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Anxiety & Depression kills over Guns Learning to love myself

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I’m so fucking touch starved it’s not even funny. I just crave physical intimacy. Play with my hair. Let me run my hands down your back. Someone just fucking touch me dammit.

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Relapse

I’ve been fighting the urge to harm myself. It’s been 2 months since I last cut. 2 weeks since the last thought to killing myself....I’ve been drowning my thoughts by medicating myself. Oxy, Xanax, aderrall, weed. Just fighting the fucking urge...

A week ago I was put in a situation that mentally fucked me up. I haven’t gotten decent sleep. I wake up in sweat or night terror of that night. How I could of been worse. How I could of lost my life and a friends.

Today I just want to cut. I scraped myself and I automatically felt that euphoric feeling. I watched sharp objects. And that hit home. Listening and watching her cut her self and looking at her scars just made a bigger itch.

I’ve slacked off in school. And I have no one to blame for flunking. I don’t want to drink alcohol. Be cause it gives me drawbacks of that night. I don’t even want to hear familiar music.

I can’t tell anyone. That I’m relapsing.

How can you tell anyone. Of no one knows you’re fucked up to begin with?

[readmyquiet]

The 11:59 pm deadline ain't no joke in college.

[nubiana-americana-deactivated20]

listen to me. look me in the eyes. that blackboard link will close on your procrastinating ass

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billie eilish - you should see me in a crown

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I’m so used to the sadness that I’m afraid to be happy. I know when I’m happy I should be expecting something terrible to crash it down

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[the-suicide-effect]

You keep a lot to yourself because it’s difficult to find people who understand

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You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

[asking-the-death]

You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

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Stay Strong!