they’ll do great. And they did! We had the battle 0700 and it took us 3 min to defeat the Rabbits. I’m proud of us, only one person got fully frozen and 5 were disabled but at the end we won. I was thinking of giving the Dragons a practice at 0715 but what the heck they just won, why not give them a break. It was pretty awkward going into commander’s mess...okay that’s a room where all commanders go to when they finally had a win. Since I had no losses everyone just stared at me, seriously people need to calm down it wasn’t my fault I was good. When I came in everyone fell silent. I tried to ignore, I hope I did a good job of it, I didn’t look around no one spoke to me except a boy named Dink who I thought was my friend since he taught me everything. The way he spoke to me didn’t make it seem like we are friends but enemies. Why is this happening? I just want to be like everyone else. 

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Dragon Army getting for a fight

Let's go DRAGONS! 

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Commander (Day 7)

 I’m officially commander! At first I thought they might assign me to a really good army but then I realized they assigned me to one that doesn’t even exist, or so I thought. Dragon Army is it’s name, the army hasn’t been around for four years because apparently the name is what made the army lose all it’s battles.

The army I got was full of noobs, people who didn’t know how to control themselves in gravity. They made me feel really agitated, why would they do this to me? I had 30 inexperienced people and some were very very small, they reminded me of myself when I became a soldier. First practice didn’t go too well, there was a kid named Bean who I started bullying, I did the same thing to him that my commander Bonzo did to me, what Graff did to me, I’m starting to feel sick again...why am I becoming like this? I’m now vowing to never be a farthead to any soldier again. No one really knew what they were doing except Bean everyone else just floating around. It’s been a couple days but things are getting better, I can see improvement. But Anderson, this fart, is making things really hard for me!!!! I’m not allowed trading soldiers with other armies, and now I’m not allowed practice with Alai anymore, goodness what’s next? Speaking of Alai, he’s now part of an Army and I’m feeling far from him, it’s not good. It’s pretty saddening actually the only friend I had is now drifting away from me because Ander-son-of-a-fart isn’t letting us practice with each other. I feel the tension because we’re now technically  enemies fighting against each other...we'll see what happens now... Oh yes i almost forgot to include I have hope my army will do great. 

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Training (Day 6)

It's been a while since I wrote in this blog but let's do it...What I hated the most when I transferred was the fact that I wasn’t allowed to train with the Salamander Army or fight even though it was my toon!! I wasn’t qualified enough so I decided to get Alai and train with him on free time. I needed practice and I was going to get it. Everytime the Salamander Army trained I watched Bonzo like an enemy commander would so I can try to teach the Launchies the strategies and get commander practice myself. Bonzo tried to stop me, this fool, thinks he can tell me what to do on Free Play but I threatened to tell on him then he’d get iced and it worked! We started off with around 6 people and more started to join because they started to see results. I was glad, I felt I belonged and there was progress and there was hope. But you know when things always better you know they can’t because they’re too good to be true? Yeah that’s what happened. Launchies started getting threats from commanders if they came to my practices. Commanders started coming to my practices and taking names of Launchies. Then Launchies started to get hit and abused by the commanders, come on though we’re training to save Earth!!! Humans are idiots. I can’t believe we went from 6 to 20 something to 6 again. A lot of older boys then came and attacked us with no gravity. You know what that means? Pain. Of course we won we’re well trained and no one messes with us. Practice was off for a few days. 3 years later after practicing, it was all worth it. At the age of 10 I became a commander myself. 

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Battle Room (Day 5)

I didn’t do what most kids did, I used my brain. For example when we went to practice in the battle room where there’s no gravity everyone was floating around like a bunch of idiots, Alai, another boy, and I were trying to make strategies to balance and have control not just randomly float around. People hated me more since I was better than them in the battle room and Graff kept glorifying me and belittling them. Again, I didn’t mean for that to happen but it did. I ended up having meals by myself and not talking much to people since they hated me more and more for being better than them. I spent most nights on my desk playing games preparing me for battles. Soon after sending silly messages to people signed by Bernard and messing around and since we had a mutual “friend”, Alai, we started getting along. Just when things were finally coming together and just when I started making friends I was promoted to another army where I felt small and hated again.