Strong against the violent waves

[ittybiggypiggy]

The only time i felt genuinely alive was when i was getting drunk every weekend. I kinda miss it, i want to feel alive again

[catchymemes]

[ittybiggypiggy]

Im gonna be real honest, idk how to fix myself anymore. I try and try but to no avail.

[ittybiggypiggy]

I just want to be happy or at least not sad. Im not saying that being sad is bad but why do i randomly burst into tears without an explanation? Its so tiring when you can’t pinpoint the issue, i don’t understand myself, I’m not sure where is it coming from. And thats why i like to drink on most days for the buzz, i like happy didi.

[ittybiggypiggy]

Idk how much more i can take.

[destroymylife]

[high0nlife-life0nhigh]

Concept: we are together. you are sleeping with your body wrapped around mine. it is quiet. my mind is calm. we are happy.

[ittybiggypiggy]

Dont fucking relapse you dumb bitch.

[ittybiggypiggy]

Want to abandon all my responsibilities, run away and start a new life

[ittybiggypiggy]

Im tired of being independent.

I want to be pampered, to be babied, to be taken care of, to be loved.

-After i posted this, i checked my profile and turns out i’ve posted the same shit before. IM TIREDDT FOR REALS WHEN CAN I BE SOFT

[ittybiggypiggy]

Still hurts but it does get easier. The bounce back period gets shorter every time

[ittybiggypiggy]

Tired of the hyper independence shit. I want to be taken care of, i want to be babied.

[wxmatija]

[ittybiggypiggy]

I’m tired, so incredibly tired. I just wanna give up. I don’t know how long i can endure this anymore.

[unfleshly]

[corredordelaberintos]

[ittybiggypiggy]

Mati lagi senang la pukimak. So sick and tired of everything, of living, of surviving. I just want to die already god damn it when is the grim reaper paying me a visit.