if you had told me
i keep saying that...
i keep saying “you know if you had told me a year ago that i’d be here...i wouldn’t believe it”
sometimes it’s good
other times it’s awful
i keep saying it
a year ago today I was at work at a job that i really enjoyed
i saw a band i really like
i ate some good food
and i was with a girl that i think the world of
I had no idea that I would feel that way about anyone
because a year before that i was tired and struggling and thinking
“you know if you had told me a year ago that i’d be here...i wouldn’t believe it”
i wonder what the next year holds
I realize that things happen and that I can’t control some of them, but I don’t want to repeat that phrase to myself again
I’d like to say “I’m right where I planned to be, what else would you expect”
a lot of things will happen in the next few days, weeks, and months that are going to hurt and are going to be a struggle
moving forward