“I don’t know what type of fucked up shit you got goin’ on inside your head and I don’t know how to help. But I can tell you one thing - this drug shit…it’s not the answer.”
“Ya know I remember when I was 11 years old…it was a couple months after my dad got diagnosed (cancer) and we got the results back from the prognosis and it was really good - it was like 80 / 20 and we decided to celebrate, so we ordered a bunch of Chinese food (chuckles). I was laying between my parents in bed and uh…..all of a sudden I couldn’t breathe, it was like there was no more air left in the world…and I was gasping, I was panicking…and they called the ambulance and they thought it was like an allergic reaction or some shit….and then when I got to the hospital….they gave me liquid Valium (laughs)….yeah….to calm me down - and when it hit me I thought ‘this is it…..this is the feeling I have been searching for my entire life, for as long as I can remember’ - because suddenly….the world went quiet…and I felt safe in my own head. Two years later he was gone, panic attacks stayed…and I found a way to live. So…will it eventually kill me? Maybe? Fuck maybe not, I don’t know.”
- Euphoria (s01e01) - {2019-}
