This blog is my friend and my safe place. I feel like the outside world doesn’t understand, carries on. I want to be thin so bad. Feels like the only control I have. I don’t promote any ed! I want you all to stay safe! 🤍
I’m 24 and haven’t graduated college yet. The mia/ana make it so difficult. If it interferes with me losing weight I push it aside. Also not to mention I’m tired.
7 years on/off-more bulimia than anorexia.
Therapy actually was heavy on me, I’d freak out the day before and purge, skip therapy. I’m willing to try again because I’ve found love, my soulmate, I want a future. The career, the house, the babies maybe? Idk yet. But the thing is I want it all but a skinny version of me.
Wish you all a speedy recovery and sending the most warm hugs 🤍✨🤍✨🤍
