Thoughts

existence

[thoughtkick]

“Just because I can’t explain the feelings causing my anxiety, doesn’t make them less valid.”

— Unknown

[recaption]

[biboycravings]

I need more people in my life to do this with me without any purpose other than making each other feel love and like we are special to them.

[izuna228-blog]

Failing With Pride

It was one of the few things I was not taught, I believe they thought I would figure it out. Luckily I did but in my opinion kind of late.

"To win we must become familiar with losing", I heard a man say that a time back and it was said many different ways by many different people, I don't think some of us get it though, atleast I did'nt till today.

[izuna228-blog]

I realized as short as my time on this earth has been that people get lonely, they want companionship or even just a conversation. I pride myself in being that random stranger for others, not having all the answers but just willing to listen. Not everyone wants to talk but in a world where it feels like everyone is always arguing about something, its nice to just sit and talk to a stranger about there day.

[dumblr]

I hadn't told them about you, but they saw you bathing in my eyes.

I hadn't told them about you, but they saw you in my written words.

The perfume of love cannot be concealed.

— Nizar Qabbani

[dumblr]

I still love you, I promise.

[akiraspeach]

My journey starts here

[senor-plume]

Why?

She must be sick of my

apple tree shots

vinyl records galore

my dedicated frown

She's grown ill of my

motivation ballast

lackluster zest

inability to reach

She's up to here with my

settleing and sitting

fiddling and fretting

staying and griping

I wish I could offer her freshness and movement

I know she's disappointed with me.

I am as well

but here I sit …night after night feeling every second tick off the time I was given

and there will be a day when I will regret these recent flips of the calander

asking myself

Why Didn't You… and Why Did I…

that day will see me thinking of her and how I let her down

how she wants me to be, simply put, Happy

with my shoes stuck in a thick mud (of my own making) I cannot move

I have not fullfilled her desires

I'll feel worse about that than anything else

[resqectable]

“Never hope for it more than you work for it.”

— Sonya Teclai

[deloveusion]

i want romance. i want intimacy. i want the 2 am love making. i want consistency, loyalty. i want the random looks of admiration. i want to know you're just for me. i want date nights. i want love so pure and true. i want it because i can return it.

[moringmark]

[localbookshop]

Who are you when no one is looking? Who are you at the darkest hours of the night, at the deepest depths of your soul?

[quotefeeling]

“I take much pleasure in being alone but there is also a strange warm grace in not being alone.”

— Charles Bukowski

[thehopefulquotes]

“It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.”

— Nicholas Sparks

[perfeqt]

“People think being alone makes you lonely, but I don’t think that’s true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world.”

— Kim Culbertson

[thoughtkick]

“We turn not older with years but newer every day.”

— Emily Dickinson

[heisa030]

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