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[ittybittybeez]

I hate myself. I hate everything about myself. I feel like the nobody I tell myself I am every day. I feel that I’m not important or a special individual because I’m not.

[ittybittybeez]

I don’t even know what I’m feeling. I just feel so disappointed in myself and that I’m useless and that I don’t deserve anything because I can’t do anything right. I missed my work shift on the unit I’m trying to get a job. My anxiety is at an all time high because I’m not sure what was said, who knew, and how that would impact my chances of getting the job. I feel like nothing is going my way because things are out of my control and I feel so helpless. I’m scared that my application for PA isn’t enough and I’m scared that I don’t have enough patient contact hours and shadowing hours. There’s so much that needs to be done and it seems like there is so little time. I’m on edge because I don’t know where I’m living next year. I’m disappointed because I’m starting to work my hours around other people. I need to not depend on people. I need to do my own thing. I need to focus.

[ittybittybeez]

FINISHED. 🎓 . . . I can’t lie and say that these four years haven’t been a challenge. I was constant battle with myself, my mental health, and my physical health. But I DID IT. Truly, the best views really do come after the hardest climb. My next challenge: conquering PA school. . . . 📷: @jmhnguyen 🎓: @mn.kmm (at University of Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrdaGcEgPWHDczk3jcG403vJFg01nrD4wwHZOk0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1rz3fdvwqflip

[ittybittybeez]

FINISHED. 🎓 . . . I can’t lie and say that these four years haven’t been a challenge. I was constant battle with myself, my mental health, and my physical health. But I DID IT. Truly, the best views really do come after the hardest climb. My next challenge: conquering PA school. . . . 📷: @jmhnguyen 🎓: @mn.kmm (at University of Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrdaGcEgPWHDczk3jcG403vJFg01nrD4wwHZOk0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=kbe3kdlzqi7c

[ittybittybeez]

You probably won’t receive this, but I just wanted to thank you for everything and I hope that everything good comes your way because you deserve it.

Love, B

[thequoteuniverse]

When thinking about life, remember this: no amount of guilt can change the past, and no amount of anxiety can change the future.

This is so important.  (via weslette)

[wordsnquotes]

I still remember the person I once was and I really miss me.

Michael Faudet, Dirty Pretty Things  |  @wordsnquotes​ (via wordsnquotes)

[thegoodvybe]

[helpingg]

“Why should I be sad? I have lost someone who didn’t love me. But they lost someone who loved them.”

Unknown (via helpingg)

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[dotwav]

[wizdomly]

Change your hairstyle. Spend money. Sell your old clothes and pursue your new style with the money you get from it. Be strong. Be patient. Get drunk if you want to, but not every weekend. Buy a chocolate bar every week when your favorite tv show is on. Take hot baths. Wake up early. Start jogging. Write. Find a friend who will listen to you and don’t stop until you find it. Study. Read. Make your Instagram cool. Write some more. Get that damn piercing, if you feel to. Buy bath bubbles and bath more. Adore your body. Shave, for yourself. Book flights for next spring. Write this day down, write it all down. Cry. Finally feel some homesickness. Learn to be in silence. Learn to stand being alone. Drink lots of coffee. Get ready for christmas. Feel smart at school. Spend a weekend alone. Take lots of selfies. Eat chocolate while watching reality tv-shows. Meditate. Stretch. Learn ballet. Buy overprized coffee. Learn to be with yourself. Love yourself.

via @wizdomly

[purplebuddhaquotes]

Don’t let your struggle become your identity.

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[embrace-the-wild]

Instagram: Embrace The Wild

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[purplebuddhaquotes]

Note to self: You’ve gotta do this for you. This is for you. This isn’t about anybody. Live for you. Honour you. Never lose sight of that.

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[wizdomly]

But at some point you have to stop being so angry, you have to stop being so sad, you have to stop killing yourself and start being gentle with yourself. At some point you have to just let it all go and be happy, you have to spread love instead of being afraid of it. You have to love yourself and everyone around you before its too late. Don’t waste away being unhappy over trivial things dear. Don’t do it. Don’t do it to yourself and dont let other people do it to you.

via @wizdomly (via wizdomly)