open heart, open soul

dear diary,

[cosmicvngel]

[unknown19967]

[iveslam]

September 27, 2018/ 8:12pm

I value the love he and I established and continually built together. For me to experience a love so early on in my life is a blessing in disguise. The more time I spend with him, the more sure I am on wanting to build a future with him. My only hope is that he wants the same. I never thought I would love someone, so organically and unconditionally. 

[iveslam]

September 22, 2018/3:34pm

I’m scared of falling in love just for him to leave. 

[iveslam]

Jun 23, 2018/ 12:51PM

Never have I met a man who makes me laugh as much as you do. It’s crazy to know I am capable of loving someone with all of my heart. 

[iveslam]

May 31st, 2018/ 11:28PM

Meeting you was a blessing in disguise. Life became more meaningful now that I can share that part with someone special. My smile is bigger and my laughter never sounded so genuine. Going through some things in life helped shaped me to know who I am as an individual. I am overjoyed to be able to finally share my life with someone who I can see myself continually grow with. 

[iveslam]

May 13, 2018/ 11:46pm

I never thought it was possible for me to experience such strong feelings towards someone. 

Update: 12:15am 

He had this surprise waiting for me today but I will be getting it tomorrow! I am so fortunate. I’m shocked he did this for me. He told me this was his first time buying tulips for someone. I asked “Why? Do girls not like tulips?” And he said that he wasn’t a flower guy, but he will get flowers for me because he knows I love them. If you ever read this, thank you. I don’t expect these things but I do appreciate them.

[iveslam]

May 13, 2018/2:42 am

I hate crying myself to sleep. I feel so alone. 

[iveslam]

May 11, 2018/ 10:04 am

His love and care is so tender

[perrfectly]

[blossomfully]

“So what happened?” He asks after a pause. “What always happens,” I reply. “I fell in love and he didn’t.”

S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #88 (via blossomfully)

[iveslam]

May 9, 2018/ 9:41pm

You are like a dream I never want to wake up from. 

[kasssshole]

[iveslam]

12:35am/ May 9, 2018

It’s been about a month since we’ve been seeing each other. Feels surreal and a bit scary. I’m happy you are in my life, I just hope this sticks around for a while. 

[love]

via weheartit

[kudou-kun]

[iveslam]

2:18am/ April 18, 2018

I had a great day today. Celebrated one of my best friend’s birthday and I was able to see him afterwards. As soon as this may seem, I’m fortunate to have met this person. He is so special that it’s unreal. He even went to two different stores to get one of my favorite candies. He told me he likes me and that he would be patient. I don’t know! Everything feels right.