TW:SELF HARM,MENTIONS OF WEAPONS,SCARS,IF THIS MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE PLEASE DONT READ!
This is a comfort post I guess,I don't really know what to call it.ill feel better soon!<33
Your breath shaky,you look at in your hand,then your shoulder,which stings "ugh.." you groan quietly,grabbing a tissue and covering the shoulder,applying pressure,you tear up
"Why,why,why,why?.." you ask yourself quietly,why in the dead of night,why do this to yourself? Why? "Cutie?.." catra knocked on the door "you've been in there a while.."
Why was catra up? It was the dead of night? Then you remembered catra can't sleep without your weight or touch,she has to hold your hand "shit." You say quietly "i..I'll be out in a bit.. give me a second.."
Catra sighed "okay.." her voice shaky and worried,she waits outside the door,she's worried,your usually in bed. What's the deal tonight?
You look at the bloody tissues and throw them in the trash,hiding it,putting the natural looking weapon back in its place,you put on a jacket and ipen the door to see a tired catra,who's ears peak up "cutiee~" she smiles,then smells something "hey.. what's that smell?"
She asks quietly and goes inside,a bloody tissue lie on the floor,catras eyes widen,her body waking up,she gasps and turns to you,gently grabbing your hands "[your name]?.. did you?.." you nod,tearing up
Catra gently leads you back to your room and shuts the door,you sit on your shared bed,you stare at the floor, "back with the bandages.." catra says,a soft smile on her face,she sits on the bed next to you and bandages your shoulder,it's silent,a comfortable yet sad silence between you two
"So.." catra says quietly,breaking the silence,you turn to her "hmm?" "Will you tell me why? You don't have to.." catra says,her voice breaking,it's obvious she dosent know what to do "i..I'm sorry." You mutter out your voice breaking,catra hugs you tightly "you dont have to apologize. Just.. why?" She says muffled you explain why and she pulls from the hug
"Next time your feeling like this,wake me up. Or atleast tell someone.. even perfuma or scorpia.." she sighs "just.. I'll make sure your safe tonight.." she guides you to lay down and you two lay back down
Hope you enjoyed this! I'm feeling better,this was made last night and I finished it!<33