ALOOFNESS

I dont fall in <3 easily,but when i do, he already have a girlfriend!

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omg its been a while.i miss my space!!

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The Life turned 10 today!

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Kamu bisa bertemu 10 orang atau 20 orang yang suka sama kamu;

Tapi kamu hanya menerima satu orang yang kamu selesa. You can be rich, handsome or funny but in the end, selesa is number one

Well, thats my story

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Kita takkan pernah lupa cinta pertama kita;

Dan kita akan selalu pilih untuk hidup dengan cinta terakhir kita.

Cinta pertama will always be our passion

Dan cinta terakhir is people who always make us feels like home.

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Saat semua tidak berjalan semestinya, kita bisa mengangkat tangan untuk menyerah atau mengangkat tangan untuk berdoa.

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Aku terlalu penat berlari;

Dan tak ingin mengejar lagi.

Tapi putus asa kan dilarang oleh tuhan

Apa kau yakin hati; untuk terus berlari atau bertahan?

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Dua orang dewasa.

Saling punya rasa,

Saling sedang mencuba,

Tapi takut kecewa.

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Need to find that ‘life’ again.

soon

Living alone once give me the best meaning in life ; until pandemic came and things get harder. Chatting or talking to someone become addictive

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It’s not that I dont want to talk to you. It is just me having a thought that I cannot afford to not talking to you later on

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My everyday prayer sounds like this;

O God; if (you) are not the one; please let me make peace with my own heart with your plan.

And; I hate it even more when I am slowly make peace with my own self.

If making you hate or annoyed is the way to makes me close to your thoughts; then I would do so

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It’s so funny when;

Being alone is so addictive, well it’s been years it has become a way of life, my way of life.Bluetick is what I master most.

suddenly; the feeling was gone just only for you. If it were anybody else, I dont bother to read or even reply them.

you take away that cursed; being alone is addictive. I get curious abt how is your everyday looks like.

Aneh & lucu

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What a scary world.

Ah.Sia****

I’m confused, and I’m not sure whether it’s me who started of this confusing situation. Whether this is happening because of you are too kind.

I posted smthg among my closest friend yknow even close the comment section,and its crazy when you have the effort to reach me asking my wellbeing when my closest friend pun dont even text me back. 

I sort of tell myself it is always better to keep both of us as a friend, because I cannot afford to lose another good friend.I need to keep this kind,beautiful soul around me.And now, its even harder to accept how do Ilive w/o you later on. Who gonna listens to me, my rants , silly jokes etc.

What a scary world.

Thanks for existing; mate :) 

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Tapi aku pasti kembali, untuk bercerita lagi.

Aku ingin bercerita banyak, tapi aku memilih untuk tidak.

Niat awalnya mungkin mahu mencipta kenangan,cuma takut berakhiran dengan harapan.

Ini bukan pertama kali,aku takut tidak tertanggung realiti; untuk kali keduanya.

Aku mahu bercerita panjang dgn temanku,aku mahu pandangan.Bukan soal hati, aku mahu diskusi tentang aku. Tapi akhirnya dia bilang gini ; kamuharus jalan terus. Disetiap hal yg keadaannya tidak pasti, jangan ambil risikonya. Tak baik begitu’.

But, I’m a risk taker; and kind of hard headed. I took the risk and now, bear the pain of hal hal yang tak pasti.

Tapi aku pasti kembali, untuk bercerita lagi.

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Sepenggal yang lalu; ada suatu hal yg membuat aku ingin terus cerita tentang kita. Suatu hari tanpa  sengaja, aku termimpi kamu dengan seikhlas hati

M

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He fills my soul, with so much love; that anywhere I go, I never lonely

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Jalan kita mungkin se-lari; tapi blm tentu

se-mati