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what would you consider 2 of your positive traits ? my compassion n me capacity to love people so wholly

what would you consider 2 of your negative traits ? the fact tha i’m always too distracted from reality n possibly the anxiety tha comes wiv bein a human bein

a guilty pleasure of yours ? ( can be a tv show, song, food you love to eat, whatever ! ) i’ll say i unironically luv cotton eyed joe

what’s a quality that you look for in a friend ? companionship.

#bloom;task

i’m sittin here like a dumb bitch cryin n shakin n not able to breathe coz of all this. i didn’t mean no harm wiv me selfie i promise

u ever feel hella anxious coz u think ppl r talkin about u aosdjfalksd

m’gonna delete tha selfie n forget i ever existed.

This is a v nsfw post.

Ever since I've gotten wiv Austin for the first time I've had it stuck in my brain tha he's a straight guy who happened to fall for a feminine dude. N like, yea, we've had a lot of sex. But it's always been me bottoming. It's always been me suckin his dick. N like, I never rly had an issue wiv it. S'not like I don't love it, coz I rly fuckin do. But today? He told me he wanted to show me tha he loves all of me n he actually went down on me. He's had a dick in his mouth for the first time n I'm. I feel like the luckiest motherfucker in the world.

#Nsfw

I'm just so fookin blah lately, like, I dunno I just. Yea.

what has life looked like for you recently ? s’been pretty fookin good rly, Austin proposed n we’ve been livin a happy lil life wiv our lil kitty Mochi.

do you readily believe things you read online ? sometimes, yea, but then i remember they write untrue things bout meself so i’m like hmmm.... i dunno.

do you second guess yourself ? all. the. time.

what lyrics do you relate the most to right now ? “i won’t let my insecurities define who i am”

what topics would you not want mentioned ? ( because there’s no choice to opt out of gossip, writers please let us know what topics you wouldn’t be comfortable with ) i dunno, really, i wouldn’t really mind u talk bout stuff.

#bloom.task

Spendin the day getting drunk n high asf with the boyfriend to celebrate. What a life

#Alcohol mention #Drug mention

what is a perfect day to you? A rainy day where I'm cuddled up to someone I luv

what do you look for mainly out of a friend? Trust, companionship, lots of dumb talks

what’s your go to karaoke song? Wonderwall by oasis

you just had a bad day. what do you do to cheer up? I drink

what is the scenery like on your dream vacation? Lots of friends doin dumb shit together, concerts, skinny dippin

phone calls or texting? Video calls

how do you spend your free time? Either asleep or clingin onto someone

what is your biggest pet peeve? People who walk slowly in front of me

what kind of friend would your friends describe you as? Chaotic really

lastly.. what would you name your memoir? The twat who lived

I'm starting to think she's... Jealous???

hearin that fiona felt left out coz i haven’t been properly speakin to her made me quite sad really. s’not that i was pushin her away or sommat, i really jus haven’t had the best moments wiv my mental health, the anxiety’s been fookin wiv me n i just shut down to anyone but him. he’s been my rock lately n it’s hard to leave his side coz of it. but i know i gotta hang out with fiona more, she’s a cool bird n i really appreciate her a lot. and i mean he did tell me i don’t have to spend all the time glued to him n can hang out wiv friends too, i guess i was jus afraid of leavin him alone coz he said he don’t like it.

My head is all over the place n I just wanna disappear n not have to deal wiv all this

I've got so much anxiety today, I just wanna sink into a fookin hole n not get out. I'm fookin shakin n I wanna puke n my chest feels tight as fuck n I jus want this to stop.

Feeling real shitty tonight, oh well

I've been thinking about how to write everything that I'm feeling down. N honestly it's not easy. I don't tend to open up much. But the thing is, I didn't just walk away because I don't love her and it's not an easy decision to make. I love and respect her a lot. And I still want her in my life as a friend. But this just. It was not going to work. She kept doubting my love, doubting my honesty, and I've already got too much anxiety as it is. I don't need to be accused of things. The comment about losing control of the grip she had on me raised a big old red flag to me. That's not how a relationship goes. I wanted it to work, I did. And that's why, when she asked me to, I'd go to her bed again. But there came a time when I had to choose my mental health or this relationship, and honestly my mental health wins. I'm not trying to make her miserable. I did my best to be respectful and to end it as smoothly as possible, but she still doesn't want anything to do with me. Which I mean, I understand. I miss her. But I'm not trying to cause a reaction with any of my posts. I'm not. I can guarantee that. I just want her to heal and for us to be friends again.

Me: makes post and deletes it cause someone might see it in the wrong way. I really don't want more problems with people thinking I'm subposting when I'm just vibin

I wish I could go to that party but not only is Ashley's party but I feel like everyone hates me n it's the worst feeling ever.

I'm tired of this hurting me, I need to get over it soon.

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