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𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐞 (𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞)

𝐈 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐞.

𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐞, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐛𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐨.

𝐈’𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐬, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐲.

𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤?

𝐈𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈’𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐨𝐟?

𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐠𝐨𝐝𝐬’ 𝐦𝐞𝐧 𝐌𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐦.

𝐒𝐨, 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝, 𝐈’𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐈’𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞, 𝐈 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐯𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧.

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐅𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐨 𝐇𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐳 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈𝐥 𝐁𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐨.

𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐈 𝐩𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐬?

𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞: 𝐅𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝟐𝟔,𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟓

[soracities]

sleep is the first house

(excerpt) Audre Lorde, Zami: A New Spelling of My Name

Ferdinand Hodler, "Night" (detail) // Pierre Jahan, Nu Plain-chant (1947)

(excerpt) Eileen Myles, "Universal Cycle", The Importance of Being Iceland

Sara Stout, "Paris Bed" // Alex Venezia

(excerpt) Adrienne Rich, Twenty One Love Poems ("Poem XII")

Mark English, "Couple" (1933) // Kenney Mencher, "A Married Couple"

(excerpt) Walt Whitman, "When I Heard at the Close of Day"

Łukasz Stokłosa, "Untitled" (2014) // Matt Lambert for Dazed

(excerpt) Jeanette Wintersion, "Disappearance I", The World and Other Places

[ther0sesared3ad-deactivated2025]

The urge to learn every language and play every instrument and travel the world and live through every historical time period and be a writer and a poet and an actor and

[goddessdiary]

[ja3m1nnn]

February 6, 2025

Entry: random

𝐈 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈’𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞.

𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮.

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡…

𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈’𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮.

𝐈𝐭’𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐭’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐈’𝐯𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮.

𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮.

𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨?

1:05 ───⊙─────── 2:53

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𝙄’𝙢 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙤𝙝 (𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙚)

𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐢𝐧, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬.

𝐇𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞

𝐀 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧.

𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐈’𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞’𝐬 𝐬𝐨

𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠

𝐀𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞, 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐚

𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬.

𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬, 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐜𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞

𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧.

𝐇𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚

𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐲.

𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐦;

𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐰𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐤 𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫

𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬.

𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐬, 𝐈’𝐦 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐚 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐭, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞 𝐚 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐈 𝐚𝐦

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧

𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 . . .

𝐒𝐨 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨

𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩; 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐨𝐡.

𝐂𝐚𝐧’𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐞𝐞?

[mournfulroses]

Clarice Lispector, from "Too Much of Life Complete Chronicles," publ. in 2022

[wordx]

I'm pretending like I don't miss you.

You pretending like you don't care.

But, still we both couldn't stop thinking about each other.

[bluelightview]

[wittywords]

𝐂𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐲𝐦𝐢𝐚

A condition in which the mind falls under the control of the emotions.

[perfectquote]

“Darling, you deserve it all. You deserve love and peace and magic and joy dancing in your eyes. You deserve hearty, deep belly laughter and the right to let those tears fall and water the soil. You deserve freedom and goodness and company and days of bliss and quiet too. You deserve you happy and healed and content and open. So keep going. Go realize into being the life you deserve.”

— Unknown

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Donte Collins

[historic-haze]

A little chaos is a good thing.

(Photos taken from Pinterest)

[anxeious]

[thelostfilesofstudents]

One's Guide to Dark Academia

Dark academia :  a literary and aesthetic genre that revolves around the themes of academia, intellectualism, and a mysterious atmosphere for those who seek in entirely to immerse themselves in classic literature and strive for scholarly excellence

DARK ACADEMIA MOVIES:

Now I I'll leave all you academias with a quote here:

“I was waiting for something extraordinary to happen but as the years wasted on nothing ever did unless I caused it."

-Charles Bukowski

(NOTE: astronom lol)

[prinz-myshkin]

Bothersome beast, comforting friend